Chapter 192: why it's not me? (1)

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In Lu Jinnian's mind, it appeared in an instant that he had entered a high school with her in order to be able to enter a high school with her. On the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school, under the scorching heat, working on the construction site.
On the day of her second year of high school, on the day of her birthday, Xu Jiamu asked him to order a cake for her because of a temporary problem. The black swan with a five-digit price was really expensive for him at that time. After exhausting all the money he had saved from his usual part-time job, Xu Jiamu gave him the card, but he returned the card to Xu Jiamu without any payment.
It emerged that he was in the entertainment circle and was struggling when he was spurned and suppressed by others.
At that time, he really dared to love her around the world and loved her so much bitterness that he felt sweet.
"It's a pity that I finally lost you, sorry, I have tried my best."
"I didn't give up, I just didn't see you, thinking I wouldn't hurt myself."
However, no matter how much he pays, he will eventually give up on her.
He knew that she had been to Hangzhou three times later, but he did not see him because of various reasons.
At that time, he did not love her, but thought that as long as he did not see her, he could gradually forget, and then he would not be hurt.
"It's a pity that we can't go back, weeping sadly and getting worse."
"I have always refused, the feelings of others, just for you who are not sure."
However, after all, he underestimated her charm and underestimated his ability.
From the time he remembered, he has always stood in the place where he was hurt. He is lonely, he has a tongue, and he has no mercy on anyone. He thought that he could protect himself, but it turned out that he had never I learned how to protect myself.
I don’t know if Lu Jinnian’s singing was too contagious. The originally lively and noisy atmosphere in the box gradually became a little sad, and everyone’s expression became a little serious.
The blurred lights hit Lu Jinnian's body, which matched his expression, and he looked a little trance. His eyes had a dazzling light.
"I have always refused, the feelings of others, just for you who are not sure."
"Actually in my heart, I really want to beg you not to be separated from me..."
When Lu Jinnian sang here, his voice trembled a little. He never looked at Qiao An's good eyes, and landed on her face so slowly.
He held the microphone a bit harder, trying to stabilize his emotions, keeping his voice steady, and singing the final high tide, word by word, clearly.
"It's a pity that we can't go back, weeping sadly, and getting worse, I have always refused, others' feelings are just for you who are not sure."
As Lu Jinnian's singing settled, the box was completely quiet.
No one spoke, not even a slight noise.
At this moment, the whole space and time seemed to freeze.
Lu Jinnian’s eyes also looked at Qiao An’s good eyes. Qiao An clearly saw from the bottom of his eyes that there was constant exchange of expectation and despair. The bottom of her heart followed inexplicably and was driven. There was a sadness that was hard to calm down.
It took about a minute before Lu Jinnian blinked, moved his eyes away from Qiao An's good face, and then placed the microphone on the side of the karaoke station. Without saying hello to the person in the box, he directly Take a step and leave the box.