Chapter 2: Start reading

"She" opened her eyes slowly, headaches, dizziness, and all kinds of discomfort swarmed. "She" had to close her eyes immediately to alleviate those terrible symptoms.
"What happened to me?" "She" muttered to herself.
The previous memories are very chaotic, like having numerous and complicated dreams, and now I am not sure whether I wake up.
"You are really lucky," a voice passed into her ear, but it sounded like "layer" echoed from the far end of the cave. "She" had to endure the discomfort, and frowned again. See, see where you are.
A man in the shape of a doctor stood beside him, staring at something.
"I said that your CT scan showed that you didn't have any serious injuries. You shouldn't be in a coma for so long-you are so lucky that you will be hit by a half meter, and it will not be just a coma for two days. Now. "
"She" looked at the doctor in wonder, not knowing what he was talking about.
After the doctor determined that her signs were normal, she smiled lightly again. "But you are also unlucky. You can easily avoid the living person falling from the sky, but he was hit by a shoe he threw away. , Almost a vegetative. "
"She" didn't understand at all. What's the situation?
"I ..." "She" was startled by her own voice, thin and weak, as weak as a mosquito, too weak even after being injured, right?
The doctor comforted, "You still have a good rest. I'll tell your friends."
friend? Who is her friend? No matter what, leave this bed first.
I tried to get up from the bed, but my body didn't seem to listen to it. "She" was paralyzed there for a while, and she felt slightly better after a long time. "Okay, I must get up this time ! "
While struggling to eat milk, the door of the ward opened suddenly, and a stride outside came into a person she knew.
Ji Pinchuan? Why is he here? Did he send me here?
"She" was full of questions.
Ji Pinchuan saw her weak, frowning, but when she spoke, her tone was okay. "Your injury has something to do with me ... rest assured, I will take care of your affairs."
"Of course, what happened in your house has something to do with you! This kid still has some reason!" "She" groaned in her heart.
But now there is a question more important than this, "What the is wrong with me? I remember I just--" "She" finally found her voice, speaking weakly and weakly, but then only settled in a few words.
... this, this ... this is not your own voice!
"She" panicked, lifted her hands incredibly hard, and widened her eyes in panic-a pair of white hands that belonged to a woman ... female, human, and hands!
The problem is-why doesn't she feel like a woman! !! !!
"She" rushed up and down without much effort, but the horrified posture was really scary, and she touched her face like a ghost.
Ji Pinchuan noticed the abnormality of "her", and frowned deeper. "You--" I want to talk about what kind of ghost you are, thinking that the other person is a patient who just woke up after all, so she is frustrated.
"She" ignored his concern, but hurriedly got out of bed, almost rolling down. Ji Pinchuan hurriedly helped him, and he felt a little deliberately in her heart—now he knew that the woman liked herself, and was unwilling to make a misunderstanding.
However, it turned out that he thought too much, "she's seemingly untouched by the contact with the body of the person she likes. Instead, she stumbled to the window and then stared straight out the window, motionless, full For a minute, "she"-screamed softly and fell down.
Ji Pinchuan had no choice but to rescue again, dragging people around, almost in his arms.
She said faintly, "You, are you Ji Pinchuan?"
"... Are you out of mind? Of course I am me." I was about to reprimand habitually. "She" snorted a word that made people collapse--
"So, who am I?"
Ji Pinchuan squinted a little and looked at her closely, and then tentatively said, "Lin Jinglian, don't tell me that a leather shoe has smashed you into memory."
Lin Jinglian? -"She" Dianguanghuoshi thought in chaos-I became a woman named Lin Jinglian ... !!
"She" closed her eyes tightly, her neck was crooked, and she decided to "faint" in the past, and she kept saying, "Hey, what is it? What is it? What is it?" It must be a funny nightmare, so wake up early! Please!
Ji Pinchuan finally felt the seriousness of the situation and hugged the person to the bed and called the doctor.
After a series of less complicated procedures, the doctor unfortunately announced that a new patient with amnesia was born.
"She" was lying on the bed, confused, but clear and firm thinking, "I am not a woman! I am, I am-I am Jingxing!" "She" opened her eyes suddenly and thought of herself All of them.
Jingxing felt that he was really unlucky, but he flirted with two beautiful glasses at the party and drank two more glasses. He was unexpectedly overwhelmed. He planned to go to the top floor alone to wake up and sober up, but he failed. It fell down ... more sadly, after waking up, she turned into a woman named "Lin Jinglian"! Woman! !! He Jingxing is a big man like a fake!
It's not fun to cross the rebirth soul swap! God, you do n’t bring this fun! !! A woman becomes a man. What has not changed is an addition to life. It can also be regarded as a bargain-men become women! Some are gone, it is a sad subtraction! Simply weak burst! !! He didn't have the courage to pull his pants apart to see what happened!
Jing Xing's gender consciousness from the beginning of his life made him feel ashamed that he is now "not planted", not a man ... well, this kind of thing is indeed not a man anymore.
why? !! Why does the billions of people on the earth let such a low probability thing hit him!
Thinking about it like this, Jingxing attacked, Jingxing finally passed out completely as he wished.
It would be nice if what awaited him when he woke up was the so-called "that real world" that restored the male body.
Jing Xing has been faint since he woke up, and occasionally struck himself or hit his head against the wall, scaring the doctor to almost go to psychiatry. Fortunately, he did not make any further amazing moves. After that, he has been vacant like a goofy for a while, and the true performance of patients with amnesia is just that.
The attending physician is also a medical Taoist priest. When leading the students to clinical observation, he said very wisely: "Look at this patient, and his symptoms are self-cognitive disorders now. Simply put, I don't even know myself. "
Although Jing Xing looked like a idiot, he didn't agree with it. "You don't even know yourself! Now it is just a period of adaptation between the spirit and the body. After all, it was not a set of gadgets. Now If you pinch them together, there will always be something wrong! "
However, he has no time now to deal with those pointers from the outside world. Because more or less he was really troubled by similar problems-
who am I?
What kind of life am I going to live?
It sounds very philosophical, but it is actually a problem that can no longer be practical.
Fortunately, he knew at least one problem in all things. If this is not a dream, then he should not think about recovering his former identity, because Jingxing's body is dead.
When he asked Ji Pinchuan personally about the fate of Jingxing who had fallen off the building, there was still some fantasy. If it was a soul exchange, then it would be better to try to exchange the souls of two people-although I do n’t know the method is what.
However, Ji Pinchuan's face sank, but the reply he gave made him a hit, "Jing Xing died at the scene of the fall."
It's really weird to hear someone talking about his death in person ...
The Buddhist scriptures say that everything in the world is like a dream bubble. In this sense, Jing Xing even doubts that the life of Jing Xing for more than 20 years is just a dream, and Lin Jinglian is his true identity, then he was himself before. What's wrong? Is it mental illness? Or dual personality? -This assumption is even more frustrating!
Well, even dreams, the pain, joy, regret, sadness, and helplessness felt in the dream, all the experiences are truly terrible. When Jingxing was, so was Lin Jinglian. If that's the case, you can't live forever.
After all, it's hard to believe that Jingxing can only accept the fact of living in the world with a new gender and identity.
"Isn't it just another ID number?" He thought out, "I don't care if I wear pants or skirts!"
With such determination, he calmed down and began to think seriously about his own way out.