Chapter 113: Zhao Xiaotao's Thoughts

When Zhao Xiaotao hurriedly came running softly, only An Rushuang was left in the room, and Ruby went to Cheng Gong. The other girls were arranged outside by An Rushuang, and An Rushuang was sitting at the table
As the dishes were carefully cooked, the whole room looked empty.
Zhao Xiaotao walked to the table, only feeling abruptly tight. She stood stiffly, not knowing what to say.
Fortunately, An Rushuang didn't need her to explain. She saw her coming, but she looked up and said, "You're one step late, he'll go back first."
Zhao Xiaotao's eyes flashed instantly. She lowered her head slightly, and said a muffled voice, and then said, "So, miss, I'm going back."
An Rushuang sighed, set down the silver chopsticks in her hand, raised her voice and asked her, "Where are you going?"
Zhao Xiaotao's footsteps stopped suddenly. She turned her back to An Rushuang and said with red eyes: "I don't know, but I may not be able to stay here."
She remembered the little girl who said that if the shopkeeper was a toad, she would be worse than toad.
Everything looks beautiful now, but it is just an illusion of mirror and flowers. As long as this illusion is broken, she will be more embarrassed and miserable than before.
Like Cheng Gong, no matter what clothes she is wearing now, she is no longer the person begging in front of him, but in his eyes, she is still the same, the beggar beggar.
She wants to escape, to a place where no one knows her and her mother, maybe she can make these life of mirrors and flowers come true.
An Rushuang chuckled and waved his hand and sighed, "If you think you can get better only by leaving, then you leave."
She said that Zhao Xiaotao's feet seemed to be heavy, but she could not open her legs.
An Rushuang looked at her back and said, "You just ate the Baiwei cake, but you never thought about it. Now that you are about to be sweet, you used to be salty and bitter, but now
here I am? After the suffering has passed, you can no longer bear a little bit of suffering, often the pain has not reached your lips, you are afraid. "
She stretched out her hand, but did not wait until the man reached out and grabbed her. She was afraid. She didn't even dare to stand in place, she just blindly fell down, trying to hide herself, afraid
Someone will see her outstretched hand.
She was afraid that she could not stop her mouth.
As long as one is not stable, they can push her into hell.
Zhao Xiaotao raised his sleeve and wiped a tear, and his nasal voice was heavy: "Miss, I'm not afraid of suffering! I just ..." She hesitated.
"Just what?"
An Rushuang didn't give her the slightest time, and pressed her directly.
Zhao Xiaotao gritted his teeth: "I was just afraid that I would hurt him. It seems that he also wants to hide from me."
With that said, her eyes fell in the torrential rain, and in the wild curtain of rain, she could not see anything, nor did she know where she was looking.
Looking at her, her eyes were wet again.
An Rushuang couldn't see her expression, but could think of her loss and sadness now, but she did not comfort her, but sneered.
"You look like me, and I want to hide away." She said: "A weak woman, she has no other ability except crying, so I am a man, have this
Such a fragile woman shows me goodness, and I have to hide far, even if I like her. "
After speaking, she said coldly, "If you want to go, just leave. Don't come back after you leave, so I don't have to watch my heart."
Zhao Xiaotao turned back suddenly, his body's thin bag fell to the ground, spread out and scattered the ground, but it was some broken silver and a few pairs of Zhu Xi, but these were all Zhao Xiaotao's all
Homework.
At this moment, she didn't care, as if the ground was not all her belongings, but gravel. She had a pair of apricot eyes wide open and looked straight at An Rushuang and asked: "Why ?! Little
Sister, why do you have to hide away if you like it? "
She couldn't figure it out.
An Rushuang raised her eyebrows calmly. She had long eyebrows as far as the mountains, but a pair of bright eyes were like a lake reflected by the moonlight. At this moment, those bright eyes brought a little smile.
"Because my family's wealth is now gone, she has no ability to give her a gimmick. She is so weak that she can only lean on me, and I dare not become this one." An Rushuang said,
Looking up at her, he asked seriously, "If you were, would you take this woman to suffer? Or would she keep her carefree?"
Zhao Xiaotao opened her mouth, a pair of apricot eyes fainted slightly, and now she was speechless.
An Rushuang didn't look at her, but just instructed: "If you want to leave, now that you have cleaned up the softness, I will add one hundred or two silver to you. You must let your mother follow you. Suffering
If you do n’t leave, you can clean up the food and do your own job. "
With that said, she turned around and took the half-sentence in her hand, and crooked her hair toward the furry concubine, and continued to look at the story intently.
Zhao Xiaotao stood in the room for a long while, she slowly crouched down, wrapped the soft and small bag again, and turned out.
An Rushuang didn't move, she was still sitting there, holding in her hand the word book she hadn't seen in half a word, and the phalanx was slightly pale.
After a while, footsteps sounded outside the room. Zhao Xiaotao entered the door, and she hurriedly entered the room.
An Rushuang could not help feeling a little angry, and said coldly, "But what is missing?"
Zhao Xiaotao pursed her lips to look at An Rushuang, then, slowly kneeling down, and whispered: "Miss, slavery is here to pack up the food. After that, slavery will never mention leaving.
The lady treats me like a mountain of gratitude, and the kindness is not over, how can I leave? !! If there is another time, I will call this ungrateful day to hit Wuleihong! "
She reached out and swore.
An Rushuang frowned and threw the notebook aside, angrily: "Do you think I want you to show any kindness ?!"
She's angry for so long, this silly girl doesn't know what she's angry at!
Zhao Xiaotao looked up at her stupidly, wondering what to say.
Zhao Xiaotao is not stupid, but sometimes things are too straightforward.
An Rushuang's were slightly undulating, pointing at Zhao Xiaotao kneeling on the ground: "You remember, if you are strong, you can get everything, but if you have been so timid,
Shrink, worry about before and after, not to mention a Cheng Treasurer, that is, two, three, or even eight ten ten Treasurers will appear in the palm of your hand! but
If you are strong, you can hold him firmly! "
An Rushuang's eyes flashed with starlight and slyness, and one hand made a grabbing motion.
攥 ... 攥 in the palm of my hand?
Zhao Xiaotao just listened, and all felt a heart beating, the palms of his hands were all sweaty.
She licked her dry lips, stuttering, "This ... how is this possible?"
How could a woman be a man with three virtues and four virtues?