Chapter 399: Past pain

"Lolise!"
"You are here, if the first sentence you want to say to me is thank you, then please shut up!"
"How do you know I would be like this?"
"Of course I know what you are thinking, I know you too well. You want to thank me and thank me for saving you, but in my opinion, this kind of gratitude is simply to draw the line, although it is not the one that directly draws the line. Kind of. Have you ever seen family members say thank you?" Lori looked at Wang Luoxuan in front of him, with an unprecedented tenderness in her eyes.
"Family?" Wang Luoxuan looked at Lolise in front of him, with a hesitation in his eyes. Lolise was burned by the Shura flame for him, and that kind of pain was not something ordinary people could bear. Before rushing into the flame, Lolise knew the terrible Shura flame, but Lolise still did not hesitate.
Wang Luoxuan was struggling internally, accepting Lolise means that he will gradually lose himself as a human being, because Lolise’s family members can only exist as hers, not a human being.
"Are you really still hesitating? When will you lose that hesitation..." Lori sighed, slightly disappointed and helpless towards Wang Luoxuan.
"Miss!"
"Maria, you can wait for me outside first!"
"Yes, Miss." Maria was absolutely obedient to Lori's orders. After receiving Lori's orders, Maria had to withdraw from the carriage.
"Then there will only be two of us here, so now you can tell me what kind of person Sakura is? I once saw a fragment of that person in your memory. At that time, you were also called That person's name appeared." Lori was very concerned about the name that Wang Luoxuan shouted when he was swallowed by the fire of Shura.
"I...I don't want to mention those things..." Wang Luoxuan didn't want to recall what happened in that world. Although it was wonderful for Wang Luoxuan, it was also a nightmare that he didn't want to recall...
"Are you afraid...so choose to escape?" Lori saw through Wang Luoxuan at a glance. When Wang Luoxuan was a human, when Lori absorbed Wang Luoxuan's blood, he saw Wang Luoxuan's past sufferings in those blood. Some fragments. Although it is only a fragment, Lori also knows how much pain Wang Luoxuan has been suffering.
"Whenever I think about it, I can't forgive myself... If you didn't stop me then, I, who was engulfed by flames, would not kill many people. Many people died because of me, and I also killed many people. It is because of so many experiences that I have always insisted on being a human being. Only then will I not be lost. I am not a monster, but a human.
"I know...I know all these..."
Loris hugged Wang Luoxuan's head, pressed it to her chest, and reached out to stroke Wang Luoxuan's hair...
"I have known your pain for a long time... I have also suffered the same pain as you... Everything that happened in the past, forget it... Now... you are mine..."
"Sorry... the past things, I can't forget..." Wang Luoxuan pushed Lorris away and made himself forget the past. It is impossible to forget the pain. Forgetting the past means betraying himself.
"So... you really rejected me again... In the face of my charm, no one has ever rejected me, and still so many times." Regarding Wang Luoxuan's rejection, Lori did not feel like she was rejected for the first time. I was so angry when I refused, but I was already used to and accepted Wang Luoxuan's rejection as expected.
"You don't have to be so good to me. Even so, I have my own choice."
auzw.com "But I believe that one day you will accept all this, and then I will give everything, including my life."
"You are also injured, take a good rest!"
Wang Luoxuan didn't say much, and left the carriage directly...
Although Wang Luoxuan has some pity for the same illness, the two are not the same after all. Wang Luoxuan thinks he is a human, and Lori has given up his identity as a human, and Wang Luoxuan will leave this world one day. He is a funeral song. Players.
"You made my eldest lady sad again." Maria's voice came from behind, and Wang Luoxuan turned around and saw Maria looking at herself with indifference.
"I do not have……"
"My eldest lady has been sad for you many times, I can see it. You are the only one who refuses the eldest lady so many times, the same...I don't understand why the lady gave you so much..."
"You have to understand, I am a person, so I have my own ideas. Although I know Lori is very good to me, I can't betray myself. You are just a doll, created by Lori, You have only lived for Lori and not for yourself, so you don’t understand this."
"I don't understand this? It's possible! But I just want Miss to live happily, but Miss has never been happy all the time."
"Loris...maybe she has already given up on the pursuit of human happiness..." Wang Luoxuan turned and left. At this time, he just wanted to be quiet.
After passing through the dense forest, Wang Luoxuan came to a lake and sat alone, not knowing what he was thinking about... Once Wang Luoxuan only wanted to survive, but after experiencing so many worlds, what Wang Luoxuan thought Not just survived.
Once in Wang Luoxuan's original world, Wang Luoxuan was completely incompatible with the crowd, and had few friends. After experiencing so many worlds, Wang Luoxuan also met many people while pursuing survival. Naturally, he saw many people he knew died in front of him, but he was helpless.
Especially in that world, Wang Luoxuan became Shura and killed Yu Yuanying with his own hands, causing Wang Luoxuan at that time to completely collapse.
A pair of hands stretched over, covering Wang Luoxuan's eyes...
"Mengxie...I know it's you..."
"Ah... this is your guess." Liu Mengxie let go of Wang Luoxuan and sat down beside Wang Luoxuan.
"What's wrong... What's the matter over here?"
"It's okay, just come over to accompany you. You know you are uncomfortable now..."
"Think about walking with me from that world to now, and you understand me." Wang Luoxuan showed a bitter smile, his heart full of helplessness and bitterness...
"Don't think too much, stick to your own choice."
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