Chapter 254: Love is, repeatedly making exceptions (4)

He stared at it for a long time, and his heart slowly floated out of a thought: It turned out that this is like...
When you are angry, you are extremely angry. When you are happy, you are very happy.
In the past twenty-six years, no one has ever brought him this feeling like her, so that when the feeling came, he never thought that it was a heart.
The tragedy of parental feelings and marriage allowed him to make up his mind from a very young age. He would not love any woman in his life, nor would he marry any woman.
When he was young, he only wanted a mountain river dream in his life.
After the mountain river dream was broken, he thought that he might have been like this in his life. Gu’s enterprise, lonely family, lonely and old.
He really never thought about making a woman in my life.
Until in the old house, he saw her eyes... He began to be disturbed by the eyes frequently, he slept her... He was scared by his own control, and he forced himself to cruel to her until she was really Forced from the entanglement of him to start to avoid him.
He began to feel unwilling.
Probably from that time on, he started to make an exception for her again and again?
Taking the heavy rain to pick her up; seeing that she was being bullied for her; knowing that she went to Lubucheng for help with anger; seeing the scorpion king hurt her unstoppable knife; knowing that she was so depressed, she found a lot of people to play with her; Go to France to give her a birthday present...
He never thought about it. Why did he always do what he should not do?
It was only after the analysis of Lu Qicheng’s sentence that he had just listened to him that he had to face the reality that he had been hiding and escaping: he liked her.
When did you start to like it?
he does not know. He only knows that now that he realizes that he really likes her, he is already very concerned about her.
Perhaps on the birthday of Grandpa, the car is coming. When she pushes him away, maybe earlier, the day she first entered her grandfather's house, the moment he first faced her eyes.
All in all, he has her shadow in his current life.
Many of the problems that had been puzzling were suddenly understood at this time.
Love is always a very awkward existence for him. Until now, he only knows that love is very simple. It is really simple. It is a person, time after time, uncontrollable, and repeatedly making another case for another person. .
The smoke burned to the tail, the hot temperature emanating from it, and the hot Gu Yusheng pulled back from his own contemplation.
He pressed the smoke out of the ashtray on the side, and rushed to Lubancheng, which had not been open for a long time, and returned: "You know, I never thought about loving a woman, and I never thought about marrying a woman."
Because this kind of thought is too ingrained, it has penetrated into his blood, so that when he was upset by her, he thought of countless possibilities, but never thought that it was love.
But now I want to understand, what should he do?
Love goes on? Still give up?
give up?
Gu Yusheng’s heartbeat missed a beat, and the depths of the heart, inexplicably, caused a heartbreaking pain.
This kind of pain is very familiar, as if he had experienced it himself. I don't know if it is his hallucination. With this pain, his mind is constantly showing his constant crying and saying "I'm sorry."