Chapter 29: Start reading

When I saw Xia Meiwei, I remembered what it was important for her to say what I said to me when I left that night. What is it? I thought hard. Suddenly a thunder entered my mind.
Condom! She told me to remember to use a condom!
I suddenly had a chill in my body. I quickly took out the small book that recorded the personal belongings from the bag, looked at the date, and then calculated it carefully with my fingers.
Ok! Fortunately, there is no life! I was lucky enough to take a picture of my chest.
God, it is lucky. They have never used condoms in sex, and with their rich energy and frequent sex, I am too lucky to win no prize.
However, Xia Meiwei’s words reminded me of an important thing that should be noted. Although they have not forced me to make love with them since I was suicide, but from their fiery eyes, I clearly know that such a situation will not last long. They will not let me go. That is to say, I will still have a pregnancy crisis in the future.
I can't be pregnant! I can't have a child who doesn't know who my father is in this messy relationship!
I decided to go back and talk about this thing with them. I will tell them that if they must let me get pregnant, I will use a fierce means to get rid of the children.
In the evening, we all returned to the Zhao family. I lazily lie on the sofa and focus on the cartoon program that I am most interested in. Zhao Yibo sat on the side of my head and used his note-taking computer to study the trend of today's stock market. While feeding me with cut fresh fruit, Zhao Yuxuan sat on the side of my feet, he While studying a few reports from Zhao, I gently massaged my calves.
"Let Dr. Xu come to see you tomorrow." With the gap in the commercials, I pretended not to say what I thought for a long time.
They put down the work they were doing, looked at me with concern and doubt. "Where are you not feeling well?"
"No." I stared straight at the oversized TV screen in front of me, guessing that they would react after listening to my words. "I just want him to help me with a pill."
After thinking about it for an afternoon, I decided to take the pill instead of using a condom. The initiative to use condoms lies with them. With their waywardness, I can't guarantee that they will take good protective measures every time, so I will take the initiative to compare contraception.
Although the general pharmacy sells contraceptives, I did not buy it myself. First, because I have no money at all, since I ran away last time, they strictly controlled my money. Although there is nothing missing, my cash has never exceeded 100 yuan. Second, because I am embarrassed to buy contraceptives myself. Although I have done it with them many times, I know that it is not a big deal for girls to buy contraceptives in such an open society, but I will still be embarrassed; the third is because of me. Living in the same room as them is impossible to take the pill without letting them know.
So instead of doing it sneakyly, let them discover and cause conflicts, it is better to tell them at the beginning.
"We haven't been in bed these days." They stared at me, and the expression on their faces was unpredictable.
"But can you guarantee that you won't go to bed with me in the future?" I just want to prevent it from happening, not to invite them.
"You don't want to have our children?" Their tone faintly reveals a danger.
"Do you think my current state is suitable for pregnancy? I am still studying." I cleverly said a grandiose reason.
This is only one reason, but the most important thing is that I don't want to have any of them. In this relationship, I have been forced. At first, although I was weak because of fear of their threat, I did not make fierce resistance. I listened to them at the mercy of the people, but it does not mean that my heart is willing. . And now I still don't want to.
I didn't tell them the main reason. I know that if I tell them honestly, they will be angry, and maybe we will have a fierce confrontation. But I don't want to be hurt, I have to protect myself. It is very stupid to confront them.
They didn't talk, they just looked at me, and seemed to be evaluating the credibility of my words. After half a day, they seemed to finally believe in me, and their eyes turned back to their work.
"You will not be pregnant." Zhao Yibo said faintly.
"Why? Are you infertile?" I was surprised to support the upper body and watched the two of them in amazement.
Suddenly, two harsh eyes cast on me.
"I--we--no-----pregnancy!" Zhao Yibo said with a word in his teeth.
"Then how do you know that I am not pregnant? Is it my infertility?" Why don't I know myself? When did I check?
"You don't have infertility!" Zhao Yibo bit his teeth and resisted the anger, answering the question of my nonsense.
"Did you have a physical health class? Men and women without infertility may have a pregnancy after having sex. You don't know?" I lay back on the sofa and said disdainfully.
"You won't be pregnant! Because we never put the seeds into your womb. Unless you are the Virgin Mary, you can never get pregnant." After Zhao said, he closed the notebook computer. Get up and walk upstairs. Zhao Yuxuan also unfortunately picked up the documents that had not been processed, and followed Zhao Weibo’s footsteps to go upstairs.
"Hey, don't go! You call Dr. Xu to give me a contraceptive, or I will buy it myself." I shouted at their backs. They used to seem to have not erupted directly in my body, but what about it? Can they guarantee in every passion in the future? If they are once again stunned by their desires, forget it? I don't believe in their self-control.
"I won't let Dr. Xu open the contraceptive to you! You have no money to buy! We will never let you get pregnant before you voluntarily get pregnant. The birth control pills will cause harm to the body. We don't want to regret that one day." The behavior of taking medicine." After Zhao Yubo’s gloomy look back to me, he and Zhao Yuxuan went back to the building without going back.
I stupidly stared at the back of them disappearing at the corner of the stairs, I don't know what to do. Because I am afraid that the contraceptives will cause harm to my body, would they rather endure the impact of passion and withdraw from my body at the last minute? Is this the way they love me?
Why do they want to show such meticulous tenderness in cruel behavior? Why do they want me to hate them and have a feeling of heart?
What should I do? How is my future going?