Chapter 41: Forty times

Tong Qingxun remembered that when he gave birth to Xiaoxue, Xiaoxue was born in October. The autumn t wind in the city of t is very strong, and few truly windless days can be found in autumn. Especially in recent years, sandstorms have repeatedly visited. The fall of t city is always immersed in a kind of gray color, and it adds sorrow, even if it looks a bit hazy when it is sunny.
But that day was a really good day, just like when Qing Qing met Feng Jincheng at home for the first time, that day she sat on the windowsill of her own room on the second floor and was in a daze. In fact, she was not in a daze. Just thinking of Feng Jincheng I saw the other day, he was so elegant and gentle and personable, like a prince in a fairy tale read by his mother when he was young.
Wu Qing thought for a while, and felt his face burst of heat, raised his hand and touched his own face, and when he looked down, he saw his father and Zhang Yan with a smile on their faces and walked into the yard with three people. At the first sight, he saw Feng Jincheng There was a dream-like unreal moment. He landed leisurely at the end, standing next to a Fengshou bamboo in the yard, with a smile of alienation on his face, and politely greeted him until his figure disappeared into sight. Here, Qi Qing never returned.
She clearly remembers that the sky was high and distant that day, with blue sky and blue sky, the blue seemed to make you see infinity at a glance, giving people infinite hope.
The same was true on the day of Xiao Xue's birth. She held her big belly and sat on a chair in front of the window of Zi Qin's house. Her belly was not very large. Even though it had been nine months, she looked similar to someone who was six or seven months pregnant. Her actions are neat, except that her feet have been swollen recently. When she sits down, her feet are lifted up on a stool in front of her, which will make her more comfortable.
She was standing in front of the window, and she could see the sky outside the window from one side, except that her sight was blocked by some messy cables, and the clear blue that she saw was almost the same as in memory.
She sat so stunned for an entire afternoon. When Zi Qin came back, it was already half past six. As soon as she stood up, she felt the heat beneath her and the amniotic fluid broke.
Neither of them had any experience. In a panic, Zi Qin called 120 directly. From beginning to end, Zi Qin was accompanied by Qing Qing. When the heartbreak was painful, Qi Qing tried to endure as much as possible to scare Zi Qin. At that moment, she also hated having to give birth, but she heard the cry of her child, looking at Xiaoxue's little face that resembled Feng Jincheng, and Qi Qing felt that the original life was so amazing. The person she loved could use another One form of inheritance and continuation is just that she loves too much, she is so tired, she has no energy at all.
Qing Qing was in the hospital when she was awake, and the white walls around it and the sharp smell of disinfectant water reminded her of the current wolf. The door rang and was pushed open, Tong Qing closed her eyes gently and chose to escape.
Feng Jincheng pushed in and came in, holding a basket of flowers in his hand, and placed it on the window sill on the side of the bed. In just two days, this ward had almost become a flower room, but Feng Jincheng rejected all the people who came to visit Outside the door, even parents and Xiaoxue.
Feng Jincheng knew very well that once this matter was not dealt with properly, he would be forced to endure such a long marriage. When his daughter-in-law fainted under him, and blood began to bleed from under the two, Feng Jin Cheng's mind was irritated, and he disappeared, so he suddenly poured a stream of ice water with him, and his reason returned to the cage in the cold.
He quickly put on his clothes, wrapped in a bathrobe, and immediately ran to the hospital. He later became very scared. If he was a little slower then, the child in Yun Qing's stomach could not be saved. If the child was gone, then This is no longer a matter of regret, and their marriage will be completely hopeless.
Although it ’s not much better now, at least there is a glimmer of hope that Feng Jincheng is thinking about how to get the forgiveness of his wife and children in the shortest time. The response of Tong Qing made Feng Jincheng not have much confidence. As she became weaker, she ignored him at all, as if he was a transparent man, completely neglected, and even looked at alms to him, let alone submit a talk. In fact, she hasn't talked for two days after waking up. Spoke to him once.
On the one side, the auntie saw him coming in and went out with interest, and closed the door thoughtfully. Feng Jincheng sat on the chair beside the bed and reached out to hold the hand that fell into the bed, even if she closed her eyes. However, as if conscious, he easily avoided it, his entire arm retracted into the quilt, and turned sideways, as if he was air.
The ward was very quiet. There was only a negative ion humidifier on the bedside, and there was a sound of mist blowing slightly. Feng Jincheng said in a silent voice: "Daughter, I was wrong. I was jealous and fainted, almost hurting our child. You can do whatever you want ... "Feng Jincheng didn't finish his words, but Qi Qing suddenly turned around, his eyes were not closed, but he looked directly at Feng Jincheng, and his eyes were heavy and irremovable. Exhausted and indifferent, it suddenly surprised Feng Jincheng.
Before Qi Qing didn't speak, she intercepted her and said, "Except for divorce ..." Qi Qing's eyes suddenly dropped, and she turned to her side again, and the two returned to their original stalemate.
Feng Jincheng couldn't help feeling frustrated. In the past two days, he didn't know how much good words he had spoken. He hadn't breathed in such a low voice in his whole life, but Qing Qing was a little disrespectful. He said nothing as if it were sinking into the sea. Wu Qing's whole person seemed like a pool of standing water, which made Feng Jincheng abnormally anxious, and this anxiety was increasing with the times.
The couple sat silently for a long time, until the doctor came in to check the room, Feng Jincheng stood up and followed the doctor to ask him about his wife and children.
The attending doctor, Director Li, was a mother ’s handkerchief, and the gynecological authority approached. The two approached, grew up watching Feng Jincheng, and naturally knew Feng Jincheng ’s temperament very well. But that night, she even heard from the phone. He could hear his confusion, and when she rushed to the hospital, she saw the impression that Jincheng, who was impatient and impatient from childhood, circled around the hospital bed, besides the confusion and fear on her face.
She took over and understood the situation, and was even more surprised. She Qing is also familiar. She is a very quiet and introverted girl. She was a daughter-in-law who was picked by a friend. At first, the young couple had ordinary feelings. Later, they looked more and more. The better, I do n’t know how to leave for two years. I ’m back this year with my cute little girl ...
The young couple can really toss, they are dazzled by the older generation, and now Li Qing is lying on the bed with a pale face. In that state, the experienced director Li knew what was going on at a glance, and could not help but condemn him quite a bit. I took a look at Feng Jincheng, but I didn't think about it elsewhere. I know that young people nowadays are tired of coming up, they like to toss and carelessly between the beds, and they don't know temperance.
At this moment, when Feng Jincheng came out nervously, he laughed and said, "Why? Now I know I'm in a hurry, how well I should pay attention early, but thankfully the child is okay, I will observe it again tomorrow, if there is no bleeding symptoms, you can be discharged Yes, but to stay in bed for a month, especially to avoid intercourse, Jincheng! There is a way to leave the Qingshan without worry about burning wood, if the mountain is gone, the wood will be gone ... "It was so clear by the elders Point it out, even if an old face of Feng Jincheng couldn't hold it red, Director Li smiled and walked away.
Feng Jincheng went into the ward to look at his wife and children, and sat out in the chair at the door and racked his brains to figure out how to ease the matter.
When Feng Sheng came over, I saw Feng Jincheng sitting there from afar. Even though his face was covered with exhaustion, he still had a straight spine. Feng Jincheng sat with his son-in-law and was most proud of him. For one thing, he still could n’t understand what happened to the young couple. He clearly looked good, but he was always in constant turmoil. He was hospitalized for two days. He still got the call from his daughter. From Xiao Qing's voice, he It sounds pretty bad.
Seeing Feng Sheng made Feng Jincheng feel a little bit shocked. Then suddenly, he realized the crisis: "Dad, why are you here?" Wu Sheng frowned: "How can you hide me from such a big hospital stay, not Xiaoqing?" Call me, I do n’t know yet? Why was I hospitalized? This is obstetrics and gynecology, what is it?

Faced with a series of questions from Laozhangren, Feng Jincheng was speechless and was about to explain. Suddenly the door of the ward opened from the inside. Qi Qing helped the door frame and stood there: "Dad, come in." There were still a few voices. Hoarse.
Xun Sheng was startled and hurried to help his daughter: "It's only been a few days, why is this ..." Feng Jincheng could only watch the father and daughter disappear by the door. Feng Jincheng knew very well that he didn't It might stop Laozhangren, and since Qi Qing called his father-in-law, he knew that there was no room for change.
When Feng Sheng came out, Feng Jincheng moved his lips and shouted, "Dad ..." Feng Sheng looked at him for a long time and said, "Since I was young, I have never asked for anything, but this time she asked. I ... "Feng Jincheng looked at it with interest, almost asking word by word:" What did she ask you for? "
Wu Sheng sighed longly: "I don't know what's wrong with you? Xiaoqing didn't say a word, but I can see that she's tired. She's tired. My father looked unbearable and looked at his heartache ... "
After Feng Sheng left, Feng Jincheng sat for a long time before entering the ward. When he entered, Feng Qing was sitting on the bed and looked at him. Feng Jincheng approached and stood by her bed. It would take a long time to say: "If you I have to divorce you, but Xiaoxue can't give it to you. "When Feng Jincheng said this, he stared at Yun Qing momentarily, his eyes flashing with hope, which was almost his last chip.
Qi Qing's eyes were very light, without any slight undulations, but he nodded slightly, put his hands on his lower abdomen, and slowly said, "I want this child." Suddenly Feng Jincheng felt sour and bitter, In the past two days, Wu Qing talked to him for the first time, but it was like this, it was really ironic ...