Chapter 1543: Reflection

"Are you OK?"
Although the compelling breath disappeared, Lin Cheng still stood on the spot, looking at the dense forest in front of him and did not speak. Vincent waited for a while after slowing down and couldn't help asking him.
Shaking his head, Lin Cheng slowly retracted his gaze, changed his finger to sit down in an ice chair, lit a cigarette and started smoking in silence.
Putting all the pressure on a woman makes Lin Cheng, who has always been on the front line, feel extremely uncomfortable. Even though all the clues indicate that Bai Ling's probability of encountering danger is very small, it still makes him uneasy.
But at the same time he also understands that in the last days, no matter how strong an individual is, what he can do is limited. He used to think that he could protect his companions from any harm, but as the team encountered Things are getting more and more, and the road is getting longer and longer, and he gradually understands that even if he is just a companion, he cannot guarantee the safety of each other 100% in the crisis-ridden environment of the last days.
Therefore, starting from a few months ago, he deliberately exercised Bai Ling and Coke’s ability to resist stress alone, and handed over some tasks that he knew might be dangerous to them, not asking them to complete the tasks perfectly, but only asking them to live. Just come back.
After several months of training, Coke and Bai Ling's growth rate is very gratifying. He thinks that if they develop at this growth rate, it may not be long before they can truly stand alone even if they leave themselves.
But until this incident happened today, he finally realized one thing, whether it is Coke or Bai Ling has grown into a strong person who can be alone, the real problem is not them, but himself!
Perhaps it was because of growing up in an orphanage since he was a child. Although Lin Cheng looks indifferent, he is actually a person who desires friendship very much. Although this desire for friendship was well concealed by him when he grew up, it is from beginning to end. None of it has ever disappeared.
Only because of his character, few people can really walk into his heart. In the eyes of ordinary people, he is just a person with cold temperament and very bad communication with others. This kind of person is very good both before the end of the world and after the end of the world. It's hard to make friends.
He also knows very well that he can’t make friends not because of others but because of himself, but it’s difficult to change a person’s character since he was formed, and he himself never had the idea of ​​changing before the end of the world, so Over time, he got used to the days of being alone.
But habit does not mean unnecessary. This is particularly obvious after the end of the world. Normally, his previous character is actually very suitable for survival in the end of the world. The facts have also proved that at the beginning of the end of the world, everyone When he was devastated by the sudden panic attacks, he accepted all this early and began to order his next actions in an orderly manner.
All changes must start with the appearance of Coke. At that time, his stern words rejected the solicitation of his classmates and left resolutely. However, after encountering Coke, he couldn't afford to leave. Perhaps in his heart, he was young. Coke, who had lost his parents, had a similar residence to his childhood experience, so on the one hand, he could not hesitate to refuse the same kind of solicitation, but on the other hand he could not turn a blind eye to Coke. In the end, he relented once and brought young Coke. Leaving the desperate residential building, embarked on a journey of apocalypse.
This behavior is simply unreasonable in the eyes of normal people. In the eyes of most people, saving a person or saving a dog does not seem to be a multiple-choice question at all but a sub-question, but in Lin Cheng’s view, it is also a sub-question. , But the answer is quite different from most people.
From this point, we can see that in Lin Cheng’s heart, the existence of life is actually equal. In other words, he never cares about the specific form of the life he interacts with. As long as he likes it, this life can be human or it can be. Dogs can even be anything.
Therefore, when he was in Pingcheng, he did not show any surprises or rejection after learning Bai Ling's true identity, and he did not make any entanglements on the identity of the other party along the way. He trusted the other party, and the other party also Trust yourself, this is enough in his opinion.
Once you accept these companions, then these companions are vital in Lin Cheng's heart. Just like You Shan, this girl was only used by Lin Cheng as a'tool man' for stealing intelligence. As it got longer and longer, the pure and kind temperament of You Shan made Lin Cheng less and less able to treat her as a dispensable outsider. In the end, in order to avoid losing her life by her side, even in her heart No matter what, he decided to leave this girl at the Blue Ocean Base and live with his closest Aunt Qin, away from the life and death disputes outside.
But today he finally found out that ~EbookFREE.me~ he was wrong, and he was wrong. Because of the lack of friendship since childhood, he took the safety of each of his companions too deeply, and he always worried that these companions were not careful. He lost his life, so he always swept all the most dangerous actions. This seemed normal to him, but in the eyes of his companions, it seemed like an expression of distrust.
When he made the decision to let You Shan stay there at the Blue Ocean Base, he had always been the only one who had been the head of his horse. The quiet and quiet little girl had blown up her hair for an unprecedented time. He just thought that the other party was reluctant to bear her. In addition to reluctance, that kind of'distrust' is the root that completely ignited You Shan's anger!
This also explains why the other party was so surprised when he nodded and agreed to Bai Ling's request just now. Perhaps in this woman's heart, she was already mentally prepared for Lin Cheng's rejection of her proposal, and she had even prepared a lot of drafts. Fight a protracted battle with him.
What she didn't expect was that Lin Cheng, who had always been "speaking of words", agreed to her request this time, only to tell her to act carefully, and to send a signal in time when in danger, and nothing else. Up.
The fact is that Lin Cheng has realized his own problems. He has realized that over-protection of his companions is not a good thing for these companions. In the last days, those who have not experienced the cruel test are always just flowers in the greenhouse. , Even if this flower looks healthy and beautiful, a strong wind can destroy it.
As the person with the highest EQ in the team, Bai Ling actually saw Lin Cheng's problem very early, but she never mentioned a word on her own initiative. She just imperceptibly influenced him. From the result, it seems that this change It seems to have begun to bear fruit.
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