Chapter 355: .regret

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Zhang Qianqian continued: "Mom, what you feel about Meng Zijun is the same for my father. In the past few months since I amputated, my father's attitude towards you has completely changed. Maybe you have felt it, maybe you feel it. But you don’t want to admit that, in your mind, he is still the person who was honest and obedient to you, but the reality is that he is no longer the original person, and he will never treat you like before. You just don’t want to admit it. At this point, I didn’t dare to face reality, and I was still fantasizing about his original appearance. Mom, I want to remind you that if something has changed, it has changed. If you dare not admit that he is no longer the same, you see Look at me, I am sitting here. When I walk normally, it seems that there is no change. It seems to be the same as before. But in fact, I am completely different from the original. I also want to refuse to admit it like you, but I can't fool myself. , Because my own body reminds me cruelly. [Love ↑ go to △ small ↓ say △ net wqu] Everything is different, I lost a leg, and now this one is fake, it has no perception and no temperature when walking The tough guy is not flexible at all... Mom, I have said so much, do you understand? Meng Zijun, my dad, and me, we will never get back to the original, wake up!"
Zhang Qianqian said so many things that were beyond her age range. She was a person who had died of despair once, so she saw many things transparently. She feels that her mother is pitiful and hateful. Why can't she understand so many things after living so old! In the final analysis, she is not independent and dependent on nature. Before, she relied on Meng Zijun and later on her father. So when she found that she couldn't rely on it, she couldn't believe it, she didn't dare to face it, and she was lucky.
But her daughter's remarks were not in vain. Mencius was like a divine enlightenment, slowly figuring out many things.
Afterwards, Mencius and Zhang Zhou sat down and talked peacefully.
Mencius asked: "Zhang Zhou, you insist on divorcing me because you really refuse to forgive me, right?"
Zhang Zhou shook his head, "When the child was just amputation, I hated you to death, but then I slowly discovered that I actually hate myself even more. I didn't fulfill my responsibility as a father in front of my daughter, and I knew your decision. It’s wrong, but I hurt my daughter because of my cowardice. Because of your existence, facing you every day reminds me of my cowardice as a man and a father, so I’m very uncomfortable. I I want to start again and be the man I want to be again, so I want to divorce."
Unexpectedly, Mencius was not noisy or disturbed. It turned out that by listening to a person calmly, she would perceive the true feelings of the other person. She understood Zhang Zhou’s intentions. He really changed and he was no longer the original Zhang Zhou. No matter how hard she is, she can't save it.
In the end, Meng Zimei still agreed to the divorce. She was very strong in front of Zhang Zhou. She couldn't do anything to beg for forgiveness, crying and stalking, so she agreed to the divorce. More importantly, she understood a lot of things and understood that everything was irreversible.
They have no property, the only house with a market value of 300,000 yuan. Zhang Zhou gave her 150,000 yuan and told her to leave. The daughter’s 200,000 yuan compensation belonged to her daughter. The daughter herself asked to live with her father, so Zhang Qianqian's compensation money is kept by Zhang Zhou. Mencius suspected that the 150,000 house payment Zhang Zhou gave her was taken out of his daughter’s compensation fund. However, his daughter lives with him and he is responsible for keeping the money and has the right to embezzle it. Mencius Can't control that much.
After Mencius got divorced, she borrowed money to buy a two-bedroom apartment for 200,000 yuan.
Although the house is not big, she lives in it alone and still feels that the house is empty.
After the divorce, Mencius felt extremely lonely. Her parents have passed away, her three older brothers are also strangers, her daughter has become calm and alienated, and her husband insists on divorcing regardless of years of affection. In the vast crowd, she can't find anyone who can speak well.
That night, Meng Zimei sat alone at home watching TV bored, her stomach hurts, and she woke up to her shock that she didn’t cook dinner after get off work, and forgot to eat. It is already the norm in her life. Now finally There was a stomachache.
Mencius thought, as far as her current life is concerned, she hasn't received a call from her mobile phone for ten and a half months. In case of sudden accident, no one will know in time. Thinking about it makes her feel very sad.
Meng Zimei ate a bowl of noodles indiscriminately so that her stomach felt better.
At this moment, she suddenly missed the days when her brothers had a good relationship with her. When did her siblings begin to lose track of her? It seems to have started when the second brother was sick, right?
Before the second elder brother fell ill, their siblings still had contact. The second elder brother was like a magnet, gathering them together, but when the second elder fell ill, they suddenly felt that the pillars in their hearts suddenly collapsed.
The eldest brother told them that not only would the second brother no longer help them anytime and anywhere, but he might also become a burden to them. The second brother needed a lot of money to treat the illness, and he might not be cured. In the future, his daughter Meng Qingqing will be the burden of their brothers and sisters. , Mom even asked them to donate kidneys, so they were all scared away. But I didn't expect that the second elder brother's health slowly improved, but the relationship between their brothers and sisters gradually became estranged. Without the cohesion of the second brother, the relationship between their brother and sister is getting weaker and weaker.
Mencius looks now that the original brother and sister relationship was so precious, but they gave up easily because of a little benefit, but now she understands that when family relationship is more important than benefit, it is too late. What is lost, She would never find it again. If she went to the second brother and told him crying and said that she regretted that she shouldn’t have treated you like that. When we reunite with brothers and sisters, the second brother will definitely not believe her, but instead think She has ulterior motives and other attempts.
Even the kind-hearted people like the second brother will no longer believe her, even the eldest brother and the third brother will not believe her.
In this suffocating night of loneliness, Mencius wanted to find someone to chat with. The phone address book was turned over and over again, but no one could speak.
In the end, she didn’t give up and found out the phone number of the third brother. After their brother and sister fell out with the second brother, the third brother was the only one who was the most sensible. Especially after the eldest brother’s accident, he said, "Second brother really changed. He didn't lend a helping hand in such a miserable situation. Let's stop looking for him and count on him." (To be continued.) For mobile phone users, please browse and read for a better reading experience.