Chapter 436: I only think of one future (6)

Lu Bancheng heard this and thoroughly understood: "So, if you didn't save the two boys that day, you would have met her, didn't you?"
At this time, Gu Yusheng, the reaction was slower than a few shots on weekdays. For a while, he was very light "hmm".
As a friend, Lu Bancheng knew that he should comfort Gu Yusheng, but he did not know what to say for a while, quiet for a long while, and said: "You must regret it."
"I don't regret it..." Gu Yusheng's words, said intermittently: "...is very sad... In fact, I can go ashore, but I can't watch the little boy die, I know very well, I To save him, his situation may not come up at the time..."
"But, you know, I can't see death or not... In fact, I thought I would really die in that river, but I thought she was waiting for me, I still supported it..."
"Half city, do you know? When I was in the army, I was not hurt. I have never been as hopeful as I am this time."
Lu Bancheng knew that Gu Yusheng’s words had not been finished yet. He also knew that Gu Yusheng’s current mood was absolutely suppressed to the extreme. He told him that he did not want him to return to him, but he wanted to find a vent for himself.
So he didn't talk, just sitting quietly and listening to him.
"I want to survive...because she is waiting for me..." Gu Yusheng’s voice became a bit fuzzy, but Luchengcheng still heard what he said later: "I can give life to anyone in this country, but I will only live for her alone..."
"But, after I survived, she was gone..."
"I just survived for her..." Gu Yusheng’s voice, with a touch of trepidation: "...I don't know until now, I don't know what it means to be alive, I feel very boring, you do you know?"
If we say that the Lucheng City just did not speak because he was seriously listening to the words of the rest of his life, then now he does not speak, really do not know how to answer.
There was a black in the room, and he could not see his expression, but he could feel the deep pain from him.
Gu Yusheng did not speak again.
The darkness of the room will be quietly magnified many times, and the land and the city can hear him and his breathing.
I don't know how long, Gu Yusheng gently moved his body, his voice, some hoarse: "I have been feeling the heartbeat for many years."
Abandoning his dreams, his parents passed away, and at that time, he suddenly changed from a heart to a heart.
He thought that his life would be the same thing, and he had to live.
Until she appeared, his blood became fresh again, and his beating heart had strength.
Like the heart of the dead water, he began to resurrect, swaying round and round, until the day he saved the water, heard the words she said, he clearly realized that quietly, he had a new dream .
And that dream is her.
But his new dream is far more tragic than the one he once gave up.
Shanhe dream, he has pursued at least, enjoyed, but what about her? It has not started yet, it is over.