Vol 3 Chapter 676: Until me, 3/3

Silently let go of his hands, Zhang Xiaoqiang took a deep breath. He has always been amazed. He doesn’t know what he really wants. His achievements are all externally pushed by him. He has always been It is a passive acceptance. I never thought of taking the initiative to fight for anything. Many times he set various goals for himself. In fact, those goals are not what he really wants. He always wanted to find a hiding place and be safe. Stable to have a few children, to live a peaceful life, but unfortunately, in the last days, he could not find a hiding place, nor did he give him a peaceful life. Too many battles were found on the door when he was willing or not. Whether he is willing or not, his hands are always full of blood.
But at the moment, when he wants to hug his son, he has a strong sense of guilt. Even if he cleans himself from head to toe, he can't wash his hands and blood, his son's eyes are so pure. The skin is so delicate and clean that he dares not touch it, for fear of tarnishing the most holy things in his heart.
Suddenly, his heart flashed a strong desire, and there was an impulse for him to want to vent aloud. He never wanted to see this baby with the purest eyes on his old path, taking away a life, and going through cruelty again and again. Fighting, while enjoying the victory, he still has to endure the pain of the wound. He does not want his son to become a so-called hero leader. He only wants his son to spend his life peacefully, have his own children, and enjoy the sunshine freely. Have their own interests, can find one or a few girls to experience a marriage or a few lovelords.
He only wants to make his children an ordinary person, do not need to worry about life, do not need to kill for survival, and do not need to bear the expectations of millions of people for responsibility, but how easy is it to do? This world is the world of zombies, the world of mutant beasts, and even the world of the new era. It is not the world of Zhang Xiaoqiang. I don’t know how many lives and deaths are waiting for him. I don’t know how many years it will take his children. Seeing that peacetime?
"Let all the sins come to me, let me bear all the killings, you are responsible for the healthy growth, and open the branches for our old family..."
Zhang Xiaoqiang stared at the little baby who was bored and biting his toes. He suddenly made a vow in his heart. He will end all the wars in his lifetime of fighting, and he will end all the enemies, whether it is a zombie or a mutant beast, whether it is a new era or What other forces must be destroyed before his son grows up, no matter how many billions of zombies are killed, no matter how many humans are killed, no matter how many subordinates are killed, he will bear all the sins and kill with his knife. A true peace and prosperity.
"Why don't you hug him, he has been watching you, laughing at you, he likes you..."
There was a soft voice from Pei Pei, and her voice was accompanied by a strange rhythm, as if the girl read aloud in the morning, exuding a quiet and peaceful taste, making Zhang Xiaoqiang feel a quiet from the depths of the soul, turning his head To the gorgeous match, Pepe Pepe is staring at her child with her most touching eyes. The delicate and delicate fingers slowly slide over the son's blown face, and there are some pride and some pets.
"In the future, his name will be called Zhang Ping. Let him live in peace for a lifetime. Don't struggle like a whole day in our life and death..."
Zhang Xiaoqiang's words are very cold, plain as white water, and Pei Pei hears Zhang Xiaoqiang's voice. The kindness of his kind changes slightly. He turns to look at Zhang Xiaoqiang:
"Is it not used to it? Look at this child feeling old?"
Zhang Xiaoqiang sighed and sighed and touched her face on the tender face. She looked at her eyes and said:
"The child will be yours afterwards. I owe you a favor. I know that you don't like me. I will be disgusted with me. I will not force you to be with me. As long as you don't go looking for other men, I can Never touch you..."
Zhang Xiaoqiang, this is the compensation psychology of Ms. Pepe. He is arrogant in his wishful thinking that Miao Peipei hates him, and he finds Pepe to vent when he gathers in the big retreat, just because of her beauty, the two If you can't talk about your feelings, you can't talk about your family. Their only bond is the child in front of you. With this child, Zhang Xiaoqiang suddenly discovered the true meaning of life, so he is willing to meet any requirements and expectations of Ms. Pei Pei.
"What do you mean when you say this? When you are born, you are not there. When you are back, you will be in a meeting in the conference room. My child and I will wait for you for a long time from the moment you enter the base. I will wait for you. Come, you don't want to hug him, but also said these strange words, what do you do with our mother and child? If you don't want him, I can take him away so that you can't see him for a lifetime..."
The obedience of the loving and peaceful disappeared, the personality was distinct, the arrogant and obsessive Pepe Pepe returned, and the big hand of Zhang Xiaoqiang was destroyed. Zhang Xiaoqiang’s heart was slightly bitter, and he did not know how to explain it. He did not know how to Mupe Pepe communicated. He saw that Pei Pei Pei Pei was always accommodating to him for his children. He even put down all his face, but his so-called hardship could not be said. He feared that Pei Pei would not agree that his children could only As an ordinary person, the fate of an ordinary person is sad, they can never master their own destiny, but the burden of being a person is too heavy, he does not want his children to go to him again. old road.
There was some stalemate in anger, and Zhang Xiaoqiang’s hardship became perfunctory in the eyes of Pei Pei Pei. He even thought that Zhang Xiaoqiang didn’t like her son for his own reasons. When he thought of a birth, this sweet little baby would not get Zhang Xiaoqiang’s father. Love, let her undulating heart almost blast, she seems to return to childhood, the father can ignore her because of work, until the father finally retired, not so busy, think of easing the relationship between father and daughter, she is early to father There is no love, only hate. She also does not want her children to go their own way, she wants to give him a finished home, a complete family, even if she gives her dignity and grievances, but Zhang Xiaoqiang actually said these words, let her heart cold in an instant It is also irritated at the same time.
Zhang Xiaoqiang saw the anger in the eyes of Pei Pei Pei, and suddenly there was a hint of enlightenment in his heart. If he couldn’t say the words of Pepe, maybe from today, he would never see his son again, and Pepe Pepe seemed to be irritated at this time. The mother, for her own children, she will go crazy and attack everything that threatens her child, including him.
"Pepe...."
Zhang Xiaoqiang shouted a nickname for her, but this was not enough to smother the anger of the curtain, and then both hands pressed the shoulders of the curtain, Pei Pei Pei broke away, then stared at Zhang Xiaoqiang gnashing his teeth, if Zhang Xiaoqiang did not say one or two When she came out, she did not rely on it. She didn't want her child to fall into the treatment of the ancient descendants. She would have to fight for her son's name as an eldest son.
Zhang Xiaoqiang took the chair and sat next to the curtain, and looked at her child with her and said:
After the end of the world, I don’t know how many lives and deaths I experienced. Many times I believe that I will die. I can’t see the sun the next day. If it’s not lucky, I can always find a chance to live. You can’t see it. I, like this time, in order to get back to see my son’s birth, I have been seriously injured at least three times. The killings and zombies are not infrequent. There are also many powerful enemies. I don’t even think how much I will face in the future. The second battle ~EbookFREE.me~ People can't be lucky forever. If you are not careful, maybe I will not be there that day. This kind of life is not what I want, but I can't run, I can't hide, I Run, escape, what do you do with my population? What do you do?
You may not believe it. Actually, I really don’t want to be a leader. I don’t want to be a leader. I just want to live with you peacefully. But the whole world is dangerous, unless we hide on the moon, as long as we want to In this world life, we have to face all kinds of dangers and battles. Do you want your son to be like me in the future? "
Zhang Xiaoqiang’s heart-warming words made the curtain admire slightly moved. Her previous words finally forced Zhang Xiaoqiang’s heart to come out. In any case, Mupe Pepe was also the mother of his child. Muppei’s previous move just didn’t want her children to get Without fatherly love, why does he think that children have no maternal love? Ms. Pepei was not talking about anything, just staring at her, Zhang Xiaoqiang was with her, and when the child woke up from sleep, the two suddenly became a group, and Pei Pei took Zhang Xiaoqiang to take diapers and hot water towels. He handled the child's wetness, and Zhang Xiaoqiang was busy with the troubles. He finally treated the child's bedwetting problem and looked at the child who was drinking milk. Zhang Xiaoqiang erased the hot sweat on his head. Suddenly, he looked up at the child in front of him. Feeding woman.
Ms. Pei Pei did not avoid Zhang Xiaoqiang, calmly pulled up her clothes and nursed her children. She found Zhang Xiaoqiang staring at her. She couldn’t help but look at Zhang Xiaoqiang, who knows that Zhang Xiaoqiang did not look at her chest, but said seriously:
"I really thank you, don't raise your parents, I don't know my parents. I have never fulfilled my father's responsibility. You are all alone. I will do whatever you want in the future."
"He is also my son. My son, I don't feel bad, who hurts?"