Chapter 427: Same car

427. Same car
Qin Haonan wants to go to City A for errands. It is more than 700 kilometers from Nanshi to City A. Qin Haonan had been busy for a day and felt tired, so he did not drive. He decided to take the high-speed train to City A. For more than an hour, he can sleep, adjust and rest, and he can directly enter the working state when he arrives in City A. So he bought a soft sleeper ticket.
Bangsar Sha also went to see the goods in City A. It happened that day, and Qin Haonan was on the same high-speed train.
While queuing in the station, Bang Shasha saw Qin Haonan in front of her, five or six people separated between them.
After so many years and so many things, every time Bang Shasha sees Qin Haonan, she still can't restrain her excitement, but she can only look at him from a distance. She once had fantasies about him, but then she knew , That would only make him farther away from herself, and after many things, she knew that he could only live in the most secret place in her mind forever. In many things, the gap between ideal and reality is the distance between heaven and earth.
Therefore, seeing Qin Haonan at this moment, Bang Shasha involuntarily shrank her body, she didn't want him to see her. She only needs to be able to see him. The position is just right now, although she can only see his upright back, she is also inexplicably excited.
Although I didn't want Qin Haonan to see her, Bang Sha Sha still took a look at her clothes. The clothes were of excellent texture, fashionable and fashionable, and the matching was perfect. The hair and makeup were also exquisite and meticulous. She was satisfied with her current state. She always dresses herself very delicately, just to meet him suddenly one day, she can face him with the best posture, although the probability of encountering them is very low, once in many years, even if they meet him, they are only in a hurry. Just pass by. Even if it was a moment, she was always preparing carefully. Today, she obviously doesn't want him to see her, and she still feels good about her best condition.
Ever since Qin Haonan took her to the brand counter to buy a few sets of clothes, Bangsar Sha has fallen in love with high-quality and high-end clothes, and never looked down on the ordinary goods. She feels that a woman wears those clothes with good texture. It is the greatest enjoyment of life. Wearing such clothes makes a person's mood, pattern and temperament stand out from ordinary people.
Because of her constant attention to good clothes, she not only cultivated her sensitivity to clothes, but also made her a strong player in the clothing business.
At this moment, Bang Sha Sha finally understands why she has been working hard for all these years to live beautifully. She is not just for the glimpse of Qin Haonan when he meets Qin Haonan unexpectedly after a few years of absence, but for him to see her. In her life, it has become the vane of her life, all her efforts, everything in line with the beauty, is to try to get close to his life.
Fortunately, Qin Haonan didn't look back and didn't see her.
Bang Sha Sha watched Qin Haonan enter the soft-sleeper car with her own eyes, and then she walked to her own soft-seat car. They were lying in front of the soft-seat car behind six cars.
Although there were six carriages, but knowing that Qin Haonan was in the same train as her, Bang Shasha still felt that Qin Haonan was sitting next to him. I feel at ease and peace of mind.
When the car started moving, Bang Shasha sat there, watching the scenery passing by the window, and flashing some fragments between him and Qin Haonan.
The first time I saw Qin Haonan, she was working in the small winery in her hometown, and he and Meng Qingqing entered the winery together. She felt that her eyes were bright. It was the first time she had seen such a good-looking and temperament in real life. He is the best looking and temperament man she has ever seen in real life. That feeling has not changed, and she still thinks so.
At that time, she was tormented in the despair of life. From a young age, she wanted to be a sibling of Meng Qingqing's father, go to school well, walk out of the poor Shangzhong Village, and live a decent life like a city person.
However, the poverty of the family and the serious patriarchal thinking of her parents have turned these ideals into ashes.
But the best-looking man she had ever met made her come to an end. He said that he could help her and let her continue to school. All of this was like a beautiful dream, so beautiful that she was a little illusory. unbelievable.
When he left, he really gave her two thousand yuan, saying it was a year's tuition fee, and she knew it was true. At that time, he was as holy as a bodhisattva in her mind.
Later, he kept his promise and paid her regularly every year. She used the money he subsidized her, not only to solve her problems of school and living expenses, but also to save a little to supplement her family. The parents' attitude towards her has also changed greatly. Not only did they agree to her continuing to go to school, they also stopped beating and scolding her as they pleased.
If he had always been a god-like existence in her mind before, she came to Nanshi to find him during the Spring Festival of the third year of high school. The four days he and her were in close contact were the first time she truly lived. Really contacting him, for the first time I feel that he is also a person of flesh and blood and affection. He is so close to her, as if she can touch her when she stretches out her hand, so she was confused and she was moved. However, he and the sensitive Meng Qingqing were very aware of her thoughts, and she did nothing, so Qin Haonan avoided her.
That time Qin Haonan cut off her funding, which was a heavy blow to her. It was not the disappointment and panic of losing her financial resources, but a real understanding of her and his impossible despair and panic in this life. I also understand how much he loves Meng Qingqing, and how unsympathetic he is to her. His deep affection for Meng Qingqing did not let her disappoint him, but made her love her even more. She loved him as a dedicated and responsible person, even though he was dedicated to others.
She could only hide in her heart the love that hadn't had time and had no chance to say it until she met Lu Zhiling.
She knows that it is impossible for her and him, and their lives do not have any intersection, but she still pays attention to him, knowing that when his company encounters difficulties, she is more anxious than anyone else, and is anxious for him. She wanted to help him, even if she gave everything she had, she helped him without repaying, so he accepted Lu Zhiling.
She once thought that she helped him, and she felt gratified about it, but then, Lu Zhiling told him that this was just a scam he had done to her, and what was even more stupid was that she told Meng Qingqing about it. From then on, he disappeared from her life more completely. (To be continued.)