: Cruel life

　　Mom walked too suddenly, from the onset of illness to the hospital until I stayed in the intensive care unit for nineteen days without opening my eyes or saying a word, and this is also the most difficult thing for me to accept the fact that I hate to face...
It’s all too sudden, too sudden. For me, it’s like the whole sky has collapsed. Every day I lose my mother, I can’t believe it or refuse to believe it. It’s a fact. I just think it’s all so illusory. When you walk through the door, you can see my mother in the yard or give me a smile or a curse.
It is indeed "favored". As a father who has three children and has two children, my mother is still the son of her growing up. Her love for me can be described as "favoring" .
The tears have drained, and my heart is so sad that I can’t speak. My mother left like this. She has been in a comatose state since the onset of illness. She left like this or walked cruelly without leaving a word, and did not give me this habit of being full of mouth. Promises any chance of how to honor her son when she is old.
The son is going to kindergarten at the age of five, and the daughter was born only four months old this year. The family is now completely messed up. The wife said sadly that she did not know how to bear the burden of life that could not be escaped. My father was even hit by this heavy blow, and as the eldest son in the family, I was the only son. Even though I was sad and painful, I had to fight the burden of the family, and I could only go on painful and jerky. Faced with all this.
　　 Maybe this is life, whether you accept it or not, you have to face it.
Thank you for your message. At home, it looks like this for a while. I have no energy to take care of this book for a while, but I will definitely come back. This is a man’s promise, a promise that will be completed... (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come (this article is provided by the breaking dawn update group ng124). Voting for recommendation and monthly tickets, your support is my biggest motivation.)