Chapter 90: Shen Kim

All the friends who have recently had contacts with Shen Junxing say that he has not been right these days. This kind of mismatch is reflected in his mood.
It seems that Shen Junxing, who has always been at the forefront of his work, has become more and more violent.
No mistake, Shen Junxing himself also realized this inexplicable temper, this is a kind of temper that he took a vacation and deliberately calmed down and could not calm down.
A design artwork, he has been busy for a month and still has no progress at all. The scrapped manuscript paper is piled up. Shen Junxing even went to the point of wanting to use tobacco and alcohol to alleviate such an unstoppable temper.
The mood is violent and the design draft cannot go smoothly.
The design draft is slow, and every time I think about it, my mood becomes more and more violent.
Shen Junxing slammed a sip of wine and said to Xiao Liu Yan: "Do you say that I am doing it?"
All the inspirations that made him proud of it all seem to be in the air, and all disappeared without a trace. Nowadays, every time he writes, he doubts himself, and the semi-disabled works that come out are naturally unable to enter his eyes.
This annoying feeling is annoying.
Liu Yan just sipped half of the wine and squirted it. He wiped the wine from the corner of his mouth. "I said Big Brother, can you leave a living path to others? You are such a god, and you can say that Jiang Lang is doing it, then those Are vulgar people not living?"
Shen Junxing snorted and did not speak.
Liu Yan looked at his look and said: "I want to say that it is estimated that you are too demanding on this project, you will not see your own design."

Oh, unfortunately, there is no complete draft for my design.

Liu Yan looked at the yin and yang words, and he tried to make it bigger. Then he asked inadvertently: "Hey, Shen Dagong, you are so irritated and uncomfortable, shouldn't it be a broken love?"
"What do I have..." Shen Jun, who was trying to refute, was halfway through, and suddenly stopped.
Liu Yan smiled, and the thief shouted: "Look! Look! Last time I called, I said weird! A woman who can make you upset, but now you will take your soul and your inspiration. Let's say, which one is it! The last time I heard who said, she is dancing, shouldn't that be the one? I heard that it looks good..."
"She is dead." Shen Junxing saw that he was always excited and chattering around him.
Liu Yan didn't react for a moment. "What do you say?"
"She is dead." He repeated the three words calmly and calmly, but only he knew that when he said this cruel fact, he felt a glimpse of his heart, his eyes sore, his throat sobbing. The feelings are coming up.
She is dead.
Yes. She is dead.
He wanted to leave her, and she had already left him before he had acted.
Liu Yan saw him look wrong and pushed him: "Hey, are you kidding?"
Shen Junxing smiled bitterly: "I really hope it is a joke."
Liu Yan, I don’t know how to answer the words. "How come... so suddenly?"
Shen Junxing said: "There is no fate, probably."
Liu Yan understands this, Shen Junxing is afraid to remember the woman. "I see you, don't be too sad, the deceased has gone, you have to be sad!"
"I know."
"Give yourself a vacation, for a long time, forget everything."
Shen Junxing smiled and said nothing.
How long does it take and how long does it take for someone to forget another person? She walked so unreservedly, so nothing to worry about, what should he do?
Hate only hate, he did not confess earlier! Probably confession, she would not want to go to that place; perhaps confession, she will call him before going to tell him, then he will naturally stop her, not let her go to the scene; may he confess Now, she can live well now.
Shen Junxing thought that as long as she is still alive, even if she thinks about other people in her heart, it doesn't matter. Because, he will still protect her.
However, she did not even give this opportunity.
This person he once liked, in this life, will never appear in front of him.
After drinking alcohol, the results are even worse.
After Shen Junxing went back, he looked at the black hole in the room, only opened a wall lamp, and then turned on the TV. On the large LCD screen, a graceful woman was dancing and dancing with a smile.
One smile, one turn...
Each of her sweet smiles seems to have turned into a strong tear before her drunken consciousness.
She is a man full of resilience and perseverance. Even if she is tired and tired again, she will cry again, and she would rather be alone.
Although he wanted to help her, she never took the initiative.
Shen Junxing thought about it and felt that he was so failed. This kind of failure has never been seen since childhood.
Perhaps, he has been wrong in treating his feelings.
Love is not waiting from beginning to end.
Like a person, if you don't seize the opportunity, you won't have another chance in the future.
He lost her.
She will never come back again.
"Xin Haoyue, I wish you happiness too. Blessings can make you feel mixed, I will find him. And I will be in this world, day after day, to continue my previous life, until I have a relationship with me. That person appeared, waiting for her to appear, forgot all the pain and sadness that you brought me."