Chapter 90: destroy

"Jing Xuan, you finally came alive, I thought you .... When I read the novel's first recommendation to read it quickly, when General Nie sent you back, I was startled by your appearance." Dongfang Yan sat On the chair, Ren Fengyao, who was getting thinner, was full of worries. "Jing Xuan, I heard that you arrived in Yancheng in order to save the country's young prime minister Ye Yin. Are you familiar with him? He Is it your brother? You look at you, and he almost even hit him for his life. "
Standing in front of the window, the man in the blue shirt quietly looking out of the window did not turn back or make a noise. In the past six months, Dongfang Ling has knocked on his relationship with Ye Yin several times, but he can say nothing and say no. Export. What can he say? Say that young prime minister is his former wife?
"Jingxuan, you ... forget it, take a good rest. This time you can go back from the Ghost Gate and come back. I am very grateful to God." Dong Fang stood up and said, "The new emperor Nan Rong ascended the throne, Dao He I will let Zhiqiu go. He is now more and more accountable in his work.
"I will go too." Ren Fengyao turned and looked at Dongfang 焯 quietly, his cheeks collapsed, his face no longer looked so beautiful due to his skinnyness. His skin was pale, pale to almost transparent, and his deep eyes were silent, as if he had lost his vitality without any waves.
"You, you go too? Jing Xuan, your body is just ..."
"The ambassador's affairs were still presented by Zhiqiu. I just wanted to see Nangong Piaoran to discuss some matters with him." Ren Fengyao suddenly evoked a smile, "Well, Xili has always been Dongling's deadly opponent. Are we extinguishing it? "
The smile of Ren Fengyao has always been shallow and looks very gentle, but today's smile made Dongfang Chen a heartbeat.
The smile of Ren Fengyao's smile has not changed, or is it so light, but why does he always feel that Jing Xuan's smile is cruel? Jing Xuan seems to have changed from this serious illness. There is more sadness in his eyes and fewer smiles, but why? Could that boyfriend make him change so much?
怎么 "Why, do you disagree?"
"Oh? No, I don't disagree, and I also hope to erase the West from the continent of Ziyun, but Jing Xuan, have you ever thought that the current Dongling can't do this yet, we ..."
"That ’s why I have to unite the forces of other countries. This time I went to Nangong Piaoran to discuss it with him."
"Union Nan Rong? Nangong Piaoran will agree?" Said Eastern Oriental suspiciously.
"Yes, he will, and I want to unite not only Nan Rong, but also Lao Guo. No matter how brave and fierce the war between the three kingdoms can be, no matter how powerful a country is, it will not be three. The opponent of the country. "Ren Fengyao said quietly, and there was a fierce glance in his eyes.
"Well, if you can really join Nanrong and Lao Country, then ..." Dongfang Lai laughed. "I have been waiting for this day for a long time. At that time, I must be a pro-visor. Jing Xuan, you will be guarded by Lao rear.
"No, ye." Ren Fengyao looked down and shook his head. "I want to go in person. I want to disintegrate Xi Li myself."
Dong Fang looked at Ren Fengyao and said: "But, Jing Xuan, you have never been involved in the battlefield. You said that because your father is a general, but your father eventually ... but you do n’t want to Become a general. You said that you didn't want to lead a soldier like him but ended up dead. You said you were only a civilian. "
"I said it, but my words are not absolute, I just hate going to the battlefield, but this time ... I'm going to go in person, my father is a general, how can the general's son not lead the army? ? So you don't have to worry about losing me. "
"I'm not ..." Dongfang Yan paused, because he saw persistence in Ren Fengyao's eyes, and he silenced for a moment, Dongfang said, "In fact, you are for the Prime Minister of Yin country Ye Yin! I heard that he will have something to do with Xi The prince Ximen Hanyang can't get rid of the relationship. "
"Yes!" Ren Fengyao looked down, calmly, "Oh, now I don't know how to explain to you, I can only tell you that she is important to me."
"I see." Dong Fang nodded and said lightly, "Just do what you want!"
He watched Dongfang He go out, Ren Feng walked slowly to the table, leaned on the chair, and his body was still weak. The shock of the cone heart almost let him give up the idea of ​​survival.
He touched his chest, and the expression on Ren Fengyao's face was distressed and desperate. The only light source in his life that could bring him light was gone. How would he live in this boundless darkness? His heart was empty and there was nothing left, and she even abandoned him!
"Brother, if you are really sad, cry out!"
Yi Renfeng lifted his eyes and quietly looked at Leng Canxing: "Can she contact them?"
Leng Canxing shook his head and said, "Brother, you know that she is already ..., why are you still holding fantasies? It's been half a year. If she was really alive, she would have contacted the four little girls of Lanzhi and Kasuga. Knowing that she is very indulgent to the people around her, she will never look at them for a few days and wash her face with tears, so, brother, be sober! "
"I'm sober! I also know that she would never have survived in the circumstances, but I .... Can Xing, I saw her body without it, maybe she ..." Ren Fengyao paused silently Taking a deep breath, suppressing my heartache, it took a long time to say, "I have to give myself hope, I must tell myself that she is still. Can Xing, if I don't give myself hope, I have no motivation to live."
"Brother, you can't let emotions dominate your life, you can't just break it like this." Leng Canxing said anxiously, "Brother, you look like this, Master would be sad."
"Zan Xing, you don't understand. If there is reason to find feelings, then there won't be so many crazy men and women. Zan Xing, she is my hit, and I'm not destined for this." Ren Fengyao smiled bitterly. "But, Can Xing, don't worry, I will live, I will live well. I once said that if she is not here, I will let the world bury her for her. I have never forgotten what I said to her , So I won't break down without disturbing the world. "
"Brother, you are crazy!" Leng Canxing said in surprise.
"She's gone, why should I be normal?" Ren Fengyao's eyes were cold, he slowly said, "Let's start with Xi Li, since Xi Li Han Yang in Xi Li has the courage to calculate her life, Then we must have the courage to bear the consequences. I want Ximen Hanyang to see Xi Li destroy in his hands. "
"Brother, don't forget that there are tens of thousands of lives, and many people involved are innocent."
"So what?" Ren Fengyao said coldly, "I have never been a good person, and you know that I always do things based on personal preferences. Innocent people? Huh! There are no absolutely innocent people in this world. After leaving my beloved one, I will give it back twice as much. I'd like to see how there is no Xili of the people. How can he be the emperor and who is the emperor! "
"There is Nangong floating, if it wasn't for his cousin Nangong Lingyun, Yeer wouldn't have ..." Ren Fengyao's eyes showed a kind of decisive cold, he said, "I It will cost him, it will! "
"Brother, can you stop this crazy idea only if Shi Yuan comes to life?"
After Ren Fengyao stunned, he got up and held Leng Canxing and said, "She is still alive, right? Can Xing, what have you seen?"
"What can I show you? Everyone in the dark is sent by you to find her. Five of them, Laneige and Kasuga, are monitored by the shadows, and Du Luo is also monitored, and her family, all she doesn't know, usually The people who have a little relationship with her are all under your control, but no one has her trace there, she can't come back! I wish I could pass through the yin and yang for two sessions, so I would immediately go down below to slap her come back."
Qiu Renfeng Yao sat back in the chair and smiled bitterly: "Have she not? Didn't she come back to see anyone? She was worse than me and she abandoned everyone."
Leng Canxing pried his lips and said, "Also say! You have to abandon the whole world, you ..."
"I didn't at least abandon her, as long as she came back, as long as she returned my heart, as long as she returned the light to me, as long as .... Can Xing, I don't want anything, the only thing I want is her. Why does God even take her away? I recognize that my mother does n’t love me, and I do n’t care if my father does n’t love me. I do n’t care if everyone in the world is against me, but why do she even take it away from me? "Ren Fengyao said sadly," Residual star, have I done anything so terrible? Why did God punish me like this? "
Since God treats me so unfairly, why should I care about others! "
"Brother, how can you be too to go to in the future." Leng Canxing was anxious and said unwillingly.
"I'm already in hell!" Ren Fengyao's eyes were cold, he sneered, "God has driven me into eighteen floors of hell. There is no light in front of me, only darkness, so I Let the world fall into the dark, and bury her for me! "
"Brother, you ..." Leng Canxing stomped his feet, sighed helplessly, took something from his arms and handed it to Ren Fengyao, "I can't persuade you, you can follow you!"
He reached out to take over the thing from Leng Canxing, and Ren Fengyao was shocked. He summoned Leng Canxing and said, "Where did you find this?"
"Sihekou, where the Chuanjiang River just merged into Sihekou, remember that Nanyun has been taking people along the river to search for it. He showed it in the hands of a fisherman, so he asked for it."
"What about her? Where is she?"
"Without her!" Leng Canxing calmly said, "This is the fisherman who accidentally showed up while fishing. He didn't have the body of the current teacher. It is estimated that her body was already washed into the South China Sea. Brother, you ..., take care of yourself! "
Holding the jade flute, Ren Fengyao stood still. It took a long time to gently touch the jade flute with his hand. His slowly capricorn flute was as gentle as his lover, but the despair in his eyes grew more and more. concentrated.
玉 This jade flute was given to him by his master when he was fifteen years old, and he also realized on that day that he was abandoned ruthlessly by his biological father and mother.
Jade flute has been with him for more than ten years, and he gave it to her that night.
He asked her to take good care of it, and he told her that he gave her heart to her, but now? Yu Di returned to his hands, and she was gone, and his heart did not return.
Ye Yeer, tell me, how can I live in this world? Yeer, you shouldn't be so disappointed by your mess of spring water and disappear.
Ye Yeer, tell me, where am I going to get you back?