Chapter 1166: 1168 Even you hate me? /Will and get

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Qin Shu listened to Chaoyan's aggrieved tone, she endured a smile and said, "I thought you like to eat."
Only in the next second, she thought that Chaoyan liked to pretend to be pitiful to win sympathy, and her smile gradually faded.
As Chaoyan heard the change in her tone, the corners of her mouth that had just been raised also stiffened, and he let out an "um".
Qin Shu looked at him suspiciously, a little wondering what he meant by the hum.
Chaoyan raised the wine glass in front of him. Although Qin Shu could not be seen, he knew that she was sitting opposite him.
He smiled and said: "Congratulations, I found my biological father."
Qin Shu frowned upon hearing this, "You even know that I found my biological father."
Chaoyan said: "Feng Jiuxiao has released the news that he has a daughter. You live in the Presidential Manor. Your mother and small wine are there. It is not difficult to guess that the daughter Feng Jiuxiao said is you."
Qin Shu nodded, agreeing with what he said.
Chaoyan said again, "If you don't eat such a table of dishes, I can't finish it all by myself, and it will be wasted if you throw it away."
Qin Shu looked down at the dishes in front of him, the table was full, and it was wasted if you didn't eat it. After hesitating for a while, she picked up the chopsticks and ate slowly, waiting for the face to speak.
Chaoyan knew that she had also moved the chopsticks, so he continued to eat. When he ate the vegetables this time, he didn't rush to bite, fearing that he would eat chili again.
Halfway through the meal, Qin Shu didn't even hear Chao Yan speaking. She raised her eyes to look towards Chao and asked, "Don't you have something to say?"
Zhaoyan ate the food, raised his head when he heard the words, and then nodded: "Well, there is a lot to say."
Qin Shu: "Then why don't you say?"
Chao Yan: "I finish the meal first, I will think about it later."
Qin Shu: "..."
When the meal was over, Chaoyan asked him to remove all the dishes and served a pot of good tea and delicate desserts.
Qin Shu just finished eating, a little greasy, and looked at the teapot on the table of the Eight Immortals. She stretched out her hand and poured herself a cup of tea. She was about to put it back. Seeing Chaoyan, she took out another tea cup and gave it to him. Pour a cup of tea and put it in front of him, then put the teapot back in place.
She picked up the tea cup and sipped a few sips of tea to her mouth. The fragrance of the tea was overflowing, and the fragrance of her lips and teeth remained. It was good tea.
Chaoyan just heard the news and knew that Qin Shu also poured tea for him. Although he did not fully understand her temperament, he still knew that she was a knife-mouthed tofu heart, and she said cruel words on the surface, but it was actually very easy. Softhearted.
He suddenly said: "You are the same as you were when you were a child, and you haven't changed at all."
"That's just your feeling." Qin Shu replied lightly, thinking in his heart, how could it not change after experiencing life and death once?
Chaoyan nodded, did not refute her, "Well, it's my feeling."
Qin Shu felt that Chao Yan was a bit inexplicable, so he asked her to say a word for a long time, and said something that was irrelevant. It felt like it was time-consuming.
She also found that he was a little different from the previous meetings, and she couldn't tell what was the difference.
Chaoyan took a few sips of tea, and then suddenly asked, "Do you still hate me?"
Qin Shuo stopped drinking tea, raised his eyes to look at Chaoyan, "Aren't you asking nonsense?"
Chaoyan twitched his lips: "Do you want revenge?"
Qin Shu was startled. She put down the tea cup in her hand and looked up at Chaoyan. She still didn't understand why he asked her to come today?
After a long silence, she said: "You asked me to come today because of this? If I wanted to kill you, I killed you in Chaoyanzhuang last year. I won't wait until now. But it doesn't mean I will forgive you."
"No, you didn't kill me because you couldn't do it, but you will regret it." In the last sentence, Chao Yan increased his tone.
Qin Shu didn't understand why Chaoyan wanted to target Fu Tingyu everywhere, and so vowed that she couldn't do it?
"I will not regret what I have done. If you still want to attack Fu Tingyu, I can swear that I will not be soft."
In the same way, her last sentence also emphasized her tone, not just talk.
Chao Yan chuckled, "It's okay if you don't let me do something against him, you promise me one thing."
Being threatened again, Qin Shu was really angry, threatening her again and again, using her as a soft persimmon?
"What else would you say besides threatening words? I don't know how I knew someone like you back then?"
If she didn't remember the clips of knowing him at the beginning, knowing his situation, and seeing him now, she would have some doubts that he was not the young man she knew at the beginning.
As soon as Qin Shu's voice fell, he suddenly became quiet, and he could only hear the wind around his ears, whistling.
Zhaoyan pursed his lips and covered him with gauze, making his expression invisible.
Qin Shu glared at Zhaoyan, his hands on the table clenched into fists, and the atmosphere suddenly became a little stiff.
After a long silence, Chaoyan asked, "You also regret knowing me?"
Chaoyan's voice was very low, as if he was somewhat depressed, but it was also difficult to hear his emotions.
Qin Shu was startled, he did not expect that he would ask such a question.
Chaoyan suddenly laughed twice, the laughter was very low and cold: "I never expect people to like me, since I hate it, then I hate it forever."
Qin Shu stared at Chaoyan for a long time, opened his mouth to say something, but didn't say a word in the end.
She retracted her gaze, thought for a while, and said, "I should go back."
At this moment, Chaoyan stood up suddenly, and he walked over with the Eight Immortals table in one hand.
Qin Shu looked at the face that suddenly stood up and walked towards her. A trace of doubt flashed in her eyes. When he approached, a faint smell of wine poured into her nose. The wine they had just drank was bamboo leaf green, with a taste Clear but not spicy.
She looked up at Chaoyan who was a head taller than herself, and asked, "What else do you have to say?"
Chao Yan: "I have nothing to say."
Qin Shu retracted his gaze, just in time to see Chaoyan's chest. His style of dress was a bit like that of his master. He liked to wear light colors, especially white and moon white, and his clothes had never changed since he was a teenager.
"Since there is nothing to say, then I will go back."
After speaking, she turned and left.
Suddenly, her slender figure fell into the arms of the people behind her. Before fainting, she was still thinking that Chaoyan is best at pretending to be pitiful, making people feel less vigilant.
It's just that she didn't know that he would actually stun her.
Chaoyan stretched out his arms to hug Qin Shu who had fainted, and pressed his blood-red lips to her ears and said: "I really have nothing to say, but I want you to be with me. It takes only a month. That’s enough, so we’ll have two cleanups. In the next life, don’t meet them again."
When Yin Shi came in, he saw that Qin Shu had passed out. He stepped forward to take Qin Shu, "Master, let me come."
"No, I'll do it myself."
Chao Yan directly refused, he hugged Qin Shu horizontally, and then went out.
Yin Shi looked at his master with some worry, his health was not good, and he was holding a person... He sighed helplessly and followed.
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Feng Jiuxiao rushed over in time for lunch.
The maids have put the dishes on the table one by one and withdrew.
Ling'er and Xiaojiu were already sitting at the table and had not moved their chopsticks.
Feng Jiuxiao looked at Ling'er and was afraid that when he was there, she would lose her appetite when she was upset, and hesitated for a while before sitting down beside her.
Xiaojiu already knew that Feng Jiuxiao had annoyed her, so Ling'er didn't visit him, let alone ignore him.
After sitting down, Feng Jiuxiao saw that only Xiaojiu was there, and he asked, "Xiaojiu, why didn't your mother come for lunch?"
Xiaojiu replied: "My mother went out and said that she was back in the afternoon."
Feng Jiuxiao nodded and looked sideways at Ling'er. Seeing that she had already picked up the chopsticks and started to eat, she was always unhappy when she ate.
He picked up the chopsticks and reached into the plate, picked up her favorite fish, and put it in her bowl.
Ling'er moved to eat, watching the extra fish in the bowl, she put down the bowl.
As soon as Feng Jiuxiao retracted her hand, she knew she was upset when she saw her letting it go.
He said: "You are too skinny, you should eat more."
Xiao Jiu raised his head and looked at the two people opposite, knowing that his grandfather had annoyed his grandmother. He rolled his eyes, put down the chopsticks in his hand, picked up the chopsticks on the table, and put a piece of sweet and sour ribs into the Ling'er bowl.
"Grandma, these are sweet and sour pork ribs. They are delicious."
Ling'er originally didn't want to eat it. Seeing the sweet and sour pork ribs from the wine, she raised her eyes at Xiaojiu and smiled, "Thank you, Xiaojiu."
Xiaojiu smiled and replied: "Mom also likes sweet and sour pork ribs."
When Ling'er heard this, she remembered that when Xiaobao was a child, she often made sweet and sour pork ribs for her. For more than ten years, she almost forgot that Xiaobao also liked sweet and sour pork ribs.
Whenever she thought of being separated from Xiaobao for more than ten years, she felt heartbroken, so she hated Feng Jiuxiao even more. If it were not for him, how could she have been separated from Xiaobao for so long?
Ling'er only ate a small bowl of this meal.
Xiaojiu has the habit of taking a nap, and wake up from a nap to do his homework.
Ling'er also went to the room for a nap.
Feng Jiuxiao followed in and closed the door.
Ling'er looked at the man who walked in, her tone was not good: "What are you doing here?"
Feng Jiuxiao said, "Ling'er, I want to take a nap with you."
Ling'er frowned and said, "I don't want to see you."
"Ling'er, we are husband and wife." Feng Jiuxiao was a little helpless and guilty.
When it comes to husband and wife, Ling'er gets angry and actually lied to her to get the certificate. She said dissatisfied: "What's wrong with the husband and wife? Can't the husband and wife get a divorce?"
As soon as Feng Jiuxiao heard the word divorce, his heart pressed tight. He stretched out his arms and hugged her into his arms, and said, "Ling'er, how can you say the word divorce casually?"
Ling'er struggled to figure it out, but was held tighter by the man. She said dissatisfiedly: "You lied to me when I got the certificate."
Feng Jiuxiao clasped his arms for a few more points, and he whispered: "Ling'er, we are over forty years old, and the time we spend together will be less than one day. I cherish every day I spend with you. I should deceive you, I should not leave my daughter selfishly. You are right, my love is selfish, and I can’t stand you being with other men. If I can bear it, I won’t go again and again. I'm looking for you."
He didn't know what to say, Ling'er could forgive him, but he really didn't want to be separated from her again for the rest of his life.
He looks young, but he is already more than 40 years old, almost 50 years old.
Ling'er said weakly, "Why did you know that today!"
Feng Jiuxiao said: "Ling'er, my feelings for you have not changed from beginning to end. I didn't tell you about the fake marriage. It was my fault. The past cannot be repeated, but I can promise. I will never lie to you for the rest of my life."
Maybe it was really getting older. Ling'er didn't have the urge to be a teenager, and was not so jealous of hatred.
Maybe it was too easy. After more than ten years of ease, the whole person became elegant and lazy.
"But it's too difficult to forget the things you've experienced. It's like a thorn in your heart. When you don't think about it, you will be well. Once you think of it, it will hurt."
She spoke slowly, inevitably a little sad.
Feng Jiuxiao heard the words and knew that the things that had happened before could not be made up, and could not bear it for her, and also knew that she couldn't get past the hurdle in her heart.
It hurts when I think of it because he is by his side.
He suddenly asked, "Ling'er, do you still love me?"
Ling'er loved him before, he knew it, so he didn't need to ask.
Only now, he couldn't be sure whether Ling'er still had feelings for him.
Feng Jiuxiao had never asked such a thing before, but Ling'er would ask.
Just like the first confession, she said: "I like you, do you like me?"
He just nodded.
Even the first time she hugged her, she asked, "Ziqing, do you love me?"
"Love."
But most of his answers are explained by actions, his possessiveness.
In fact, at that time, he still didn't fully understand love, but he knew that in his life he would never meet a girl who moved his heart so much and couldn't hold it.
Nor would she forget everything because of her smile.
It wasn't until she disappeared from his world that he slowly understood how much he loved Ling'er.
He is willing to give up his current position and identity for Ling'er.
"I remember before, I always asked you, now, you ask me instead."
Ling'er smiled, it felt really different, she asked, hoping that he could also love herself like she loved him.
When asked back, she was rather melancholy.
"I can't let you go and erase your memory because I want you to forget that other men fall in love with me again. But I forgot, after a long time, sometimes it's not love. If you really treat me a little The feelings are gone, then..."
When Feng Jiuxiao said this, he paused. The last few words were really hard for him to say, but thinking that she felt distressed every time she remembered, he continued: "I let you go, as long as you don't hide then I can."
Ling'er was stunned when he heard the words, and her body froze. She loved him, but she also hated him.
Maybe this result is the best.
She nodded, "Okay."
When Feng Jiuxiao heard the good words, he suddenly regretted it, but how could he take it back when he said it?
He can only take the second place, "Wait until the fetus is stable, then leave?"
Ling'er shook his head: "No, when Fu Tingyu arrives, I will leave Feng Yiguo with them."
Feng Jiuxiao could only nod his head in response, "Okay, then I have time to see you."
Ling'er did not refuse, because she knew that even if she refused, he would still come.
"Then you sleep for a while, I think you haven't eaten much for lunch, wake up and eat more."