Chapter 2943: No more guilt

Lin Rui and others spent half a month on St. Kaiser Island, and this kind of rest is equivalent to complete relaxation for the O2 players. The team members soak in the bar and get drunk every day.
Lin Rui didn't stop them. He knows these brothers better than anyone else. They need this kind of relaxation, just like guns must be maintained regularly. Don't look at them now. When they are really needed, these players will go through fire and water, and die.
Lin Rui could not be found among the drunken people in the bar. He used a more extreme way to completely relax and calm himself, that is, training hard. He uses a lot of physical training to deplete every drop of energy in his body. Only in this way can he fall asleep because of extreme fatigue. When people are extremely tired, they often think of nothing and fall into deep sleep. Lin Rui knew that it would be difficult to sleep like this during the next few days.
But every day, he would get up at five o'clock on time. It is not easy to wake up in extreme sleepiness. But Lin Rui can do it, his biological clock is as accurate as an electronic watch.
After he woke up, he found Yelena next to him, pressing his cheeks against his solid chest, Lin Rui woke up completely, and hugged Yelena lightly.
Yelena said slowly: "You wake up, are you really useful like this?!"
Lin Rui let go of Yelena and sat up. Yelena's body leaned softly on his body, kissed his back, and asked, "Is it better?"
Lin Rui nodded: "I'm fine. I have been trained in traditional martial arts since I was five years old. In traditional Chinese martial arts, there are many ways to self-regulate emotions."
Yelena showed a surprised look-asked him in a low voice, "What did you do before you became a mercenary?"
Lin Rui raised her upper body slightly, but Yelena was still clinging to his back. He whispered, "Human fate cannot be arranged by myself. When I was young, I lived with my grandfather. He is a boxer and is proficient in martial arts. Therefore, from the age of five, I have received various traditional martial arts training at the same time!"
Yelena suddenly remembered: "Later you joined the army?"
Lin Rui was silent for a while: "Yes, after graduating from high school, I was enlisted in the army and spent a few years in the army. I don't feel comfortable with life in the army!" He smiled bitterly, "But when I leave there, I Only then did I realize that I actually can’t adapt to the outside world. I’m not good at many things. The only thing I’m good at is the skills that I least need.

Thinking about the situation at the time, Lin Rui couldn't help feeling a little, "I was in that situation, maybe being a mercenary was the best choice, not the only one, but I'm afraid it was the best choice!"
Yelena looked at him for a while, then said: "You don't have to think that you have committed a crime, but have guilt. There is no law where we are."
When Lin Rui heard Yelena say that, she stayed for a while, as if she didn't understand what she was talking about, but then he showed a lonely look, and then buried his face on his knees. Laughed out loud.
Yelena was infected by his happy laugh, and laughed: "What did I say wrong?"
Lin Rui raised his head, her bright and clear eyes fixed Yelena: "Are you saying that I have a soft heart? But I am a mercenary. I only think that combat is an art. There is no law on the battlefield, let alone. Morality. Only life and death win or lose. I will not feel any guilt, let alone feel guilty!"
Yelena said "Ah": "I forgot! Do you feel guilty only occasionally?" Lin Rui's words made this strong Russian beauty seem to have heard the most terrible thing in the world. She even hugged Lin Rui tightly, obviously trying to relieve her fear!
As soon as this sentence was uttered, Lin Rui's reaction was far beyond Yelena's expectations.
After a while, Lin Rui sighed, "Please don't mention... these two words again. A mercenary, after debut, must not be... guilty. Not once, and once guilty, will be true Shake a person's confidence. And losing confidence in the battle, there is only one ending-death."
Yelena hugged Lin Rui tightly, her body trembling!
"I understand what you mean. You don't want to fall in love with a beast without guilt. But you must also be clear that we have no other choice now. Only when people are alive can they have the opportunity to feel guilty and have the opportunity to reflect on themselves. "Lin Rui whispered, "I know that you are just like me. On the surface, you are a viper who kills and kills people, but in fact, like me, you are often affected by negative emotions. So try not to Think about those things."
Yelena's finger pointed to the tip of Lin Rui's nose, and she slowly shook her head, as if blaming Lin Rui for being insincere. But Lin Rui was sincere. Lin Rui said again: "Really, how many things do you think shouldn't be in the world? But things that shouldn't happen every day, and many people even think that they should be right.
We collect money to fight, fight against government forces for government forces, and fight against government forces for government forces. No one knows which of them is more correct than whom. Maybe we know the truth, we know right and wrong, but we just can't control it! We are just mercenaries struggling to survive in the cracks. To say guilty, I only have guilt for you and my brothers.
I want to fulfill my promise to you, I want to let myself and my brothers live. Because I know that when I am in danger, only they and you will be by my side. I don't owe everyone, but I owe you. "
Yelena was moved by Lin Rui's words, hugged Lin Rui tighter, and took a deep breath. Then, after both of them were quiet for a while, Yelena said again: "I heard that a week later, these servants of Black Panther Gulei The soldiers are leaving. We are almost starting to move."
"The one that should come will always come." Lin Rui nodded and reached out to touch Yelena's finger, which was wearing a ring. Strictly speaking, this is not a ring, but a grip of a grenade. Lin Rui knew that he gave it to Yelena a year ago, and she always wore it.
"Are you still wearing it?" Lin Rui looked at her and said.
"This is someone's promise to me. Maybe I have to wear it so that someone won't forget it." Yelena smiled lightly.
"That's why you asked me if I was guilty." Lin Rui nodded, "Trust me, guilt only represents the emotions towards the past, and what we need more is the future. The road to mercenaries is accompanied by blood and fire. We kill and kill people. Either way, we owe the people around us. But instead of blaming ourselves, we should go forward bravely. I believe we will walk this road of blood and fire and get the future we want. We will wait until that day."