Chapter 1150: "Riding the Wind to Ask the Moon" (235)

But she couldn't lose her temper, yet she didn't dare to meet the patience and gentleness in Xu Chengfeng's eyes.
She leaned back weakly on the door, allowing him to press over and confine herself between her body and the door panel. She sideways avoided his gaze, her voice was full of dissatisfaction and unwillingness to say: "I am not I'm angry, I just don't want to make the same mistake again."
Xu Chengfeng's eyes looked at her gently: "Zuo Yue, I can tolerate all your current temper and resentment, but you can't just casually ignore your own reputation. The Los Angeles Zuo family is not an ordinary person. You know that when you openly admit that you are the boy’s girlfriend at this kind of banquet, he will leave a mark in your relationship history from now on. Whether it is true or not, he will make a deep mark. Anyone explain."
"I know, so what?" Zuo Yue raised his eyes to look at him: "Even if I have made a few boyfriends a few years later, even if others find out that my relationship history is chaotic, I have had one boyfriend after another. It’s much better than being by my uncle."
She even smiled while Xu Chengfeng frowned, "Yes, not my uncle, but in the eyes of others, you are my uncle. What else can you give me besides the identity of uncle, Xu Chengfeng?"
After Xu Chengfeng looked at her for a moment, his voice calmly asked, "What do you want?"
His eyes are always calm, and his voice is calm and can't hear much emotion.
Zuo Yue snorted: "Do you know why I refuse to look back?"
Xu Chengfeng looked at her: "You are scared."
"Yes, I'm scared." Zuo Yue looked at her sternly, raised his hand and gently pushed his hand on his shoulder away, without any intention of losing his temper, until he didn't force her anymore. Putting down her hand, she chuckled even more: "Whether it was three years ago or three years later, you are still the same Xu Chengfeng, but you keep your sanity all the time, no matter if it is I can't understand your true heart at any time."
"Just like when I thought you loved me too, just like when you could act as a loving couple with me for so many days before you left, I thought you loved me like I was miserable, but in the end I realized that everything was It's an illusion. It's because I'm too naive. In the final analysis, all the reasons are due to one reason, because you don't care enough, you don't love me so much that you love me desperately, and your reason is my greatest enemy."
"Including now, you said that you have no blood relationship with me, so you came back to find me, but Xu Chengfeng, you only want to come back and find what you lost because you didn't completely own it back then. Is it just because of possessiveness? And want to find me back to you, or is it really because of love? I don’t know, I can’t understand you, but I can’t feel anything.

"I'm afraid that once I get stuck in the mud again to the point where I can't leave the field, you will leave because of something. You can leave as if there is nothing left. I don't want to bear that anymore. That's me. The unbearable pain in life, if there is a second time, I might really die." Zuo Yue looked at him like this, with a little redness in the eyes, but forcibly forced herself not to cry.
"Because I have really loved deeply, that's why I'm so scared, but you can only treat me as venting, and only as if I'm taking anger." Zuo Yue chuckled with red eyes: "Your identity is now. You can’t change anything. I think it’s better to keep it like this. I won’t go to moths to fight the fire, and you don’t have to think that I am your concern anymore.

Xu Chengfeng looked at her, but he didn't speak, his eyes kept looking at her.
Zuo Yue opened her eyes, not wanting to look at his eyes, anyway, she had never really understood her for so long.
She sniffed quietly, raised her hand and rubbed her eyes, and wiped the warmth from her eye sockets before the tears fell: "I'm leaving now, I didn't care about the things at the Bai family. Come on, don’t take it to your heart. That’s my classmate. I don’t want to be embarrassed. Originally, I just came here to help."
"Zuo Yue."
Xu Chengfeng called her.
Zuo Yue pressed her lips and opened the door as if she hadn't heard.
As a result, there was a sudden violent collision and chaotic noise outside, and even the horrified cries of children brought by some people at the banquet. Zuo Yue's movements were stopped, and only a gap was opened. Xu Chengfeng opened up.
She took a passive step back inward.
Xu Chengfeng pulled her away from the door directly, and took the lead to walk out the door to take a look at the situation outside. He seemed to have seen something, and suddenly turned back to Zuo Yue with a cold and serious expression: "Inside, don't come out!"
Zuo Yue was alert that something must have happened outside, and was about to follow it out, Xu Chengfeng suddenly looked at her with an unusually serious cold eye: "Don't come out! Go in!"
Zuo Yue stagnated and looked at him like this: "What happened?"
Xu Chengfeng didn’t answer. He glanced at her and then looked towards the window in the lounge:
Go and close the curtains. Don’t let people outside find someone here. Lock the door. I didn’t come to tell you to come out. You are not allowed to make any noises! Remember?"
"What happened? Why..."
"boom--"
Suddenly, Zuo Yue's voice choked in her throat with the sound of a gunshot. She looked at Xu Chengfeng's serious eyes in amazement and heard the more frightened screams in the banquet hall outside.
"Is it here to look for you?" Seeing that he was leaving, Zuo Yue hurriedly stretched out her hand to hold him in worry.
"No, I am not so careless. Since I am willing to show up in such a place, of course there is a reason not to be tracked again." Xu Chengfeng said calmly, "But the people of all classes gathered in this banquet are offended. There are not fewer people who have come to the American underworld. I am not sure what will happen in a while, but you can go in and stay there, don’t come out.

Xu Chengfeng heard the worry in her tone, and looked back at her, and the tone was relaxed a bit and no longer so cold and serious: "Be obedient, go in."
"Since it's not aimed at you, then I'll be with you..."
Xu Chengfeng didn't wait for her to finish, and pushed her back into the door. Zuo Yue staggered back into the door and was about to come over. Xu Chengfeng closed the door and said outside the door, "You are obedient, don't run around. I will tell you the things you said just now after I leave safely from here. In short, trust me, Zuo Yue."
Zuo Yue originally wanted to open the door, but because of his words, she stopped trying to open the door. She stood still in the door, but her eyes were red.