Chapter 1905: Life and pottery

Bai Li didn't know when the left, only knowing that Lao Liu gave out almost all the gold and silver in his pocket, and he finally settled the matter.
The loss of contact between the bow of heaven and the ring of the arrow demon made Bai Li unbelievable.
If the arrow demon ring feels that he has lost his self, it is excusable to close it, but the bow of heaven is integrated with itself, in other words it is like a part of one’s body, but why the bow of heaven is suddenly awakened .
Previously, Bai Li felt that the bow of heaven did not respond because he did not have too strong calling consciousness, but when he was slapped just now, his anger made Bai Li want to tear everything in front of him, but in that case The bow of heaven still did not appear. Why on earth!
"Bai Li... the way you looked just now scared me to death. You don't know how terrifying your way just now, it's like... like a murderer..."
Just when Bai Li was confused, Lao Liu's words made Bai Li stunned again!
Did he look like a murderer just now? What do you mean?
What was it like just now? What happened to me just now? When did I become so easily irritated?
When did you become so intent to kill?
"Did I become so terrible after being slapped?" Bai Li asked Lao Liu who was still driving, but Lao Liu shook his head.
"No... when you got out of the car and saw those people, it became very scary, as if you were about to eat people, I...I think you...you seem to kill them..."
Hearing what Lao Liu said, Bai Li's heart was suddenly excited.
Originally, Bai Li thought that he would only get angry after being slapped. After all, it is normal for normal people to get angry after receiving such insults.
But when I heard Lao Liu's words, I knew I had a problem.
If you are angry and want to kill after being humiliated, this may be the performance of many people, but the moment you get out of the carriage, you plan to kill.
Recalling at this moment, Bai Li felt as if he really planned to do this. Seeing that these guys were the outer disciples of Qingyunmen, his first reaction was to clear the door.
But in fact, did they really have any major fault?
Tolls are collected. This kind of thing is normal in any place. After all, for these outer disciples, the sect will hardly give them any benefits on weekdays. This kind of toll and relying on the sect The reputation of doing some things that are beneficial to them can be said to be the tacit approval of each case.
The old Liu has already said this, and even the old Liu clearly told him that Qingyun Gate is not too much, just charging tolls as usual, and other denominations have done too much, but in this case, he still wants to kill. .
Before, Bai Li only felt that he had become easily irritated, but now it does not seem to be the case. The killing intent in his heart is a bit uncontrollable. As long as there is a little dissatisfaction, his first reaction is to want to kill. Obviously something is wrong.
The birth of a magic weapon requires spirit, and every person who builds a magic weapon will give it a mission when building a magic weapon.
When Baili built the twelve bows of heaven, Baili gave them their own mission when every divine bow was cast!
"You protect the people I need to protect!" This is the oath that Baili made when facing the gods.
There is no justice, no good and evil, just protect yourself with the bow of heaven and protect the people you need to protect! This is the mission of the Bow of Heaven.
But today, when he summons the bow of heaven, do he really make the vows he once made?
I don't know since when, the bow of heaven has turned into a murder weapon in my hands. I used it to kill more and more people, but should all these people really deserve to die?
Bai Li never thinks that he can be a saint, which is why he is an arrow demon.
The devil only does what he should do, and only kills the person who should be killed, no matter good or evil, only right or wrong!
However, more and more killings made Bai Li forget all this. I don’t know when it started. There is no reason or reason to kill himself. He just kills when he is angry, kills when he feels uncomfortable, and kills when he feels he wants to kill. .
More and more killings made me lose myself and even, today I just saw a few Qingyunmen disciples doing something tacitly approved by the sect and wanted to kill, which made Bai Li once again lost in confusion.
"Bai Li... the way you looked just now is scary, I'm afraid you will really be taken away by them, do you know, if you are really taken away by these people, then your life will be over! Probably never again! It's possible to come out." Lao Liu still had lingering fears.
"Lao Liu, did I scare you just now?" Bai Li looked at Lao Liu, his eyes full of confusion.
"It really scared me. I always thought you were a very gentle person, but the way you were just now... I can't tell you that feeling. Anyway, if I see you for the first time, you are like that. As for the son, I would never dare to sit opposite you even if I beat me to death..."
Lao Liu couldn't help but tremble as he spoke. He seemed to be a little afraid of Bai Li...
Seeing Lao Liu’s reaction, Bai Li felt as if he had been stabbed by someone. Although I only met Lao Liu for one day, everyone talked so much, and it was barely a year-end friendship. Being afraid of myself... This makes Bai Li simply unbelievable~EbookFREE.me~ When does he scare the people around him?
"Bai Li... life is actually the same as making pottery. Every time I make a pottery, I feel that it shapes a life. My pottery is a bit ordinary, some cute, and some are as fierce as you, but no matter what they end up What is their appearance? They used to be just a piece of clay. They can only complete the final appearance according to my requirements. If I cannot control their appearance, then it is a failure."
Lao Liu seemed to be talking about pottery, but Bai Li's ears became completely different.
A person is like a piece of pottery. Pottery starts with clay, and it needs to finally achieve its appearance according to the requirements of the potter. Whether it is ordinary or gorgeous, it is the potter who shapes it in the final analysis.
The growth of people is the same. Everyone in this world is different. Some people are kind, some are evil, some are simple and some are complicated, but no matter what these people look like, they must be in themselves Within the control!
In other words, whether good or evil, it is a manifestation of self-control, but if you lose control, it is like a pottery that ultimately fails to shape, it can only be discarded without any meaning.
Today, Baili is such a failed pottery. It looks gorgeous and mighty, but it is a failed product, because no matter how gorgeous the appearance is, it can't hide the fact that he himself is not controlled.
Now Baili’s heart is not really following Baili’s self-modeling, but on a path that Baili can’t control. So this is a failure. Baili doesn’t know the reason, but it’s nothing. There is no doubt that Lao Liu's words finally let Bai Li know where his problem is...that is out of control! I don’t know when I have lost control...