Chapter 41: Confession

Three days after Nangong floated away, the flowers gradually departed from the imperial palace in Xi'an An to become emperors. The news soon passed to Ye Yin, and with the news came an urgent letter, the content of which was nothing more than to Ye Yin rushed to Ancheng as soon as possible and went to worship.
After reading the letter, Ye Yin smiled silently, and wrote a short text message that he could not go to Ancheng. Ye Yin let the pigeons fly.
Hua Fa Li must be very busy, so I did n’t care about picking myself up, so I did n’t see the real reason why I did n’t go to Ancheng, I just hope he never knows well, otherwise he must be based on his personality Will guilt and blame, that will affect the newly formed dynasty, and he does not want to spend away from guilt. His friends are not many. He does not want his true friends to live in blame. Fortunately, all the decrees to be promulgated in time have passed Hua Huali away early, and those who have not completed are still writing, only to know that his time is too late.
I watched the pigeons fly away, Ye Yin sighed low, can he wait to get Nangong floating back?
When Rouge came in, Ye Yin was leaning on the broth by the window to read a book. His head was slightly tilted and uncombed. He was a bit messy behind him. His left leg was slightly bent, and a roll was placed on his knee. Opened book, the hand on the book looked pale and thin, it was a slender and slender hand, but only a few days later became a bit thin, the light blue blood vessels on the back of his hand had been Slightly raised, Ye Yin's vitality is rapidly passing.
"Drink the medicine!" Rouge looked down, covering his anxiety.
Ye Yeyin took the medicine from Rouge and took a sip, then looked at his hand and laughed at himself: "I can't wait to get Nangong brother back."
Will Ye Yin's hands: "Knowing that you are not well, and you don't know how to take a good rest. Are you too long?"
Ye Ye smiled and smiled, "I'm afraid I don't have much time left, so I just want to do more."
Rouge flashed a sadness in his eyes, and reluctantly said, "You will be fine."
"Rouge, do you hate me?" This was a question lingering in his heart for a long time, he always wanted to ask but did not dare to ask.
Rouge stunned for a while, then shook his head, "No hate! I never hated you."
Ye Yin had some sadness in his eyes, and he took a trace of uneasy restlessness: "Rouge, you should blame me, you know, that day you could not have been ....... I could save you that day, but I did not Send someone to save you, I sacrificed you to achieve my purpose. Rouge, I'm sorry! I know I can't make up for the damage you do no matter what I do, I ... "
所以 "Why did you stop that sword for me?" Rouge asked calmly, and then said, "I know everything you said."
Ye Ye chuckled, and Rouge slowly said, "I heard all of you talking to Playboy that day. I wanted to ask you a word that day, but ..."
Ye Ye smiled bitterly, "You heard it all, but you still don't blame me?"
Rouge slowly shook his head again, and said lightly, "No complain, never complain."
The loquat leaves were drooping and silent, and the room suddenly became extremely quiet.
After a gust of wind, the leaves outside the window were blasted by the wind, and several leaves fell to the ground with the wind. The sweet-scented osmanthus has been lost. Although the fragrance of osmanthus still remains in the courtyard, the weather is gradually getting colder.
Rouge walked over, reached out and closed the window, and then said, "It's cold, don't sit by the window, it's easy to get cold. Your body can't stand toss now."
Ye Yeyin nodded, and suddenly said: "Rouge, listen to Brother Du said that I was injured and you treated me for the injury. Do you know medicine?"
Rouge poured a cup of tea for Ye Yin and put it in his hand and said, "My medicine was learned from my grandfather. My grandfather had done a great medicine in the previous dynasty. His medicine is very high, but he wo n’t show it to the animals Sick. "The expression of rouge was a little bleak, and then he continued," You knew about my life, but you may not know that my grandfather was a medical doctor. My grandfather and my grandpa are very nice Friend, grandfather, because he does n’t like being restricted by the government, he resigned with the help of his grandfather, and made a countryman. It was also because of this that Chu Feiye killed my whole family for the invitation, I was secretly rescued by the grandfather and escaped. It was a pity that my grandfather also later ... I have been studying medicine with my grandfather since I was a child. My grandfather never wanted me to think of revenge, because I am a weak woman who ca n’t move Chu Feiye, and I also obey the grandfather ’s words With his quiet life in the country, but then ... after my grandfather was killed by Qi Chengfeng, I was left with nothing but revenge. "
"Rouge, in fact, your grandfather taught you very well." Looking at the rouge with pain in his face, Ye Yin didn't know how to comfort him, so he had to say.
Rouge suddenly smiled: "Do you know what I was thinking about staying in the room the first few days after you brought me here?"
"You ..." Ye Yin shook his head.
"Thinking of you!" Rouge looked at Ye Yin and said, "I'm thinking, would you still want me for my body?"
Ye Yin opened his mouth in surprise, and Rouge smiled happily when he saw Ye Yin's expression, saying, "I like you, haven't you seen it? I saw you once, and exactly that night you were dressed in white, as if falling from the sky. When I showed up in my room, I had a little trouble for you. Later, you negotiated with me and you would cooperate with me. At that time, you talked about your manners and your manners made me heartbroken. I promised to cooperate with you. Part of the reason is that your style has convinced me. Later, I really liked you because of your "Song of Water Tune". When you asked me in front of so many people that day, if I liked you I just want to tell you, I am! Unfortunately, I could n’t. Then when you told me not to serve Chu Feiye, I was really happy. One of my thoughts at that time was if I could keep it innocent , Then I deserve you, but ... "
"After I was brought here by you, I never dared to face myself, because I knew that I would never be worthy of you if I lost myself. With your character, appearance, and talent, you will definitely meet in the future. There are many women, but I am nothing, but I am still unwilling, so I want to ask you, can you stay with me, even if you do n’t have any identity, as long as you can stay with you But I heard your conversation with Playboy that day and I was desperate for a moment. "
Ignoring the stunned Ye Yin, Rouge continued: "Knowing that you don't want to save me, I'm sad and disappointed, because it means that you don't have me in your heart, if you have me in your heart, you will never let other men you Mine, but ... but I haven't complained to you, I can't bear to blame you, I still like you. People often say that once a woman falls in love with a man, it will become stupid, that's how I am, all day and all night I'm entangled in whether you like me or not, but I still don't have the courage to ask you to ask you, I'm afraid you will say words that make me more desperate, I would rather you stay with me and prepare meals for me , Because then I can feel that you have me in my heart. I thought life would go on like this, but unfortunately ... "
Rouge gently shook his head and did not go on, but Ye Yin was really stupid!
Ye Yeyin continued to stare at Rouge with a stunned expression. He couldn't react, and Rouge's words completely scared him. Was this a confession? He was confessed by a woman? This ..., this ..., can he faint?
Ye Ye's dull expression provoked Rouge a chuckle, and the sullen heart suddenly relaxed. This young man who was so stubborn about everything could have such a reaction? Isn't he very resourceful and able to calculate, can he calculate her heart? Her heart was upset by the boy, and he was restless, and now he should be depressed!
Rouge stood up, hiding the smile deep in his eyes, and said softly, "You can rest for a while! I'm going to prepare dinner, by the way, my real name is Xie Lanzhi, not Rouge."
Rouge, no, after Xie Lanzhi left, Ye Yin has always been that dull look. Xie Lanzhi told him that he was really indigestible. No matter in past or present life, he never thought he would be confessed by a woman. Is it Is he too successful as a man?
Ye Yeyin's expression has been very tangled until Du Luo came in. He did not return to his mind. Seeing Ye Yin's stagnation, Du Luo curiously said, "Xiao Qi, what's wrong with you, what is this expression?"
Ye Yeyin wondered whether she should cry or shook her head with a smile, and murmured, "It's nothing, it's just scared."
"Scared?" Du Luo said suspiciously. "Small Seven, have you been intimidated by others? Tell me, who scared you? What scared you?"
Ye Yeyin shook his head. He didn't have the courage to tell Du Luo that he was scared because he was confessed by Rouge. He was afraid that he would be laughed to death by speaking out!
Pouting at the corner of his mouth and twitching a few times, Ye Yinxi casually changed the topic and said, "Brother Du, is she all right?"
This kid actually changed the subject? It seems that the thing that scared him should be an awkward thing for him, and it is not a trivial matter. What could it be? There is only him and Rouge and the two people he brought, and only Rouge who can enter Ye Yin's room seems to be Rouge, but what Rouge said scared him?
Seeing Du Luo not answering, he looked at himself without blinking, Ye Yin knew what Du Luo was suspecting, so he coughed out: "Brother Du, don't think about it, it's fine."
All right? Are you okay like that? Du Luo sneered. Although the boy didn't want to say anything, he couldn't ask, but ... he could check it out if he wanted to! Putting away his thoughts, Du Luo said, "Little Seven, what do you think of today?"
"That's it, neither good nor bad." Ye Yin calmly said that his condition was getting worse day by day. He didn't know if he could wait until Nangong came back, but he didn't want to worry.
Du Luo's brow frowned tightly. He asked Ye Yin's physical condition every day, and each time Ye Yin calmly told him "That's it." They were carefully avoiding sensitive topics, as if not saying Ye. Yin will be really okay, but Du Luo knows that Ye Yin's condition is really worse every day. Although he always smiles lightly every day, his body is getting weaker every day and his spirit is getting worse every day. There was nothing he could do about it.
"Brother Du, you haven't said how about Aman!" Du Luo's silence, Ye Yin understood, but he didn't want his friend to be hurt because of him. If death was something he had to face, then he He will accept it calmly. After all, the person who has died once is not so afraid of death. He just regrets that he has not done many things that he wants to do.
"Why are you so calm? Xiaoqi, I don't think you can look down on life and death so much at your age. We all know that your body is getting worse every day. You are approaching death step by step. Why aren't you scared? Xiaoqi, I would rather you would be afraid to complain like a normal person. The calmness you showed would make me feel like you are waiting for death, Xiaoqi, you ca n’t be so heartless!
Du Luo growled, his voice The pain in the middle band was suppressed.
"A normal person? Am I not a normal person?" Ye Yin smiled slowly, quietly, "Brother Du, I'm not heartless, I know you're worried about me, but afraid of being useful? Death is something everyone needs. I faced it, but I was just ahead of time. If I had to die, I hope I faced it with a smile instead of complaining, and complaining can only make people around me unhappy, so I choose to be calm. In fact, Brother Du Death is just the beginning. Death in this world may be reborn in another world, so why be afraid? "
Du Luo shuddered, bowed his head and said: "Little Seven, you are not afraid of me, I am really afraid that when you came to see you the next morning, you were already ..., Little Seven, you must hold on, you must wait until Nangong floats Bring the antidote back, okay? "
"Okay!" Ye Yin looked down and covered the sadness in his eyes. He would try to live in this world as much as possible, if God gave him a chance.
Du Luo stood up, his eyes were deep, maybe he could n’t just rely on Nangong to float alone. I do n’t know if that person got the news. Although he did n’t like the man, this time he hoped that the man was really like the legend. Like everything.