: Candid (2)

In the night, Ji Yining's choking voice was scattered in the wind, sentence by sentence, intermittently.
He heard her say: "Tang Yi, I waited for you all night, but you have the smell of two people..."
Before she finished speaking, she broke off, tears falling, dripping on the back of his hand, cold and clear, sliding straight down from the sky, as if she could hear tears falling to the ground.
Ji Yining is not like this.
The great joy and the great sadness are far away from Ji Yining. For the past two years, the Ji Yining that Tang Yi has seen has always been calm. Even if there is pain in her heart and the pain is like a sea, she can conceal it as calm as a bamboo forest without yu, as if the world collapsed in front of her. , She can accept with a smile.
Killing teeth and blood swallowing, j has almost become Ji Yining's instinct. Ji Yining didn't often laugh in front of Tang Yi, but Ji Yining didn't even cry in front of Tang Yi.
Tang Yi felt soft in a moment.
As if finally awake, his conscience and morality returned again, he hurriedly hugged her down, and carefully hugged her into his arms.
"It's me who is wrong," he hugged her, apologized in a low voice in her ear, his voice was unspeakably soft: "I shouldn't leave you on the night of your birthday, shouldn't be with another nv person , I shouldn't lie to you, Yining is sorry..."
Ji Yining raised his hand to cover his mouth.
There was water in the eyes between her fingers, and her hands were covered, and she couldn't speak.
She knew that Tang Yi never bowed his head to others, never apologized to others. And now, such a Tang Yi who would say sorry to her stood in front of her, deliberately tempting her to be greedy for him to the end.
Deep in his mouth, Ji Yining burst into tears.
"I was not like this before," her voice sounded sad: "I was never like this before I met you."
Tang Yi patted her on the back, coaxing her and asked, "What are you like now?"
She did not dare to say, closed her eyes. After struggling for a day, she was finally tired, so tired that she didn't even have the strength to keep herself safe. After being silent for a while, she finally confessed to him.
"I finally learned some bad things. For example, I know that lady is not a bad person, I know she is a good person, but I still can't treat her with a normal heart, and I can't say that I accept her. , I can’t even like her. Seeing you with her, I can’t make myself not mind not thinking about it. This feeling is very tiring. Suspecting a person is itself a very tiring thing... …I’ve been thinking today, when will Ji Yining finally become such a person? Suspicion, jealousy, anger, these things that I have tried to stay away from all these years, I have all learned today."
Really, feelings are never a redemption. No matter what the ending is, it is a kind of killing, killing others, and hurting oneself.
After two nv people have passed the same man in ai, how can they be seamless.
It is an nv person, not a god.
"My philosophy teacher told me before that there is one belief and only one belief that we can use to reach the salvation that we expect in our hearts. It should be negative x, and it can stand against all positive things, it is this The denial of faith x allows us to become humble. In this relationship, even light and darkness become unimportant. The teacher said that this faith is'God'. I used to think so. Until today, I realized that it should not be God."
He listened quietly to what she said, "Then you discovered today, what should it be?"
She hugged him tightly and buried him deeply in his mouth.
"It's'Tang Yi'..."
Prehistoric generations.
Cambrian is bleak. Chalk is complicated.
After that, there is no ai period, the vicissitudes of life, because of the aiyu, the earth is not old, the sky is not deserted.
In the past so many years of life, Ji Yining has always been a person who stayed in Wuai Ji. It was Tang Yi who took her away from Wuai Ji.
So now, it is not God but Tang Yi that can save her from jealousy, jealousy, and anger.
"You are the city of Troy protected by Ares, a city that cannot be occupied..."
Suddenly she raised her hand, unbuttoned his shirt, and then kissed, tears flowed down while kissing, and she slid all the way from his mouth, telling him to see how helpless she was in their relationship. .
"So, I need a reliable whistleblower. Just like the Greek when the Trojans slaughtered the city at the end. I need him to tell me where your weaknesses are, where you are most vulnerable, and where your wounds are. Where, where is your ai hatred. Only in this way, I will have the opportunity to attack you, occupy you, and make you fall. Instead of letting other nv kids understand you, know your habits, and make you a well-known city-state. "
Tang Yi was shocked for five minutes.
Five minutes later, he realized what she was saying to him and what she wanted him to understand.
Tang Yi immediately laughed.
"Ji Yining, do you even have to talk in circles like this when you act like a baby to a man?"
He laughed, almost admiration in it, "You never thought, in case I don't understand, your hard work and frankness will be in vain?"
"You know, I know you know," she stood on tiptoe and kissed his lips, "you don't need to hide from me, I know that you know you better than me. Talking to you, I never have to consider whether you can listen or not. Understand this kind of thing."
Tang Yi squeezed her jaw, his eyes flashed with playfulness.
"So, what I know about what you just said is that you want to monopolize me and not allow others to approach me. Did I understand it wrong?..."
Her face flushed immediately, and she blushed and said two words: "No..."
Tang Yi slowly leaned down, hugged her waist, and stared at her.
He pressed her lips, and his muffled voice rang out unkindly: "I also understand that you want me to save you and delete all the negative things in your heart. You not only want me to talk to you with my heart, but also I want to talk to you personally... Am I wrong?..."
Ji Yining instantly burned all over.
He shook his head, still those two words: No. He understood it correctly.
She knew that only Tang Yi could understand her in this world.
...
So, lingering overnight.
Body t is our most honest part, beginning and end, beginning and end.
The bed in the bedroom dented deeply because of the weight of two people. He took off her skirt, kissed her thin and thin shoulders, and kissed her all the way, making a well-balanced blind date.
She saw his complex JiNg's face, with emotions surging.
Tang Yi's methods of torturing people in bed have always been good, and even more tonight, endless patterns have made Ji Yining so restrained and so hard that she almost feels like she is going crazy in some moments.
"...Do you know how afraid I am to lose you?"
He kissed her abrupt butterfly bone behind her, and her whole body was pressed down by him, so she did not see how gentle Tang Yi was at this time.
"Losing someone is very painful," he told her, "I know that feeling, so I won't let you leave me."
She paused, calmed her breath, couldn't help asking: "Who have you lost?"
He did not answer.
Just kissed her blindly, and then suddenly entered her carefully.
The sudden reunion made Ji Yining scream unpreparedly.
Just when she fell into love and took everything from him, she vaguely heard Tang Yi's voice rang.
"It's my mother.... She disappeared one day suddenly, and it was too late when I found her. Then I sorted her belongings and found a balloon, which she bought to celebrate my birthday, but was She blew it up, and she put it aside. All her relics were contaminated with her breath. I watched it every day, and finally one day I felt that I couldn’t stand it because it was so painful. I put away all her things. Only the balloon that was blown up stayed on me, because I always felt that her call x1 was still inside..."
Ji Yining endured his rhythm. He deliberately told her that he couldn't understand what he was talking about. Ji Yining didn't know why he didn't let her hear clearly, so she could only call his name intermittently.
He finally stopped, hugged her whole body, and spoke to her softly in her ear.
"Yining, do you know that from the moment I got you, I knew that the relationship between us has started a countdown. No matter how hard I try, the time limit between us is only one generation. If you leave on the way , I can go to you, but this in itself is already a kind of loss. Sometimes I lose you as a person, sometimes I lose your feelings for me, and the only certainty is that we all lose time ..."
Tang Yi rarely said such love words. Once he did, it was when he was most honest.
Ji Yining was shocked when he heard it, and turned to look at him.
"Tang Yi..."
"So, don't do anything like today, okay?" He looked at her with persistence and helplessness: "Don't just disappear like this, okay?"
She nodded.
Such a strong and weak Tang Yi could not refuse her.
Her obedience finally made Tang Yi smile slightly.
He put her in his arms and told her a word against her lips.
"You know? A man has only one heart. If I give it to you, it's impossible to give it to others."
...
In the middle of the night, the night wind was so cold and he was so warm, so Ji Yining was completely stunned.
Finally I know that there is one sentence that is right.
ai is a difference in one thought, the happiest thing is that you have called gently, and I happen to have answered.