: Chapter 03. No Dawn

[Only death can end his despair, or bring a new dawn. 】
Since Su An had memories, he was 2 years old or 3 years old, and he deeply remembered the pretty brother with pale skin and gloom. He liked him better than his father. A few years after his father's death, he could no longer remember his face, But every night in the dream he saw the face of a young boy who claimed to be his righteous father. He would never dare to admit that the first dream was because he dreamed that the beautiful young man pale as a vampire kissed him.
Afterwards, he became more and more intense, he dreamed that they made love, he dreamed that he kissed his body again and again, saying love him. In reality, Su Xitang has never looked at him directly. Adopting him is only for his father's sake. In the face of a godlike man, all his s are the dirtiest dirt, and he has no daring to say anything.
The gap between reality and dreams is too great. The young Su An couldn't bear it. He started drinking, smoking, fighting, , and began to do everything he can to numb himself, and at the same time expected his apostasy to cause the person's attention, after all Not all of your parents will be anxious.
Not useful at all.
Until he started taking drugs.
During a party, he was dragged out by the bodyguards at home. Da-Ma's pleasure dissipated in the cold water splashing head-on. He raised his head and looked at his Su Xitang quietly. It was the scene where Su Xitang, who had not many memories, looked at him.
However, the indifferent eyes, the slight disgust and contempt, like a cruel hook pierced his chest, dragging Su An out of the beautiful dream.
Also arrested with him are three young boys, Su Peng's Hupeng dog friends. They always twisted their faces with arrogant and arrogant expressions, and they shouted their parents ’names loudly, intimidating or tempting.
He handed a tray, and Su Xitang took out a gleaming knife from the tray.
Looking at the thin and cold weapon, the four young boys were scared and lost their voices.
Su Xitang walked to one of the teenagers with a short knife, and someone immediately stepped on the teenager's face.
"It's you three who tricked my Su Xitang's son into taking drugs." The underworld godfather said lightly.
At the next moment, the slender blade was inserted directly into the right eye of the teenager.
The sunlight in the basement suddenly lost its temperature, and the submerged space became hell.
In the screams of the teenager, the pale and handsome man did n’t move, and even seemed to be carving. The man seemed to draw artwork. The man used the blade to slowly rotate in the teenager ’s eye socket. The blood rolled down the cheek and overflowed. The young man's shirt can't even contaminate a man's fingertips.
The fierce screams and the crunching sounds in the eyes squeaked for a full minute. The three teenagers watching, including Su An, felt that the knife was turning in their bodies, and their eyes hurt. Tears shed in agreement.
With tears in their eyes, they watched as the devilish pale man finally pulled the knife out of the teenager's eyes.
In the breath they had not put down, they saw that the tip of the blade was inserted with a eyeball.
The teenager who lost his eyes and fainted quickly was kicked up with his hair, and found that the tears of the teenager who were not dreaming mixed his nose with his juvenile face. There was only a hole in the right eye where the flesh and blood were moving.
However, everything is not over.
Su Xitang threw a knife with eyeballs in front of the teenager, took the snowy handkerchief and began to wipe his fingers.
"Eat it, you can keep your other eye."
"It" refers to something specifically, at a glance.
"No-you can't do this, Su Xitang, I tell you that my dad won't let you go, my dad said that he will one day overturn you little white face
The insulted man did n’t respond at all, and did n’t stop walking. He walked over to the table, took a glass of water, took a sip of water, and slowly and gracefully wiped the corners of his mouth with a handkerchief, facing the teenager lying on the ground Smiled slightly, gentle gentle smile.
Su Xitang said softly, "Unfortunately, your father never had this opportunity again."
The man with scars on his cheeks who had been standing in the corner had been watching everything coldly before, with an expression of boredom and indifference, but he stood up straight after Su Xitang's sentence and bowed to the pale and tall man. The look of the dead man glanced at the one-eyed boy who was pressed to the ground and pryed his mouth open, and bowed out of the basement.
The teenager who lost one eye began to realize that something was wrong. He opened his left eye and started to howl: "What are you going to do, Su Xitang, what are you going to do--"
Su An ’s twitching legs gradually lost consciousness. He watched the proud young man who dared to stop in the city of a week was pulled out of his tongue like a little white mouse used for experiment, and pulled off the other. Eyeballs, and then like the abandoned objects after the experiment, were thrown to the ground by the devil's running dogs, gasping for themselves, writhing and making an inhuman voice.
"The same goes for the other two people, either eating one of their own eyes, or they are going to be blind."
Su Xitang sits on the sofa, as if looking down on the death of all living beings, ruling everyone's life and death.
Looking at his companion, who was no longer an adult on the floor, the two teenagers had lost blood to the same paleness as Su Xitang. They shook their hands and slowly picked up the knife thrown in front of them ...
Although he did not lose an eye, Su An, who spent that nightmarish day, felt that he would never see a little sunshine in his next life.
It was a demon, absolutely a reincarnation of Satan, and there was no one more ruthless and evil than him.
But the demon, in addition to a disgusted look, didn't even bother to give him a word.
Su An still has no way to get rid of his deviant love for this demon, unable to resist the temptation and bliss of the nightmare every night.
The cold and dark eyes of the pale man in the dream are the bottomless abyss, and he has long fallen into it uncontrollably, dark, suffocating, and endless disaster.
Only death can end his despair, or bring a new dawn.
However, there is no dawn.

dusk.
The dim sunlight seemed like a lost butterfly struggling in the darkness, and then torn its wings.
When there was a tingling foreign body sensation in the most vulnerable part of the body, Su An awakened from the broken and choked memories.
He was naked, his wrists were bleeding, his legs were wide, and a pale man sitting in his crotch had a finger inserted into his body.
Like a piece of ice piercing the body, the entire intestine cramped due to extreme maladjustment.
Su An unbelievably tried to pull his body back, but was dragged back by the man's ankle and could not escape half a minute.
As if attacking the city, Su Xitang completely immersed his entire finger in the body of the teenager and smiled gently. Poppy smile.
"... It's very tight. It seems that this is your first time. Don't cry because of the pain."
"Don't ... you, go out."
The young man made a noise, and his voice finally calmed down, without shaking or fear, and even used the "respectful" "you". Su An discovered that his voice was no longer as harsh and unpleasant as sawn wood, but it was another kind of sound quality that was difficult to describe, with a little husky, and a gently provoked tail, like a cat's coquetry The murmur of an adult snow leopard is mysterious and charming like some kind of ancient musical instrument.
It seemed that God was merciful, and finally gave him the sweet voice he dreamed of.
And if God really pityed him, how could he leave him beside the devil's bed?
"... Don't you?" The handsome, almost bewitched man slowly laughed, and the smile that appeared on his bloodless face was like snow falling on the flowers and leaves.
"Aren't you dreaming about you every night-you?" An elegant gentleman spit out vulgar words unreservedly, and ruthlessly proclaimed his knowledge of the deepest and most shameful secrets of a teenager. Or do you want to refuse to welcome? "
Su Xitang said more to him today than in the past few years, but every word is more cruel and ruthless than indifference.
The pale man lowered his head and grasped Su An's organs hanging from the crotch.