Chapter 624: My happiness is to see your happiness (4)

I missed her when I didn't see her. When I saw her, I couldn't control my heart.
He really wants to go clean.
He can see that the little girl has some meaning for him.
He knew that he had entered the army and represented him. He delivered his fate to the country.
He didn't want to drag her down, and didn't want to ruin her youth, so that night, when he sent her home, he made a decision.
He took the initiative to apologize to her, he offered to ask her to go to the movies, he also gave her a phone number...
Only he knows that he does not really want to start with her, but wants to end with her.
Because of the phone number, he gave a fake.
When he made an appointment to watch a movie, he didn't plan to go.
Rather than saying that he is cutting off her feelings for him, it is better to say that he is pushing himself to the road.
On the second day of watching the movie, he actually went.
It’s just that he didn’t show up.
He never knew that he was picking up, and he was so ruthless.
He was holding an umbrella far away, watching her look like a fool, stubbornly waiting for him to refuse to leave, watching her like a madman, a phone call followed by a call to her...
He was so far away from her, there was a car, there was a sound of the wind, and there was rain, but he seemed to hear her crying, and it was around his ear.
He forced himself to calm down, then calm down, and he was really calm enough until the night fell, until the lights were dim, he never appeared to her eyes.
She left, he did not leave.
He thought, she is really dead, and he should die...
However, he did not care about Mr. Gu’s retention and insisted on entering the army before he realized that it was not the beginning of death, but the beginning of pain.
He started thinking about her day and night, staring at the scoring sun station and standing in dizziness. He thought about running around the playground for 30 laps and going to the body to take off. He thought that at night, the roommate would fall asleep and he could only Blinking to the dawn... Because he didn’t dare to sleep, he closed his eyes and went to the konjac. He often dreamed of her crying in the heavy rain...
The recruits who just entered the team have a large amount of training. It is a thing that he does not sleep at night.
He has seen doctors, doctors are helpless, and finally he can only rely on a large number of drugs to maintain basic sleep.
......
On the white and quiet bed, the rest of Gu Yusheng, the expression suddenly became a bit painful, and a layer of cold sweat appeared on his forehead, and the body began to shiver.
When Mr. Gu saw this scene, he was in a hurry. He immediately rushed to the bed and began to call Gu Yusheng: "The rest of his life? The rest of his life? The rest of his life?"
Shouting did not know how many sentences, sleep a full day and night, Gu Yusheng, the eyelashes trembled gently, slowly opened his eyes.
It may be because of sleeping for too long, or it may be because the dream has been done for too long. Gu Yusheng was a bit stunned and looked at the ceiling for a long time. Until he heard the voice of Grandpa, he moved his eyes and his voice was hoarse. Shouted "Grandpa" and then struggled to sit up.
The window was dark, and there was a whistling sound of the car, which came from time to time.
Gu Yusheng ignored the grandfather’s question and asked him about the West. He looked at the nightlight outside the window for a long time, and then he understood that when he fell asleep, the things that appeared in his mind were not dreams, but he was forgotten. The past time.