Vol 2 Chapter 248: 3/5 more talk

Two people walked in the quiet barren field. The weeds and wheat straw in the barren field wiped the clothes and ankles of the two men from time to time. The bright moon was bright and bright, and the bright moonlight covered the earth. On the night without lighting, they I can see everything 100 meters away without any effort.
At the beginning, Zhang Xiaoqiang just took Huang Quan’s unconscious walk. Zhang Xiaoqiang did not speak. Huang Quan did not say anything. Two people walked in the field and could only hear the sound of the weeds rubbing around the corners.
"When is the Mid-Autumn Festival? Is it over? Still not?"
Zhang Xiaoqiang felt the tranquility around him, looking at the bright moon like the jade plate, remembering the previous Mid-Autumn Festival and asking about Huang Quan. Every day, Huang Quan thinks about improving the combat effectiveness of the official team members. The Mid-Autumn Festival, which can think of the lunar calendar, is somewhat puzzled. What Zhang Xiaoqiang asks is precisely what he does not understand.
Zhang Xiaoqiang saw the appearance of Huang Quanzhen, some funny, shaking his head and saying:
"It doesn't matter. Who will remember the previous festival in this world? We can live to the present and earn more than 90% of the world. What do you say?" Today, it is the tomorrow that the person who was physically injured yesterday prayed. 'Okay, I am contented...····
Huang Quan heard Zhang Xiaoqiang's tone of speech is a bit depressed, some strange, their main purpose is to find a ship, find a ship they can return to the base, use the Yangtze River to connect the base and the gathering place into a line, and then rely on the base to gradually digest Drop the gathering place and use the huge population resources to search for the materials along the Yangtze River. While controlling the Yangtze River, control the entire Yangtze River.
At that time, they will have innumerable materials and resources, use these resources to produce all kinds of weapons, equip them with the survivors they found, step by step to recover lost ground, drive zombies out of J city, drive out of HB province, and even drive out. China, at that time, even if he died in battle, it would be no regrets.
Therefore, Huang Quan is one of Zhang Xiaoqiang's most determined supporters. At least, Zhang Xiaoqiang has been doing this slowly according to this step. With the goal, with the plan, with the possibility of being able to complete, Huang Quan does not think there will be anything. Other problems, even if they eventually failed, at least they can do nothing without regrets, after all, they have worked hard.
"Why would you say this? Brother, we follow you, fight with you, fight together, even if we die, we have no regrets. The osmanthus hill is a holy place in our hearts. We are also willing to bury it on the osmanthus hill. That is us. The fate of the home.
Our goal is not only to live, I am fed up with the days of hiding like a mouse, others I don't know, I was rescued by you at the missile base, seven months of imprisonment, the life of isolation, let us Everyone's mood is close to madness. If there is an old officer, I don't know what I will do.
This is still the case when we have food, water, and even outside sources. Think about it, more survivors live in the wild, live in closed darkrooms, live in a miserable food for a little bit of food. In the ground, what do you think of them?
I dare not image our future days, or be killed by zombies and mutant beasts like mice, all human beings extinct, or become beasts who only know killing, lose our culture, forget our ancestors, only know killing, that People are no longer human.
We follow you because you have the qualifications to follow us, because you are not thinking about yourself, not our small group, you are thinking about the future of mankind..."
"Wait... I didn't say that I want to be the savior? How do I listen to you, I feel like I want to take me to the ditch? Do you want me to liberate all mankind?"
Zhang Xiaoqiang quickly interrupted Huang Quan. The more he listened, the more he was wrong. He was a virtue. He knew that he had never thought about it. He wanted to live alive and live well. He could continue his life. Can live, nothing more.
"You have never said that as the Savior..."
Zhang Xiaoqiang sighed in his heart. He was really afraid that he had previously squandered the bag and said this. If so, he shot himself and counted himself. What is this called, isn’t he asking for trouble? He is not a great ideological, he is just a small citizen before the end of the world, a small leader after the end of the world.
"But you said something after the injury. It was what Huang Tingwei had asked. · You said that you will let those children grow up and let them become the successors of culture and become the future recovery of China. In fact, at that time. I just follow you and simply repay your thoughts.
When you say that sentence, I know that we have a real goal, not to liberate all human beings, but to protect them as a civilized fire, let our descendants continue our civilization and knowledge, and let them learn new rules of survival, Let them know who their ancestors are, they will fight zombies and mutant beasts in the future, not for the simple survival and struggle, but for human beings to live in this world with dignity, not like rare animals. Waiting for the day to be extinct.

Zhang Xiaoqiang is speechless. His thoughts are not as noble as Huang Quan said. He is selfish. He does not want to fight to death, or wait until he is still thinking about fighting. He just wants to train talents early. Go ahead and enjoy the rest of your life. After all, it’s just a lazy word.
"In fact, many brothers are willing to follow you to death, not for any treatment or benefit. Those who have been hungry can only be satisfied if they have a bowl full of food, and the lives of civilians like the base are not bad. ~EbookFREE.me~ Why are you born and dead, they are willing to follow you, they know that they don't stand up, just because you can't maintain the entire base alone.
You are our hero, but you are not a lonely hero. You are surrounded by us. There are so many life and death brothers. We follow you and die without regrets.

Zhang Xiaoqiang is silent. He has been carrying too much for a long time. Every time he walks on the edge of life and death, he feels tired and bored. He is not a natural adventurer. He is just a hope that he can honestly hide on the side. The small citizens, who used to dream of becoming a well-known big man when they were young, have long been forgotten in the corner of memory when they grow up.
Being a big man is very tired, really tired, and Zhang Xiaoqiang, who is used to being lazy, can't imagine the days ahead, especially when he is responsible for the life and death of tens of thousands of people.
Zhang Xiaoqiang has two selfs in his heart. One is the one before the end of the world, one ordinary, some mediocre little otaku, and the other is the latter after him. With the triangle assassinating the survival of the family, the two of them meet at the same time and sometimes separate.
One is to be conservative in the status quo, the other is to actively create the future, to put everything in their own hands, including life and death, two contradictory ideas are entangled in his brain, and sometimes conservatively prevails, pushing him to avoid the land Go to the sea and find an sanctuary where no one can find it. Sometimes the pioneering spirit prevails, letting him subconsciously buy people's hearts and drool over the population in the gathering place.
Zhang Xiaoqiang has been conservative for decades, and suddenly it is a little difficult to change the whole temperament. Therefore, every act, or conservative style, occupies a big part, which constitutes the subject of his character. It is precisely because of this character that he is escaping the end of the world. Psychological, unfortunately, the end of the world is the end of the world, precisely because of its cruel jungle law, can not adapt to survival, can only be waiting to be eliminated.