Chapter 54: [Fan outside article] Zhao Yuxiang's diary (2)

Dad and Daddy went to Japan for a business trip, because the trip was very tight, and the weather in Japan has become very cold, so the mother who is afraid of cold will not go. Although they will be back at the latest tomorrow night, but I can accompany my mother one day without any interruption, I am still very happy.
In the evening, my mother also made dinner for me. This is the first time I have eaten the food my mother made. Her craftsmanship is very good, and she is not lost to the mother-in-law who usually cooks food. I don't understand why my father and my parents don't let my mother approach the kitchen. The mother-in-law said that because the kitchen had dangerous knives, her mother had committed suicide before, so Dad and her sister were afraid that she would come into contact with the knife again. I secretly noticed my mother's wrist. There was a very thin scar on her wrist. Although it was not obvious, and she always covered it with jewelry, watches and other small ornaments, it did exist.
Why is she committing suicide? I asked my mother-in-law, but my mother-in-law refused to say it.
But I guess I shouldn't be in a relationship with my father.
I haven’t finished my dinner yet, and I’ve come to an uninvited guest at home – my godmother, Yan Shuilin, president of PepsiCo Marine Europe. I don't like her, although I have only seen her a few times, and every time she comes, she will send me a lot of interesting toys. But she looked at her mother's eyes like a father and a sly, the book said that this kind of eyes is called love.
And she still laughs at me with the Oedipus complex, laughing at Dad and having a love sister complex.
I hate her!
She said that she came to Taiwan for a business trip, and by the way, she came to see her mother. But I always think that she is coming to see her mother, and it is by the way.
When she knew that her father and her land were not at home, her happy look on her face was like a grand prize. She was excited to announce that she would live in my house at night.
Not shy! Always regard other people's homes as their own home!
I have no objection in front of my mother because I don't want my mother to think that I am a rude child.
I can only curse her in my heart, I hope her company will fall down quickly, and will never come to Taiwan for a business trip anymore; I hope she will marry a fierce husband and let her manage her death. You can no longer marry someone else's wife or someone else's mother.
Uh... I am a poor child. I just want to lie in my mother's arms and feel the warmth of maternal love. Is it so difficult to do it?
T_T............