: Round 344 Yuner's Diary

"Love, what's the use? I've thought about it countless times and told him things, but doing so will only drag him down. It's a huge sum of money. He can't have so much money. I don't want him to do it for this. Things beg and bow down to ask for help. He is such an arrogant person. I cannot be so selfish. "
Although it is an old thing, more than ten years have passed, but when Jin Duoxin narrates, she can still feel her heart twisted, but in her view, her definition of selfishness is ridiculously wrong.
She has affection for Zhao Ye, and Zhao Ye also has love for her.
The two people who love each other, go hand in hand, no matter how hard it is to eat, they are all as happy as the selfishness.
Unfortunately, the past cannot be changed.
"When did you know that Lin Yuner had leukemia?"
"After I finished the first TV series, Aunt Lin, oh, Yuner ’s grandmother, saw me on the poster after coming to S City. Jin Duoxin is not my destiny. I have no hukou at all. When he arrived at Zhao Ye, he tried to ask someone to get me a household registration. In order to prevent family members from finding me, I changed my name and no one told me. If Aunt Lin saw the poster and recognized me, she also I could n’t find me. After she found a way to find me, I learned that Yuner had leukemia. When she was nine years old, she suddenly fainted when she was in physical education class. After being sent to the hospital, she was diagnosed with leukemia. The hospital had a bone marrow examination, but none of them could match the type. Under desperate circumstances, Aunt Lin thought of me. I am Yuner's biological mother. There is a blood relationship. Maybe bone marrow matching can be successful. "
"You went, but the result was a mismatch." If the match is successful, you will not need 700,000 yuan in surgery costs, which can be reduced by at least one third.
Jin Duo nodded sadly, "After the Lin family left the village, three people in my family passed away because of leukemia. This is a natural genetic defect, but they all discovered it later, but Yun'er is still a child. The doctor said that he is getting older. The smaller, the greater the chance of cure. During that time, I visited many hospitals. I learned that Dr. He was the authority in this regard, and I found him by trusting him. "
This is in line with Zhao Ye's remarks, but she did not want to become the wife of the dean, but for her daughter.
"Dr. He is a good person. With my three and five beggings, I agreed to become Yuner ’s attending doctor, and told me that he will contact the International Children ’s Bone Marrow Bank in the near future. There are more opportunities there. He will help me pay attention to whether there is a suitable person. The child ’s donor, perhaps heavenly mercy, through the efforts of Dr. He, fortunately found a donor who meets the conditions of Yuner, but time does not wait for others. Every day, countless children are waiting for matching. He hopes that I can Immediately decided to perform surgery on Yuner, and he will arrange it as soon as possible in the hospital, but the operation cost has become a big problem. "Her face was full of the breath of being a mother, and she stood up." Seven hundred thousand, For me at the time, it was an astronomical figure. I just wanted to borrow it, and the Lin family had already been stubborn. The two couples who adopted Yuner died when she was 7 years old because of an accident in farming. Other uncles and uncles If you do n’t want to take the money out, even if you ’re willing, it ’s just a lot of money. It wo n’t help at all. Yuner is already skinny, weak, and has a fever because of chemotherapy. If she has another fever, I ’m afraid I ’m going to lose my skills. I ca n’t just watch her leave the world before she grows up. I want her to recover and grow up peacefully. For this reason, I ’m willing to sell my soul at any cost. It doesn't matter. "
Mother ’s love is always great. For the sake of children, it ’s hard to be tired and tired. It ’s also the mother ’s blessing to understand her mood at the time, but she ca n’t comfort her at this moment and continue to ask,
In order to make up this surgery Fei, you asked Zhang Xian for help. "
"Yes!" There was a clear bitterness in the corner of her mouth, but there was no slight regret in her eyes. "After I finished the first TV show, although there was no hit, but there was some fame in the circle, only Missing a person who would be willing to give me a lot of money to support me, Zhao Ye once told me that even if no one supports me, I can become a big player after three years, but I ca n’t wait for three years, I ca n’t change it unless I sell myself. The hope of her daughter's survival. "
"So, before this, Zhang Xian has actually found you?"
She pulled away a void and sour smile, full of irony in her eyebrows, "Don't they like this kind of famous, but half-red and non-violet female star, then I obviously met the conditions for their hunting, and Zhang Xian I have always been very interested in me. "
Once she also hoped to rely on her own efforts to climb to the top of the entertainment circle and write her life with pride. When she reaches the peak, it is the moment when she and her daughter are reunited. However, the relentless fate makes her beautiful Expectations fell, but she did not regret it.
The strength in her eyes is like a tone, without complaint and regret, "I don't care what I will be in the future, I only need money, enough money to allow Yuner to restore health."
Although she is not only self-esteem, but also has a bright future, and a happy love, but in front of her beloved daughter, all this is no longer important.
He asked: "Can Zhang Xian give you 700,000?"
Undercover so far, the one she has been in contact with the most is Zhang Xian. What kind of person he is, she knows best, but 700,000 pairs of Jin Duoxin is not a small number, and it is also for Zhang Xian. According to his greedy character, he is asked to immediately It was hard to convince him to give out 700,000 to Jin Duoxin. He was suspicious, cunning, and gave money. If the water floated, what would happen, he could not be so refreshing.
Jin Duo replied with a blank expression: "I have nothing to do, I told him that I can do whatever I want, become a tool for letting go, or accompany some men with perverted preferences, I can do it!"
As long as she is given money, she doesn't matter.
He looked at her in shock and could imagine what happened to her at her best age.
This is indeed Zhang Xian's weakness, 700,000 for a woman who doesn't care to ask him to pick him up, this account is very cost-effective, let alone 700,000, 7 million, Jin Duoxin can help him earn it.
She looked at Jin Duoxin. She seemed expressionless when she talked, but her clenched hands revealed her inner grief.
This woman is full of holes both in body and soul.
He was afraid that if we talked about this topic further, Jin Duoxin would get out of control. In fact, the general situation is basically the same as her reasoning. It does n’t make any sense to ask more questions. What matters is the latter thing.
She quietly dismissed the topic, "Lin Yuner underwent surgery at the age of 10 and recovered her health. Then she returned to Lin's family and was raised by her grandmother. At the age of 19, she was admitted to Donghua Film and Television Academy. Haven't you contacted? "
It is speculated that they had not contacted, otherwise Jin Duoxin could not recognize Lin Yun'er who grew up. Even if he couldn't recognize it, Lin Yuner would always recognize the name. After many years of meeting, he met a girl with the same name as her daughter. Even if she does n’t recognize it, she will surely attract her attention. After a long time, she will be able to recognize it naturally. Mother and daughter are connected, but they are short of time.
Jin Duo shook his head, "No."
"why?"
Jin Duo smiled bitterly, but said nothing.
Xuan Xuan replied for her, "Because you do n’t think she deserves to be her mother anymore?" This is Zuan Xuan's guess from her words. She is too proud. After entering the magic cave of the OK club, that pride has been worn away. Clean, I am afraid that only low self-esteem.
"You are also a mother. Are you willing to let your children know that you are ... a prostitute ... a woman?" She said the word prostitute with her teeth, and then shook her head violently, "I can't let her know that she is studying It ’s a good idea, better than many boys. It ’s bound to have a bright future, but if someone else knows that her mother is such a woman, it will ruin her life. I ca n’t let this happen.

Therefore, she refused to see her after the operation, and did not allow the Lin family to mention herself, erasing everything about herself. In order to prevent the Lin family from coming to see her again, she even told Aunt Lin cold-blooded that she would soon become a big star, I don't want to deal with them anymore, let alone know that she has such a big daughter.
Although Xu Zhen ca n’t agree with her approach, she understands her bitterness, "I think something is very strange. A few years later, Lin Yun'er, who grew up, suddenly appeared in front of you. You did n’t recognize it. So many years have passed, and the Women's University has changed. It's not surprising that you can't recognize it, but don't you remember the name? "
"The name Yuner was changed when she was twelve years old. Most of the Lin family died of leukemia. She is the only one who can escape from the spell of leukemia. Aunt Lin is afraid that she will relapse in the future. A master gave her eight characters, and there was a saying in the countryside that she changed her name for luck, and her name was changed to Yuner, which I learned later. "
She cut off all contact with Lin's family, and her daughter changed her name, so she didn't know it.
He also realized that.
The name was changed. The only time I saw a child was when she was tortured by skin pain and skinny. She hadn't seen it since then, and she met again more than ten years later.
But the fact is that she broke off contact with the Lin family, but the aunt Lin, I'm afraid it was not like that.
In order for her daughter to put everything together to make up 700,000 women, how could she abandon her daughter coldly and ruthlessly, maybe mentioned from time to time, let Lin Yuner know her life experience, I believe she is full of admiration for Jin Duo heart Affection, so I won the Academy of Film and Television.
It's a pity ... It's really a pity.
Jin Duo choked with tears, tears dripping, "I never thought that one day Yuner will come to me ..."
Xu Zhen knows how painful she is in her heart, but Lin Yuner ’s accident is the key to the whole case. Even if it is cruel, she has to ask.
"What the happened that day?"
Jin Duo ’s sad expression suddenly became terrible, and her pupils were enlarged. "It was Lin Chutong. Her popularity in the OK club began to decline. Lest she could not stand on her feet again, she thought of using Yuner, my Yuner, then Beautiful, so kind, why did she die! "
You can imagine the situation at that time. A woman who can sacrifice all women for fame and fortune has nothing to dare to do.
"Yun'er wouldn't go to the villa originally, because she was there."
"So, Lin Chutong is the daughter of the Lin family, don't you know?"
"If I knew, I wouldn't watch her push Yuner into the fire pit."
Not many of the Lin's children knew her, and Lin Chutong would naturally not know her. Everything happened by coincidence, which also caused a tragedy.
"In order to please Zhang Xian, Zhuang Ting invited Xi Mingcheng, a hypocrite. Xi Mingcheng was generous and had always been Zhang Xian's desperate man. On that day, Lin Chutong nominally gave Yuner a birthday, but actually wanted to give her to Xi Mingcheng, as expected. When Xi Mingcheng saw Yun'er, she moved her evil thoughts, Zhuang Ting, Jiang Wanli, Lin Chutong, pretending to be drunk, in order to let Xi Mingcheng start, and I ... Hahahaha ... "She laughed miserably," I thought Yuner is the same as Lin Chutong, but it is pure. After all, the villa is used for this purpose every time. Some people will be innocent. I will go to Zhang Xian to order aftermath. I will Not thinking about it, I just wanted to cope with it and hurried away, but that day Zhuang Ting used spirits, I was really drunk, and when I heard the scream, I found that Xi Mingcheng approached Yuner to Zhuang Ting's studio , Intent to rape, struggling, on the shelf ... "She wept silently, the cry was strong, and she could no longer speak.
This is more than tragic, it is utterly miserable.
"When did you know she was your daughter?"
"When Yuner was sent to the hospital, the doctor asked the family members to sign for the operation. Lin Chutong was afraid, he didn't dare to sign, and said he would wait for grandma to come ... She mentioned Aunt Lin's name ..." She looked up and tears along With her cheeks rolling, "Gosh, I knew then that this girl was my daughter, my own daughter ... but what I did, what I did!" She thumped her fist The desk, "I can't do anything. I can only watch her look beyond recognition. I lie on the hospital bed, and I want to rush in to hug her, but I know it is impossible for OK Club to let her go. They are too powerful. There are methods. Besides, Xi Mingcheng ’s identity is not ordinary. If he does n’t do what he says, Yuner has no possibility of living. I can only endure. I can only pretend to be a bystander, but I have thought about it. After things pass, find a way to send her abroad, and there will be better treatments abroad, but I did not expect that she would commit suicide! Why should she give up her life so easily, why !? "
She cried and clamored, and soon attracted the waiter.
Xu Hao had to say hello apologetically and appease Jin Duo Xin who was about to get out of control.
This mother who loves her daughter has been blaming herself since her daughter died. No one has ever uncovered this secret, and no one can listen to her tell the secret. She needs a way to vent, and today she will The tears that I dare not shed, the secrets I dare not say, are all spoken out, and is it not a kind of extreme catharsis.
"Lin Yuner must have spoken to you before she died. She was here to see you, and she could not commit suicide without saying anything."
"She didn't say anything, she just looked at me with her eyes, as if to say why she wasn't saved, why she lied to those beasts! I regret it! I shouldn't be afraid, I should hold her tightly , She must have been disappointed with me when she died! "
Xu Zhen passed the tissue in her hand, and she was right. Perhaps this was one of the reasons for Lin Yun'er's suicide.
Her own mother and the beasts who harmed her were a gang, and this pain might make her tearful.
But ... the suicide note says I do n’t want to be ugly ...
Unwilling to go ugly, it means that she disfigured, but she always felt that it was not in line with Lin Yun'er's character.
"She really didn't say anything?"
"No!" Jin Duoxin shook his head again.
"So how do you know the murderer?"
"When I sorted Yuner's relics, I found her diary. Some of the diaries mentioned a man, but there was no specific name. I only knew that the man liked dogs. They knew them in small animal adoption agencies."
"Diary!" The light in Liang's eyes suddenly turned on. "Where is the diary now?"
Jin Duoxin hesitated, "It's burnt ..."
Burned out?
That was her daughter's relic, how could it be burned.
"You'd better not lie to me, because I don't believe a word, I know your mood, but this is a murder case, life is close to the sky, how regretful you are, how much you want to save your daughter's lover, that is your business And my duty is not to let the murderer go wrong. "
"He is avenging Yuner! He is not wrong!" Jin Duoxin retorted.
At first she didn't know that the murderer was her daughter's lover. Before Lin Chutong died, she received a letter telling her that he would avenge Yuner and make her try to make a proof of absence. She once thought it was a prank. Therefore, when Lin Chutong died, she only felt evil and evil. Until Xi Mingcheng died, she realized that the letter was true.
But this matter she will never tell 皛 皛.
The murderer is Yun'er's favorite person. She must find him herself. She has decided that as long as she finds this person, persuade him so that he can run, and after running, she will personally deal with Jiang Wanli and Zhuang Ting, after that she will surrender herself and take all the crimes against herself.
This is the only thing she can do for her daughter.
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