Chapter 1196: Bad guy

What does it feel like to drown?
Mu Zi recalled, and slowly said: "The body has become very heavy...Water is coming from all directions, the nose and throat are hot and painful, and the lungs seem to be torn...The brain is hypoxic and dizzy. When these pains are over After that, the eyes will turn into darkness, and the whole world will be extremely quiet, as if nothing exists anymore..."
Mu Zening listened intently.
Listening to the woman in front of me, tell him the experience of death bit by bit.
This feeling made him dazed and confused. He almost unconsciously asked her: "If you didn't die that day, what would we look like now?"
Mu Zi was dumbfounded, staring at him empty eyes: "I don't know..."
She never seemed to have thought about it. If she was on the yacht that night, how would the ending be different?
Will you find the warmth of Mu Zening and Qiao Jingjia?
Will you accept Murong Cheng's pursuit?
"There is no if..." Mu Zi said softly, "There will never be if in this world..."
Don't think about what if, don't think about it, because in addition to being confused, you are still confused.
"At that time you died and I was in pain, but I didn't expect that when you came back to life, I would be more painful." Mu Zening laughed at himself, "Compared with the pain later, I really hope you were real at that time. Really died...From now on, I will miss it, let me remember, and then I will start my new life, career or marriage with a good memory, and it will be completely new, not like this..."
Mu Zi smiled faintly, and opened her frozen lips: "I let you down..."
Mu Zening looked at her and wanted to say that he was not disappointed.
Rebirth, bringing new life, this is a surprise.
He was just disappointed that she was overly unrestrained after rebirth, as if she would abandon her former love decisively and cleanly after life and death, without any burden, without burden, and fell in love with others easily.
How unfair.
She had walked far forward, but he was trapped in place.
If she died, he would be able to cheer up again.
But she lived, and brought a series of humiliation and harm to his life. He couldn't throw away, escape, and let go. He could only live in the past and live in stagnant water.
Mu Zening thought a lot, a lot...
He is not great, nor selfless, even if he has loved, that relationship has long been thinned by hatred, and this thinness is destined to disappear with time.
How much is his love left?
do not know.
But, even if I don't love it anymore, I don't want to watch her die again.
From beginning to end, he just wanted to trap her by his side, for the lost obsession, and for that little dignity.
In the cold water, there was nowhere to go, and the body temperature lost rapidly.
The ice floes under him and Mu Zi shook, sinking lower and lower. If you continue, maybe you don’t have to wait until freezing to death, you will be drowned, right?
"Su Zi, don't sleep, Murong Cheng will come to rescue you." Mu Zening smiled bitterly, "Although that guy is a bastard, he is really good to you."
Mu Zi's eyelids became heavier and heavier, half opened his eyes, and smiled at him.
Mu Zening stared at her in a daze, for a moment, trying to see that little smile carefully.
He got closer and seemed to want to kiss her.
Mu Zi was lying on the ice, her body already frozen, unable to move.
However, his lips came close, but he stopped, maybe because he didn't have any strength, maybe because of other reasons... He was so close, his eyes were deep with water, and he seemed to have a thousand words, but in the end he only spoke. One sentence: "I wish I never loved you..."
Mu Zi realized something vaguely.
At this time, Mu Zening released his hands.
"Leave Tangtang a way out, I let her kill everyone, she doesn't understand anything..."
He murmured, his body slowly sinking, falling into the bottomless darkness, letting the cold river water completely submerge.
Mu Zi stared blankly, tears streaming down unknowingly, and his cheeks were cold.
"Good bad guys," she murmured.