Chapter 25: 025

"Then may I ask-did your system undergo training before you started?"
"Have you passed the training exam?"
"Do you really have a system job certificate?"
Song Jinxi sat at the computer desk, opened the book "The Domineering President's Hundred Billion Little Wives", and asked the system three politely.
At present, the novel has been locked by the system, and even the original author cannot see the content of the novel, only she can read it.
In the previous two missions, she finished the mission and took a break and went in immediately, so she didn't have time to watch the plot change. Now I have a closer look and found that all the plots have been tampered with.
Even the description of the heroine seems to become abnormal.
There is quite a suspicion that the writing collapsed.
She moved away from the mouse, closed her eyes and stopped looking at the web page. Covering his head, the whole person fell back and leaned on the gaming chair.
"Then what can I do?" The system voice was full of innocence.
"According to the development of the previous plot, he was indeed retaliated by Zhang Defa at this time. Who knows that when you die, he has become more perverted. After torturing Zhang Meijin, they are not enough. Even Zhang Defa and Xu Mingjie will retaliate together. ......" It did not expect the plot to be completely reversed.
"Then you can't take a look at the development of the plot before you let me in? I'll go in again when I judge it?" Song Jinxi asked rhetorically.
"You know when I went in--" Song Jinxi sat up excitedly, "found that it was not Zhang Defa who was holding a knife to kill the male god, but the male holding a knife on Zhang Defa's body. I had How embarrassing?"
The system is silent.
"Do you know how embarrassed I was?" Song Jinxi asked again.
"I don't know how embarrassed you were at the time," the system said, "I only know that when I yelled ‘wait a minute’, it was too late."
Song Jinxi: "...Have you heard a word?"
"What?" the system asked.
Song Jinxi: "Don't be afraid of opponents like gods, but teammates like pigs. Yours, understand?"
System: "... Give up, don't go in, let him die."
"No, no, wait a minute!" Song Jinxi repeatedly denied and changed his words: "I was wrong, sorry, it was my fault, I won't talk about you. So now, let's discuss how we should save him?"
System: "This is your business. I have already decided to give up on him. If you want to try again, I can give you another chance to cross in. It depends on you. I will not give you any advice."
Song Jinxi sighed, "Because there is nothing you can do."
The system is silent.
Song Jinxi thought for a moment, and then said: "I think the script of "The President's Substitute Little Wife" is quite good. I am going to replace the previous me and become his new white moonlight, and influence him with love!"
The system hesitated a little: "From the perspective of his current personality, I can no longer detect his heart, but through his many behaviors, he can be judged that he is very abnormal now. His appearance looks bright and beautiful. They look good one by one, and their personality is just a little bit cold and ruthless, and they are not interested in anything."
Song Jinxi: "...He is like this in the original book."
On the computer screen, the system used some method to simulate a cartoon hand, shook it towards Song Jinxi, and continued: "But in fact, he sleeps lightly, is irritable, has a gloomy heart, and has intermittent irritability and paranoia. , A high degree of cleanliness, cruel heart and cold-blooded ruthlessness, leave no room for things..."
Song Jinxi: "..."
"Later, I even invested in that kind of crazy scientist. Two contemporary genius metamorphosis scientists gave him graduated weapons. I want all mankind to follow him to and turn the whole earth into a zombie world. Can you understand?"
"Wait a minute..." Song Jinxi was shocked, unable to believe his ears.
She puckered out her ears, "What did you say? You say it again?"
"Shen Liuchen's current badness is not purely bad for a person or a certain group, but wants to pull the world into the water. It is not purely world-weary, but put into action." The system said.
System: "The previous three crossings, the time you appeared was the'past', which changed his life trajectory before he became an adult. However, after his two consecutive blacks, he is now completely out of my control, and I can no longer Casting you into the'past' can only make you appear in the'present ongoing tense' of the plot."
Song Jinxi blinked and answered truthfully: "I don't understand it very well."
As if to explain the situation clearly, while the system was talking, a black box popped up on the computer screen, and what the system had said appeared word by word in the box.
"Take the timeline of his growth as a reference. He is now twenty-seven years old. This is the'now in progress' in the world of fiction. Before you go through and change the plot, I can control him a little bit and put you in him. The past made you change the plot. But after you avoided disasters for him three times, he became darker and more serious, completely out of my control ￥%&……##￥%2￥……￥￥Y& ;%$^@$!#$!"
Halfway through it, the sound stopped abruptly. Song Jinxi watched a long garbled appear on the screen.
This garbage system was probably stunned by his own explanation. Song Jinxi was slandering in his heart, but he still listened carefully to it and continued to explain.
The cursor flashed in place for a while, and the system seemed to finally find the wording.
The system said: "Now, if you still want to go in again, you can no longer appear in the'past'. You can only travel through the'present progressive tense' of the timeline to the year when he was twenty-seven years old."
Song Jinxi frowned and thought for a long time, "You mean, the previous three times changed his past, but he accidentally darkened him more and more. So that now I can no longer go back to the past, I can only follow the present The progress of the novel travels in? Now that the novel is written when he is twenty-seven years old, and he starts to deal with the hero and the heroine, I can only travel through this time period?"
System: "I can understand this way." Song Jinxi seemed to be able to hear a hint of relief in his cold and merciless tone.
"He is twenty-seven years old now." The system said, "When you died in front of him for the third time, he held the idea that you might come back again. He didn't immediately show anti-human tendencies, but suppressed himself. All kinds of negative emotions have waited for you in the novel world for nearly ten years, but you never reappeared."
Song Jinxi's breathing was stagnant.
How miserable is it to wait for someone with such a faint hope for nearly ten years?
She has had this experience before.
When her parents first divorced, she lived with her grandmother's house and used to be whimsical. What I do most often every day is to hold the rag doll my mother bought for her, look out the window, expecting her parents will come back suddenly, and tell her that they are not divorced.
They will continue to raise and take care of her.
Knowing that the probability is almost zero, but still can't help it, can't help but look forward to...
It was just that she had been looking forward to it for three years, and it was not until the end of her college entrance examination that she fully understood that they could not return.
They each have their own home, and she... is completely unimportant to them.
Think about Shen Liuchen again.
His waiting is not the same as hers. She is only looking forward to the reunion of her parents, but what he is looking forward to is the resurrection of a person...
One is birth and separation, and the other is death.
He was expecting that, waiting for her, waiting for ten years.
The tip of her heart seemed to have been stung by an ant, and it was painfully painful.
The system is still analyzing:
"Through my observations, he now thinks that you will not appear again, so he began to fall into despair... But this is just my guess. I can't detect his heart, and I'm not sure if it's really like me. Thought."
"He doesn't just want revenge anymore, but wants to drag everyone to his funeral."
"You cross in again this time, if you can't give him a reasonable explanation, and then unintentionally reveal a little flaw to convince him that you are you... Then you are likely to be suspected by him. Maybe you put it into action Before, he killed you first."
"Remember the words he said before you died last time? He said that he would kill you with his own hands first."
"Rather than watching you die in front of him to save him, he is more willing to end your life by himself."
I always felt that this series of analyses made sense, and Song Jinxi's body trembled.
"And, as far as his current degree of perversion is concerned, after he kills you, he might do some terrible things again."
"What terrible thing?" Song Jinxi's heart "cocked", and a bad premonition spontaneously emerged.
"For example, after killing you, save your corpse, and then sleep with your corpse every day."
"Wow! Don't say it is so terrible." Song Jinxi immediately retorted: "My male can't be so disgusting, he is definitely not such a person."
"He wants to turn all mankind into zombies. Do you think he is not this kind of person? Maybe he is this kind of person. It just so happens that biochemical weapons are about to be researched out. He can make the perverted genius scientist before destroying all mankind. Study a potion that can preserve the body forever and inject it into you so that you will become his zombie bride, the kind that will never leave him again."
"No, I don't believe it! I don't believe it!" Song Jinxi covered her ears, "Don't be alarmist. I can definitely influence him. I believe in myself."
System: "Hehe..."
Song Jinxi fell silent after shouting.
She was silent for a long time.
After thinking about it, I actually feel that what the system says makes sense...
She had read a novel before. The heroine and the heroine loved each other deeply, but they had too many enemies. After running away several times, the heroine was still dead.
Then, the protagonist exposed his nature and turned into a monster, directly eating the body of the heroine...
Although the heroine was reincarnated later, this scene always left a deep impression on her.
At that time, she felt more that the act of eating the body of the heroine was also a kind of affection. But if it is replaced by her being killed and the body preserved, Shen Liuchen sleeps with her body every day...
Thinking about it, my scalp numb.
It's a bit nauseous.
"...Let me calm down for a while," she said, wiping her face vigorously.
The system is muted.
The room fell into suffocating silence.
The soundproofing effect of the community where Song Jinxi lives is very good. She lives on the 18th floor and can hardly hear the voices of people in the garden downstairs. And the building she was in was in the middle of the community, some distance from the road.
Therefore, as long as the window is closed, the room will be quiet enough to make people tinnitus.
She felt that the room was a bit boring, so she went to open the window and stood in front of the window for a while, staring into the distance. The clouds in the sky seemed to converge into Shen Liuchen's face, silently staring at her.
She looked at it for a while, always feeling suffocated in her heart and couldn't help it. When she walked back to the computer desk, she put down the back of the gaming chair, and she collapsed on the chair, unwilling to think.
After a long time, it was detected that her brain waves gradually stabilized, and the cold voice of the system sounded from the computer speakers.
"Do you still want to try?" the system asked.
Song Jinxi had calmed down. She took a deep breath and said calmly: "I must try again. I can't just watch him die."
She got up and walked to the refrigerator, took out a popsicle unpacked and took a bite, feeling the sensation of the ice slowly melting in her mouth, calming herself completely.
"If I did not enter the world of fiction at the beginning, and he was just a paper person in the second dimension world to me, then I might not have such deep feelings for him. But after entering the world of fiction, I am He has a deeper understanding. I think the original author is simply sick when such a good person is tortured by those garbage plots."
Song Jinxi once again expressed his contempt for the original author.
She paused for a moment, and said from the bottom of her heart: "I can't see him alone in despair, I want to be with him."
"There is a dimensional wall between you." The system's voice sounded a little cold.
Song Jinxi smiled indifferently, "So what? If I can, I even hope to spend my life with him in the world of novels."
"You don't want everything in the real world?" the system asked back.
"Isn't I in the real world with nothing?" Song Jinxi smiled coldly, with a hint of irony at the corners of his mouth.
"But you have to be clear. The longer your consciousness stays in the novel world, the more likely you are to become a vegetative when you come back. This is the risk you have to take after crossing in this time. , Are you still willing to go?"
Song Jinxi wiped his face.
"I must try again, this time even if I stay inside and die in it forever, I will accompany him." She took out the spirit of ruining the boat.
"One more thing," the system said again, "the risk of your going in this time is much greater than the previous three times, because we are still not sure if what Shen Liuchen said before you died last time is serious... If it was Shen Liuchen who killed you this time, I will not be able to bring you back. At that time, whether it is you in the novel world or the real world, you will die directly and cannot be resurrected."
Song Jinxi: "...I'm not afraid."
System: "You really are not afraid of death."
"After all, there is nothing worth worrying about in this world. Rather than living a life indifferently, it's better to go in and have a vigorous relationship with the male god." She said, and paused for a moment. When you can save it, you can save it. If you can't save it, I will wait for the next life."
"I hope that in my next life, I won’t meet such bad-hearted parents again. Even if the family is a little poorer, I also hope that our family can stay together well, instead of starting messing around outside with money and giving birth to a daughter and put it aside. Don't care, just take care of yourself..."
She was halfway through and stopped complaining. Suddenly remembered that when she went through the resignation procedures at her last company last week, her parents called her as if they had made an appointment and asked her to visit them if she had nothing to do.
It's just that she was busy going through the resignation procedures and going to the new company to discuss remuneration, and she should just go there in a few days.
"Since you have decided... Then, I will send you in now?" the system asked.
Song Jinxi: "No..."
System: "I regretted it so soon?"
"No," she shook her head, "I'm going to see them, even my parents, and a company that I negotiated before, and I have to tell the manager that I can't go, and it takes a day to deal with the funeral. ."
System: "Are you really prepared to not come back?"
Song Jinxi smiled, "Always prepare for the worst."
In fact, if it wasn't for special things, or being forced by the two of them, she wouldn't want to go to their home.
Every time she went to their two current homes and saw their happy family, she stood on the side like an outsider, incompatible with them.
But having said that, they each formed a family, and the whole family was consummate. There was no place for her outsider between them.
She was the superfluous one.
If it weren't for this time, she might not come as soon as she went, she would not take the initiative to find them, but wait for them to contact her again.
But... even if they didn't care about her anymore and left her alone, after all, they had also raised her before. If she really couldn't come back this time, she would at least go to them.
As for the company she had negotiated with, she could only regret to call the manager to say that she had something to do with her.
She made a phone call to each of her parents and arranged to go to her mother's house in the morning and her father's house in the afternoon, so that all the "futures" would be handled in one day.
Then he called the manager of the new company and said sorry.
When the manager was discussing the salary, he probably knew about her family situation, and asked her with concern whether something happened at home. If there is something temporarily, you can go to work late.
The manager frankly said that he took a fancy to her technical ability and did not want to let her go so easily.
Song Jinxi said that he may need to leave for at least a week because of something, and may leave for several months at the longest, so he could not guarantee the manager.
The manager had no choice but to say that the door of their company was opened for her at any time, and she could talk to her again whenever she wanted to come.
After hanging up the phone, Song Jinxi couldn't help but sigh. Thanks to her excellent technical ability, she has never worried about finding a job, and her monthly income is considerable, enough for her to lead a good quality of life.
If her personal ability is not strong enough to earn enough money to support herself, she still doesn't know how to be sent by her dad.
Thinking of going to face her parents’ platitude tomorrow, her head aches. But in a blink of an eye, I thought, if this is the last time I saw them, then let me bear with them for the last time.
Early the next morning, she packed up and went out.
Go to mother Su Guihong's house in the morning.
Ten years ago, after their parents divorced, her father Song Lizhao soon married Chen Miaomiao, who gave birth to Song Jinnan, and her mother Su Guihong married her junior high school classmate Lin Liankuan half a year later.
I heard that Lin Liankuan has always liked her mother. Her mother is Lin Liankuan's first love.
Song Jinxi was living at her grandmother's house at the time, and she didn't know what happened to her mother. Anyway, her mother soon got married and gave Lin Liankuan a son, Lin Gewen, three years later.
She has a half-brother who is fourteen years younger than her.
After giving birth to Lin Gewen, Su Guihong had been in poor health and could not go out to work. Their family, including Ping Lin Liankuan's mother, could only live on the money Lin Liankuan made by running a taxi every day.
Song Jinxi rarely went to Su Guihong's house, because Lin Liankuan's mother was a very bitter and mean person. The old woman really didn't like that her son would marry a woman whom some people didn't want. If it wasn't for Su Guihong who later gave birth to a son for Lin Liankuan, I heard that the old woman wanted to force Lin Liankuan and Su Guihong to divorce.
These were what Su Guihong told Song Jinxi after she became an adult.
After Lin Gewen was born, Su Guihong's life was easier. Lin Gewen hated Song Jinxi very much only under the ears and eyes of the old woman.
Therefore, Song Jinxi resisted going to Su Guihong's house.
Only this time, she was planning to say goodbye, thinking about going this time, maybe she won't come over again, she forced herself to come to Su Guihong's house with the prepared gifts.
She bought a box of donkey-hide glue for Su Guihong and a Transformer for Ling Gewen. When he walked to the door of Su Guihong's house, he knocked on the door.
It was Lin Gewen who came to open the door.
Song Jinxi just pulled out a smile and wanted to say hello to Lin Gewen. Lin Gewen slammed the door shut when he saw that it was her.
Before Song Jinxi's raised hand could move, the smile on his face was already stiff.
She lowered her head silently.
She seemed to hear Su Guihong's voice from inside the door. Su Guihong asked, "Wenwen, who is it?"
Lin Gewen replied: "It's a beggar, mother."
"Nonsense, we live on the fourth floor, how could there be a beggar?" Su Guihong said, the door was opened from inside.
Su Guihong seemed to be smiling at first, and I don't know if he was amused by Lin Gewen's childish lies or why. But the smile slowly stagnated the moment he saw Song Jinxi, turning into a touch of embarrassment.
She lowered her head and scolded Lin Gewen lightly: "It's obviously your sister, how do you talk."
"Sister, I have nothing to do with her." Lin Gewen said, but saw Song Jinxi's Transformers box at his feet sharply.
He stretched out his hand and took the box directly, and ran into the room, saying, "She is a beggar. She came to my house to beg for food. Slightly."
"This kid..." Su Guihong falsely reprimanded Song Jinxi, "Your brother is still young and ignorant, so don't forget it."
After speaking, his eyes shifted, and he saw Song Jinxi's gift at his feet, and said to Song Jinxi: "Come as you come, what else to bring."
He was polite as if he was greeting ordinary guests.
Song Jinxi has long been accustomed to their way of getting along.
Following Su Guihong into her house, the old woman slowly walked over, shaking her fan, looking at Song Jinxi: "Oh, Song family girl, come to eat?"
Song Jinxi really didn’t understand the brain circuit of the old woman. She visited Su Guihong very rarely, and rarely came to her house to have a meal, but the old woman was very resistant to her appearance. Every time she would say "You come again." I looked at her with a look at her.
Song Jinxi smiled dryly: "No, come and see my mom, I'll leave after a while."
"What are you doing in such a hurry? Stay and have lunch." Su Guihong said.
The old woman immediately scolded her: "What to eat, what to eat? And there is no good food to entertain the guests, would you just fry a small onion and mix with tofu for the Song family girl? The family is so poor that they live on Liankuan's little salary. You are not afraid of people's guests making jokes when you fry such light dishes."
After finishing speaking, he pretended to smile at Song Jinxi: "Song family girl, don't look down on us, these days are too poor, and I really can't come up with good things to entertain you."
auzw.com Song Jinxi: Haha...
When she was still in school, she was so pretentiously angry by the old woman, but at that time she had no financial means and could only rely on the support provided by her parents to make ends meet. She was so ridiculed by the old woman and could not be refuted. .
However, now that a few years have passed, she can support herself, and she can no longer be so buns.
"It's okay, grandma." She said with a smile: "I earn more than 20,000 yuan a month, and I eat big fish and meat every day. Sometimes I want to eat something light."
The old woman probably did not expect that this little girl who had been sarcastically aggrieved every time but couldn't speak but could not refute her would have blocked her speechless one day, but felt that Song Jinxi was swollen. Face full of fat.
He smiled and asked: "Oh, that's a great promise, and I don't know what kind of job it is. You can earn 20,000 yuan a month. Your uncle is exhausted every month, and only has a salary of 10,000 yuan. If it's easy to do, can you introduce it to your uncle so that he can follow you to make some money?"
"You need to understand computers, and you have to graduate from university, and you have to be good at English. Most people can't do it." After she finished speaking, she looked at Su Guihong and almost wanted to say goodbye to her immediately.
Su Guihong dragged her into the room.
"How are you now? The salary is really more than 20,000 yuan a month?" Su Guihong asked.
Song Jinxi nodded: "This is the price after quitting."
"That's good, you can buy your own house. Your cousin who is far away also bought the house himself. Then you can have two houses, one for your own house, and one for renting out the other and you can collect rent every month." Su Guihong Say.
Again.
Song Jinxi was one of the first two older, frowning and said: "Mom, I don't call that distant cousin. Besides, we are relatives separated by exactly four generations. There is really no way to be together. Don't match us anymore. OK?"
"It's the fifth generation, not the fourth generation. It's beyond the fourth generation. Your cousin likes you so much. If you marry, you don't have to worry about the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law. I can rest assured that she will also supervise his son to take you well." Su Guihong said, "If this woman can't find someone who treats her sincerely, you know how hard this life will be. You will not be like me when you are with your cousin."
She glanced at the direction of the door, approached Song Jinxi, and whispered in Song Jinxi's ear: "I had several children at the beginning, and it was not until your birth that the doctor said you were a boy, and your dad allowed me to give birth to you. As a result. Unexpectedly, he was born as a girl, so he went to find a woman outside. If I had a boy then, where would your dad divorce me? I am still a rich wife from a rich family, so I don’t have to because I can’t find it. Go to work and be angry with this old woman at home."
Song Jinxi lowered his head, "That's why I was born with the wrong gender." The voice was surprisingly calm.
"It's not to blame you, how can you blame you?" Su Guihong said, sighing, "Listen to mother, find time to go out with your cousin on a date, cultivate and cultivate relationships, marry him, eh?"
"I don't like him." Song Jinxi frowned.
"If you don't like it or not, what's the use of finding someone you like but others don't like you?" Su Guihong was also angry, "Anyway, I am optimistic about your cousin. If you don't stay with him, I will ignore you in the future. , Regardless of whether the person you marry in the future is good or not, and you will not suffer.
"You--" Song Jinxi opened his mouth, but in the end he still didn't say what was in his heart.
When did you control me?
You haven't taken care of me since you remarried.
These two words came to the lips, but because of Su Guihong's mood, there was no way to say them.
She has been allowed to live alone for so many years, but now she wants to intervene in her lifelong affairs, regardless of whether she likes it or not, paranoidly let her marry that distant cousin.
Is this really maternal love?
Song Jinxi has always had this doubt.
But Su Guihong didn't know how to reflect on herself, and she pushed the mistake to others: "You kid, you were taken astray by your grandma, so you don't listen to me anymore."
Song Jinxi couldn't bear it anymore. He turned his head to look at the floor and retorted in a cold voice, "Don't blame grandma. You two didn't want me at the beginning. Grandma brought me up with hard work. You have no right to blame her."
Su Guihong: "You--"
At this moment, Lin Gewen's voice came from outside the horizontal door: "Mom."
Su Guihong went to open the door, and when Lin Gewen said that the old woman was looking for it, she went out.
Song Jinxi took a deep breath while sitting on the chair, but saw Lin Gewen slowly walking towards her.
"The Transformers you gave me are bad." Lin Gewen said.
Song Jinxi rolled his eyes, "Don't blame others if you play badly. The Transformers were obviously good when I bought them."
"I don't care, it's broken, you have to buy me a new one."
Song Jinxi sneered, "You are dreaming."
After she finished speaking, seeing Lin Gewen's hand kept clenching his fist, she was a little curious about what he was holding. However, Lin Gewen pierced her knees with one hand while she was not paying attention.
It's a pushpin!
"Wow, you dead boy!" Song Jinxi took a breath and pushed him away with one hand.
The ten-year-old child still had some strength, and he was surprised that the thumbtack was stabbed into the flesh by him. Song Jinxi endured the pain and pulled out the thumbtack, but Lin Gewen was lying on the ground, crying loudly while rolling.
Calling "grandma" and "mother".
"What's the matter?" The old woman swayed into the room and looked at Lin Gewen who was crying on the ground. Without a word, she pointed at Song Jinxi and started cursing: "Okay, you little hoof, come to my house. Even if I eat rice, I beat my grandson. My family owes you both of your mothers and children. After marrying your mother, the old hen who lays an egg in three years, we still need to see you come to the house to bully our precious grandson."
"What are you talking about, mom?" Su Guihong also got a little temper. He pulled over Lin Gewen, who was helped by the old woman, and carefully looked at him all over his body, and found that he didn't hit him much before turning his head to look at Song Jinxi: " What's the matter with you? How can you bully your brother?"
Song Jinxi stretched out his hand, with the blood-stained thumbtack lying on his hand, "He pierced me with the thumbtack, and I just pushed him casually. He was lying on the ground."
Su Guihong just wanted to ask Lin Gewen if it was true, but the old woman immediately retorted: "How much strength can he have as a child? A small pushpin can stab you to death? Are you pushing him like this? Small, what if you have a concussion?"
Song Jinxi was silent and did not speak, and cast his eyes on Su Guihong.
She only cared about Su Guihong's opinion.
It's a pity that Su Guihong also looked at her accusingly, and said, "Why do you care about a child? He is your brother after all. Just stick a band-aid with a thumbtack. Although your brother is tall, But the pile is too thin and the pile is unstable. If you push like this, what if you really fall into your head?"
I told myself tomorrow morning that I shouldn't expect something unrealistic, but when he heard Su Guihong say this, Song Jinxi still couldn't breathe.
Her heart is a little cold.
I even want to laugh a little bit.
He also raised his head slightly, opened his eyes wide and looked at the ceiling, forced back the tears that had reached his eyes, but the nose was still a bit sore, and the tears seemed to be unstoppable.
Can't cry, at least can't cry here.
She warned herself from the bottom of her heart.
Crying is a sign of weakness, isn't she weak? Let the old woman see, she will definitely say that she pretends to cry and pretend to be pitiful and deceive Su Guihong's sympathy, so she should not lose so badly.
She took a deep breath, bowed her head abruptly, leaving a sentence "I have left beforehand", brushed Su Guihong, and walked away from this ghost place.
However, she had just stepped out the door and stepped out of the stairs with one foot, tears falling like broken pearls, scrambling to fall down.
This kind of intention is difficult to calm... She really has no way to restrain herself.
Obviously she used to be the baby held by her parents. Why now...
Completely... no one feels distressed...?
Su Guihong only had Lin Gewen in his eyes, and Song Lizhao had only Song Jinnan and Song Jindong in his eyes.
She Song Jinxi, she had parents but lived as an orphan without them.
I found a remote corner and cried for a long time, and then looked at the small wound on her knee that had begun to scab, as if it was an irony to her.
Looking at it, Song Jinxi suddenly felt that something had been put down in his heart.
Put it down completely.
She should have been used to it long ago.
At this moment, the cell phone rang. Song Jinxi picked up the phone, and the screen showed "Song" instead of "Su", which made her a little relieved.
She answered the phone, and on the other side of the phone, her father Song Lizhao had decided to go to the restaurant and let her go directly to the XX restaurant, where the father and daughter would have lunch together.
Fortunately, there is no need to go to Song Lizhao's current home or see his current wife and a pair of children. Song Jinxi quietly wiped away his tears, then took out a wet tissue from his bag and wiped his face.
Her skin is in good condition, and she doesn't have the habit of makeup on weekdays. She often puts on a lip gloss to brighten her complexion before going out.
So you can cry as much as you want, don't worry about crying and wearing makeup, and don't need to touch up makeup after crying.
When she took a taxi to the place Song Lizhao said, she was surprised that when she found Song Lizhao, there was not only Song Lizhao on the table, but also a middle-aged man who appeared to be 30 or 40 years old.
The man looked a little fat, Song Jinxi didn't know him.
When she came to the table, Song Lizhao first introduced the man: "This is my eldest daughter, Jinxi."
Then Song Jinxi watched the man look at himself with the eyes of the merchandise.
Song Lizhao greeted Song Jinxi to take a seat, and introduced to her: "This is Chen Fasheng, who is in business with me. Just call him Brother Chen."
Song Jinxi clutched the small backpack tightly.
She pursed her lips and nodded to Chen Fasheng to greet her without saying a word.
Chen Fasheng had a trace of satisfaction in his eyes. He looked at Song Lizhao and said,
I thought Mr. Song’s youngest daughter was already very beautiful, but I didn’t expect another daughter to be even more beautiful. It’s just that I haven’t seen Jinxi at banquets before? I'm always afraid that she will be missed by others too early, so have you kept it hidden?"
Song Lizhao laughed and said, "Isn't that right, my daughter is very smart, I don't want her to be abducted by those hopeless boys in society."
"That's just right for me to succeed in this kind of career." Chen Fasheng said.
Song Jinxi: "..."
If she guessed correctly, this man should be Song Lizhao's important partner during this time. After she became an adult, Song Lizhao wanted to introduce her to the management of some companies more than once, and wanted to profit from her in-law relationship, but she refused each time, which made Song Lizhao angry several times.
It's just that she had grown up at that time. She started working-study on her own since she was in college. Song Lizhao couldn't coerce her financially, and really couldn't do anything with her.
Every time she didn't listen to his arrangements to go on a blind date with those old men, he could only call and scold her, and scolded her on the phone.
The last time they met was half a year ago. When the New Year was about to go, she went to the restaurant downstairs of his company and had lunch with him. Unexpectedly, after half a year, Song Lizhao didn't seem to miss her at all. He just wanted to push her to various old men, and even the half-yearly dinner would also bring the old man over.
She suddenly lost her appetite for food.
After sitting and listening to the two men in front of her, she exchanged a few words. When the waiter came up to order them, she picked up her bag and stood up.
"I'll go to the toilet," she said.
Song Lizhao thoughtfully said, "What bag should I bring to the toilet?"
"There are cosmetics in the bag, I have to go and add some makeup." Song Jinxi said.
Chen Fasheng showed a clear look, and persuaded: "Yeah, you don't understand it, Mr. Song. Now that women say to go to the bathroom, almost all of them go to the bathroom to make up, only one or two are Really go to the toilet."
Song Lizhao smiled, "You still understand."
"I don't really understand either." Chen Fasheng also said with a smile.
Song Jinxi turned and left, and he rolled his eyes when he heard that they were still chatting.
This family relationship is really not necessary to maintain.
She has no nostalgia at all.
After buying a few green vegetables and returning home, Song Jinxi made a lot of complaints while cooking the noodles while using the system as a trash can.
"There is no family, no one to like, and no good girlfriend..."
"I have lived by myself for too long."
"From graduation to now, I have been living to live every day. There is no expectation of anyone, no pressure in life, and no aging parents waiting for me to make money to pay homage to them. The only grandma who loves me died early. Up."
"There is no one who can make me feel tempted, making me want to start a family with him, and have children for him... I now make money and spend money, eat, sleep, work... these monotonous lives are completely absent. Anything worthy of my memory."
"I'm too lonely by myself."
After she finished speaking, she sighed deeply.
"Those dead straight guys have a clear purpose for looking for me every day, either for me to check for bugs, or to ask me questions about the bottom frame. When they say to me every day, nine out of ten sentences are:'Jinxi, this The program can’t run, and I can’t find the problem. Can you help me see it?
Or just:
Song Gong, how do I extract this data?
And
Our two pages have similar functional requirements, your code? Let me copy it'... something."
"Every day, besides code, it is code. I went out to dinner at noon and talked about code. Occasionally I went out to team building and talked about how to solve the bug. During team building, I went to the supermarket to buy things and check out. The first thing I paid attention to was the supermarket. The function of the purchase system is too backward, it should be updated...?"
The more she talked, the more excited she got, and almost three black question marks appeared on her head in a straight line.
"Such a straight guy, it's impossible for them to find a girlfriend in their lives."
"And all of them are technical houses, and their souls are extremely boring. After knowing that I have strong technical ability, everyone only regards me as a big brother. They don't know at all. In fact, I also have a pink girlish heart..."
"I like to buy pink for everything I buy now. This is my least favorite color in my adolescence. At that time, I wanted to roll my eyes when I saw pink. I thought it was too naive. But now, I can’t bear to see pink. I want to buy..."
"Actually I am also a...cute little girl..."
"No one is falling in love with me at all. My heart is almost barren and moldy. Actually, I really want to act like a baby with the person I like, and I want to hug and hug me..."
"I haven't broken the place at the age of twenty-five. If the virgin/female/membrane has annual rings like a tree trunk, I now have twenty-five circles."
"Life is so lonely as snow..."
"...Only the male god, he likes me."
"He is still so good, so good to me..."
"I also want to talk about a vigorous relationship."
The system inadvertently faced the complaints of the code girl and the old maiden.
Although it doesn't understand human feelings, it still detects the melancholy scent of Song Jinxi's body.
"Forget it, don't say it, go in immediately after eating the noodles."
The system says.
"Go to your male god, tell him this, and let him cherish you."
The author has something to say: 　　_:зゝ∠_ After reading, if you have time, please leave a comment as much as possible to support your child QAQ
I update the three-in-one every day, the number of chapters is one-third less than others, and the number of comments can't beat them. The article points can't rise, and I feel aggrieved.
And starting today, all chapter V messages with more than 25 words will have red envelopes. (The previous chapter can also be commented)
Also, can you catch a bug for me? I have to code 10,000 words to update every day after get off work. I’m so tired, I don’t have the energy to catch bugs.
Finally, in this chapter, what I want to portray most is Xixi's mentality that he has no memory of the real world. If the description of his parents is just a sentence, the feeling that it is difficult to write can not be written. Obviously she once enjoyed the love of her parents, but now she is like this. Because she lacks the warmth of home, she will love the person who also loves her so paranoidly, desperate for him. If some readers feel that it is watery, please leave a comment in this chapter, and I will refund you the money for this chapter in the form of a red envelope. It’s really tiring to run naked every day. I emphasize that this sentence is not to complain to you but it is a fact. If you feel that the writing is not good, don’t comment and say that you want to spur me on the negative. There are many good articles waiting for jj Go and see, there is no need to take a step back because I am in a bad mood, and hope that each will be well.
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