Chapter 33: Start reading

I was lying on the comfortable big bed and staring at the ceiling.
Since the day of Zhao’s arrival, I have not crossed my room and have not gone to school. Her beatings left a large piece of amazing bruise on my face. I didn't want to go out to throw people away, and I didn't want to go downstairs to look at the vicious woman.
From the day she came to Zhao, Zhao Yibo and Zhao Yuxuan did not enter my room. I didn't step out of the room. They didn't take the initiative to find me. I haven't seen them since that night. My diet is also sent to my room.
Are they not interested in me?
I guess, but my heart is not excited and relaxed because of this speculation, but a bit of heavy and painful from the bottom of my heart.
I am confused. Am I not hating them? I don't always expect to be able to stay away from them one day? I have not always wanted to be free? Why do you want to be in front of me, but I can’t be happy?
"You are a fox, and your face is not here. On the 18th of this month, Bo and Xuan will be engaged together. People like you are just a little play in their leisure time. They will get tired sooner or later. You. Do you really think that you can marry the phoenix into the giants?" The door was opened rudely, and Zhao said arrogantly into my room and said to me lying on the bed.
I looked at her lazily and turned over to face her. I didn't want to say anything to this self-righteous and arrogant person.
"You rude woman, I dare to treat me with this attitude!? Do you think that someone can protect you, I will take you no way? You will be driven out sooner or later! I want you to die!" My attitude angered her and she began to temper in my room.
"What kind of courtesy should I treat her with a mouthful of people who are swearing? I want to know when I will be driven out, so that I can take the time to clean up my belongings and save time when I get too busy." Supported the head with her hand and looked at her faint sarcasm.
"You..." She raised her hand in anger and wanted to wave to me. I saw a noticeable scar on her wrist, which also left an alarming bruise. Was it caused by Zhao Weibo that day?
"You give me a wait!" Her hand stayed in the air for a long time, and finally did not fall on my face. She took back her hand, and after the threat left it, she turned and left my room with anger.
After she left, I stared at the ceiling and continued to be in a daze.
At dinner, Yu Ma sent me dinner as usual. This time she also brought a newspaper. On the front page of the newspaper, the bold headline reads "Taiwan's electronics industry leader Zhao's two sons will be on the same day in the Hengyuan department store chairman Qian Jin Chen Yanmei, peerless ship industry president Qian Jin Yan Shuilin."
It turns out that Zhao Mu is really true. They really want to get engaged. I always thought that they wouldn't really follow their parents' words to get married, because they have always been so arrogant and so empty-headed. It seems that there is nothing in the world that can force them to do things they don't want. So why are they getting engaged? Is it because "the rich are finally married?" Or because these two daughters are attracted to them?
My heart is very chaotic, and an unknown panic rises from my heart.
The next day I went to school. I didn't go to class, but went to Xia Meiwei. She is my only good friend in Taipei. I want to talk to her.
"If... If there is a man who says that he loves you and has a close relationship with you, but he has to marry someone else, what do you do?" Sitting in the ice shop near the school, I hesitated to ask her. .
"If I had to meet such a man, I had to cut him a knife and knife and then divide him to feed the dog." She bit the straw in the drink and said evilly.
Kill them? I can't do it, and I don't want to commit homicide for them. I spent the rest of my life in prison.
"Is there any other way?"
"Or tempting him, let him really fall in love with me, and then smash him, so that he can't live." She continued to talk about the horrible and malicious thoughts in her mind.
"Do you really fall in love with you?" I don't understand, is love still true?
"Oh, what do you think you don't understand, a man will go to other people after having a relationship with a woman. This only shows that he doesn't love her at all." Xia Meiwei gave me a look and explained.
"He said that she loves her!" I quickly added.
"How can you believe in a man's words? This sentence, "I love you," is said to be in bed. When a man is in the brain, he tells a lie. If a woman believes, she is a big fool." Hot said.
They don't really love me, just want to vent their desires on my body? My heart is once again painful for this possibility, which is more intense than what I felt when I knew from the newspaper that they were getting engaged.
I didn't want to make any rude behavior in front of her. I bit my lip and resisted the pain of piercing my heart and silently drinking the drink in front of me.
Xia Meiwei's attention was also attracted by the delicious snacks on the table, and she began to taste it. After she had a good appetite to eat all the snacks on the table, she had the time to carefully observe me.
"The woman you said will not be yourself? Are you being shackled by a man?" she asked doubtfully.
I smiled reluctantly and shook my head. But the expression on my face is not convincing.
She didn't worry about what I was asking, just looking at me with a sympathetic and compassionate look. This kind of gaze made me feel very embarrassed.
"If you have always wanted to open up a man's entanglement, but after hearing the news that he is about to get married, he feels very lost and uncomfortable. What does this mean?" I asked the last question in my heart.
"This shows that you have fallen in love with him, and you still don't know." Xia Meiwei replied gently, and the sympathy and compassion in her eyes increased a little.
Do not! I did not fall in love with them! I opened my mouth and tried to refute her conclusion loudly, but the sound was blocked in the depths of my throat.
Am I in love with them? How can I fall in love with them after they treat me like that cruelly? Don't they really love me?
These problems once again caused my heart to be familiar with panic and panic.