Chapter 500: An indescribable loss and emptyness poured out of his heart

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There is really no need to let more people know about this matter.
Now that Lawrence is gone and the video is no longer, he now knows that it seems he can't bring about anything other than the pressure that can't be resolved by the increase.
Besides, she chose not to break up because of that video.
The video is just the beginning, and if she does not compromise, the follow-up is endless.
Chi Huan raised his right hand and touched his temple, his voice was low, "Nothing specific. At first, your sister was abducted. Later, when we were at our wedding, the leisurely father had a small accident, and the business at home was also badly hit ... ... "
She paused, smiled, and her voice became even more lingering. "I think that if we continue to drag on, there will be more fatal and irreversible damage. It will also hurt our relationship. It is better to brake and stop the loss in time."
Mo Shiqian ’s gaze revisited the front as soon as she was in the middle. The sight and hearing seemed to be completely separated. The former focused on the road ahead, and the latter focused on her voice, she said Content, the frequency of her breathing and any subtle changes.
If it was the answer and explanation to his question, she would undoubtedly choose the most understatement.
He suddenly remembered when she was seventeen, when he first met her.
At that time, he had just returned from the United States, in order to return to Chi'an to help Xing Xing's favor to find him, just when his daughter was abducted, he cooperated with the police, and rescued her with a method of hitting the west.
When he found her, her eyes were blindfolded and her mouth was sealed with tape. About hearing footsteps and not knowing whether it was a kidnapper or a police officer, her face was pale and fearful.
To the extreme of fear, she had forgotten tears, and each nerve in her body was stretched tighter than the rope tied to her.
He untied the cloth from her eyes, peeled off the tape covering her mouth, and said lightly, "I'm here to save you."
After she saw his face clearly, she took a sip and slowly relaxed, but then she couldn't stop shaking.
Later, he hugged her to the police car, and she never said a word. She just clutched his clothes and shook it on his shoulders. She did not continue from there until she was examined at the hospital. After a few days of fright, he came over.
At that time, he was actually a bit surprised. He had mixed up with the dark, and although he had never been a kidnapper, he knew these ways well, and her entire emotional response was regarded as a type of extreme restraint and patience.
It doesn't look like a carefree one, the seventeen-year-old Miss Qianjin should have.
Later, Chi An came to the ward to see her and asked about her condition. She was also very cold, and said lightly that nothing had happened.
It is probably that the father-daughter relationship is not very good, otherwise it would have fluttered and cried.
Later, in the years when she was a bodyguard, her temperament was basically not related to restraint and patience, and her usual way of doing things was also wayward. She was crazy in others' eyes, and she could not bear the major events that would most likely collapse She was extremely calm and restrained.
It was as if Mosi had derailed Su Yabing the day before the wedding.
It was as if he had been violent.
Plain and quiet, showing no signs of an outbreak.
His hand holding the steering wheel became harder, and by the end it was already pale.
Most of what she said was true, just like she told Chi An that she hadn't been blamed, and she hadn't been blamed.
But her sudden change of attitude had to be what happened.
It was just that she did not want to say it.
The car quieted down after she said nothing.
This silence disturbed Mo Shiqian's unexplainable distraction. At that time, her indifference to Chi An was superimposed with this quiet understatement, making him inexplicably feel that he was excluded from her world.
Before Chi An's death, she was still close to her family. If he did not die, she might be ready to bear the rest of his life, but she was 17 years old, and even before the age of 17, she gave up dependence and relied on what she called Man for father.
She treats him ...
Chi Huan always loves him, and even loves her. She commented on Wen Yue's words and reflected her own feelings, but she explained the things five years ago simply because of his incomplete trust. Played a little temper, did not reveal her grievance to him at all.
She was not prepared to transfer to her the load she had been bearing, or the load she had been bearing.
She had emotional needs for him, but that's about it.
This sudden recognition made him inexplicably lost and empty from the deepest part of his heart.
Chi Huanjiu did not hear his response, thinking that he was suspicious of her words and was angry because of her lack of frankness. He turned his head to look at him and pursed his lips, "Do you mind if I gave up on you?"
The man ’s gaze was still looking straight ahead, his throat rolled and his mute voice suppressed, and he whispered,
You are not wrong. I did not have the ability to maintain and protect the relationship between us. You know better than me Clear, the right choice. "
Chi Huanyuan looked at him.
correct?
He twitched his thin lips and said, "I don't want to admit that I can't even maintain a relationship."
Hearing the implicit self-mockery of his words, she said subconsciously, "Don't say that, I didn't think so much."
Mo Shiqian stretched out her hand and dropped her palm on her head. She touched it and smiled lightly, "Huanhuan, if you don't think so, you won't choose to take it alone, you will choose it alone, because you know I can't fight it. He, isn't it. "
She wanted to refute, but found herself speechless.
She really felt at that time that Mo Shiqian, 25 years old, could not live longer than him for decades, and had Lawrence backed by Clod and Summer.
Chi Huan looked at his side, "Did you hurt your self-esteem?"
"Ok."
His women thought he was not strong enough to hurt his self-esteem as a man.
Incidentally, her perception is still correct.
Now thinking about it, he should have doubted when he knew about the distribution of Lawrence's inheritance, because his chosen time of death was too coincident, just when Chi Huan had an abortion, and their relationship completely collapsed.
It was just that the situation was pressing at the time, and in front of him, he couldn't allow him to think more, and had no other choice.
Chi Huan stared at his outline again for a while before saying, "Sometimes, your man's self-esteem is really the same as crystal glass. When he touches it, it breaks. You are not ridiculed at me these days, and my attitude is very high. I haven't heard it before, and I don't think it hurts my self-esteem. "
After a long time, the man smiled lowly, "Because you have a clear conscience, you are frank."