Chapter 109: Self-humiliation

109. Self-humiliation
The colleague next to him asked: "Dr. Ling, or just take a few minutes of rest. 　The chapter is updated the fastest."
"Okay, take a break." Doctor Ling was relieved.
The colleagues looked sympathetically at the back of Doctor Ling walking towards the crib.
However, Doctor Ling, who returned to the cot, couldn't calm down anyhow, his mind was numb, and his chest was congested.
Ten minutes later, Doctor Ling still didn't adjust at all, and the assistant came over and asked him carefully if it was okay. He suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness. How to do surgery in this state? Two lively lives are in his own hands. Don't let him slack off a bit. Their parents and relatives stayed outside the operating room, looking forward to them. This is their only pair of children. If there is something wrong... he can't imagine.
Doctor Ling decided to abandon the operation. He knew what this decision meant? He has to bear some of the costs of the operation, such as the cost of anesthesia for the patient and the donor, and these one-time material costs, because as long as it is opened, even if it has not been used, it cannot be used again.
When Dr. Ling told his colleagues that he had decided to abandon the operation, the colleagues were shocked. This is something that has never been done before. All preparations have been made and the patient has entered anesthesia. What?
But Dr. Ling said: "I am in poor condition today, and there is no guarantee that the operation will be completed smoothly. Since I know the consequences of this are not good, why do I still do it?"
"But the anesthesia has already been given, and there are material costs...what about these costs? It is impossible for the patient's family to bear these costs."
"I will bear it myself. I would rather bear the costs than risk the operation for this operation. This is a respect for life."
"How to explain to the patient's family? It's okay if the patient's family is reasonable, knowing that it is for the patient's benefit, if it is unreasonable to take the opportunity to disturb the savage person. It is enough." Some patients' family members in the hospital still make trouble without reason! If there is any handle in their hands, it would be strange not to make trouble.
"It's okay, I'll explain to them. Just tell the truth."
"No, Dr. Ling, if the patient’s family makes trouble, it’s not just about you alone, but about the hospital. So you can’t tell the family the truth. Just find any other reason to prevaricate it. You can give it a few days later. He has an operation."
The colleague couldn't help but called the leader and talked about the matter.
The leader asked Dr. Ling to answer the phone.
The leader said: "Dr. Ling, your family's affairs have seriously affected your work. I will settle accounts with you later on this. Now what I want to say is, since you are not sure about this operation, you will cancel today's operation. I agree that it’s fine to do it a few days before and after this operation anyway. But it’s impossible to say that there is no impact at all. If the patient’s condition suddenly deteriorates because the operation is not performed in time, it’s not impossible, so we must find a reasonable one. The reason is to communicate with the patient’s family. If you tell the patient’s family the truth, you are the party at fault, and you represent the hospital. If there is any situation in the future, the patient’s family will all be held responsible for the hospital."
"Then what kind of reason do you find?" Doctor Ling asked.
"Isn't it very simple? It's just after the patient was given anesthetics. There was high blood pressure and rapid heartbeat, so it was not suitable for surgery. This explanation is reasonable. The patient's family can not blame the hospital. The hospital said at most It is sympathetic to the family of the patient, so this time the hospital can reduce part of the cost."
"This incident was originally my fault! Since it was my fault, I will bear it. How can these expenses be borne by the patient's family?"
The leader said sternly, "Dr. Ling, it's not a matter of expenses. If they don't bear any expenses, it means that this matter is the hospital's fault. If there is something later, can you afford Dr. Ling alone?"
Yes! The patient's condition may change at any time. It is okay if the patient is not in any condition before the next operation. If anything happens, look at the medical troubles over the years. This is not just a question of operating expenses.
Faced with reality, Dr. Ling had to approve the hospital leader’s plan and told the patient’s family that the patient felt unwell after anesthesia, so the operation could not be performed temporarily.
Seeing the worried and disappointed look of the patient's family, Dr. Ling felt very uncomfortable. Because of my own reasons, it really shouldn't cause such troubles to the patient and his family members.
Because of Fang Lihua's noise, various scandals of Doctor Ling spread all at once in the hospital, and the influence was very bad. Doctor Ling was called into the office for training.
When Dr. Ling came out of the leadership office, wherever he went, he was urged by others, "He is usually a decent person, how can he be like this? Is there a good man in this world?"
"The medical skills are high, but the character is not good? Hey! There is no perfect person in the world!"
"Looking at the appearance of an upright gentleman, it turns out that it is nothing more than that."
"Doctor Ling turned out to be the perfect male in my mind! Overnight, this image fell apart and my heart was broken..."
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Before it was time to get off work, Dr. Ling went back to where he lived. These days, he has been living in this hotel. Because of his busy work and no time to find a house, he happened to be fine this afternoon, so he went to find an agency to rent a house. House, my son can live with him on weekends.
Ling Chengzhi quickly found a suitable house through an intermediary, but because the previous resident's brother moved out and the house had not been cleaned, he could move in the next day. Ling Chengzhi returned to the hotel.
Fang Lihua was dragged out of the hospital like a dog by the security guard, and she was thrown outside the hospital to prevent her from entering the hospital. The onlookers changed from the original enthusiasm, sympathy to contempt and disgust. Jue Zhong played the role of a clown again. There was such a vigorous disturbance. In addition to corrupting Ling Chengzhi's reputation, she was ridiculed and made Ling Chengzhi hate herself even more. She didn't get anything. This was not her original intention, and it was not the result she wanted.
Recalling that Ling Chengzhi said to the security guard disgustedly: "Drag this crazy woman out." Fang Lihua saw that Ling Chengzhi no longer had the slightest feeling for her, but only a face full of disgust and despair.
Fang Lihua went home dejectedly and sat on the sofa blankly. The TV was on and her favorite TV series was playing, but she couldn't see any of the pictures. Ling Chengzhi looked at her coldly and disgustedly in her mind. That face said to the security guard to drag the crazy woman out.
ps: The current timed release has been changed, it is not easy to use, so I can only release it immediately, so the update time is a bit irregular these days, because the working time and free time are not fixed, so sorry. (To be continued.)