Chapter 116: Your child, I am not alive.

It was taken out of the bathroom by Jane Sawakawa, and Xin Ai was exhausted.
Kneeling on the bed, Xin Ai’s eyes were red and swollen, and his strength was gone, but he still thought about one thing. His fingers scratched Jian Zechuan’s arm:
Sanye, I have no strength, can I take the contraceptive for me, If you are more kind, just pour me a glass of water."
Jane Zechuan snorted, stretched out the drawer of the bedside table, saw the contraceptive pill, a row of medicine, and had already eaten a lot.
His eyes are complicated: "Always eaten?"
Xin Ai raised his lazy eyelids: "Otherwise? Do you really want me to be pregnant with your child?"
She reached out and took the medicine from Jian Zechuan's hand, took out one of the tablets, and did not drink the water directly into the mouth. The movement was skillful and the face did not change color. It seems that this is already familiar to her.
Usually she ate after Jane Zechuan left, this is the first time she was eating in front of him.
Xin Ai’s face was tired and heartless, and deliberately said:
If you really hurt me to take medicine, please bring a small umbrella next time. If a woman eats more medicine, it’s not good, you should be... ... hurts me, this medicine is too bitter, really, I am afraid of suffering."
Jane Zechuan didn't talk. He sat on the bed and the dim light fell on him, but his face was in the dark, and he couldn't see any expression. He only heard him ask: "Xinai, you really didn't think about it." child?"
The sound is calm and there is no emotion.
Xin Ai smiled and smiled like a child: "If you have a child, it doesn't matter if you are someone else, but your child... I am afraid that I am not alive, let alone our relationship, Sanye, you say To be honest, I have to be really pregnant, would you want him?"
Xin Ai closed her eyes and there was no ups and downs in her voice. She only had a thin silk quilt on her body, and she was exposed on the outside shoulders. The mottled arms were traces of Jane Zechuan.
There is still a sigh of breath in the air after the two people love, but the voice of the two people goes, but it seems calm that no one is involved in this situation.
Jane Zechuan didn't talk, Xin Ai closed her eyes and knew that his eyes were on her at the moment, no special emotions, cold.
Xin Ai fine-tuned a more comfortable posture and sighed: "So why do you want to know what is impossible? I am afraid of pain, fear of suffering, why bother to make that, take a life to try one? May it be a real thing?"
Xin Ai said that the fluttering, it seems that this is an irrelevant thing for her.
Jane Sawakawa sees Xin Ai's eyes more complicated, saying that she is stupid, but sometimes she is savvy and shocked him.
He knows her purpose, but has she never had any other ideas?
Didn't she ever think about it, as long as she gave birth to his child, as long as she can marry him, everything she asks for will become a breeze.
But anyone who is close to him, who is not holding this purpose, but she does not, at this moment, Jane Zechuan suddenly can not see her.
Jane Sawakawa did not let Xin Ai give birth to a child, but this words were spoken from her mouth. He couldn’t tell the harshness in his ears. At least he didn’t like it.
But he can't say rebuttal because she is right!
Words and sentences can not be more correct.
However, Jane Sawakawa was not comfortable when he listened to his heart. He remembered the words that Xin Ai said to Ning Zhiqiu, and sneered: "So, what you said today with Ning Zhiqiu is true? Xinai, you really Haven't thought about marrying me?"
Xin Ai opened her eyes, and the soft light seemed to smash the starlight into her eyes. She said innocently: "Sanye, if you say this, it hurts your feelings."
"Emotions? Do we have it?"
Although Xin Ai’s words and phrases are all about how he likes it, Jian Zechuan never saw a trace of love in her eyes.
He didn't care about it, but when he heard the words she said before and after tonight, Jane Sawakawa seemed to be stuck in a thorn.
I can't say where it is wrong, but it is very uncomfortable.
Xin Ai stretched out his weak hand and floated on the chest of Jianzechuan: "Emotions, that is, you didn't have me, but I have it for you. I don't regret your feelings. However, I am very self-aware, I am I know that I am a few pounds, I like you, this is my own business, I am not the kind of person who loves you, we must disregard all the things that occupy you, I am very reasonable."
Xin Ai tried to hold up and look at Jian Zechuan: "Moreover, my heart is very clear. If I really got the mind, then it is when I really want to get out, do you say it? This is just like you." Ask me if I have thought about pregnant with your child, the more I think, the shorter the time spent with you."
Jane Sawakawa squeezed Xin Ai's chin: "It's really rare to be smart."
His voice was calm and revealing the indifference he did not notice.
Xin Ai shun said: "Yeah, I am also smarter on this, let alone we are not good now? You like my body, I like your people, you never thought about yelling at me, I did not expect to marry You, the two of us... really should have that word, the perfect match!"
Jane Sawakawa’s fingers are hard, and the chill is even stronger.
What is the match?
Oh, the word is placed on them, it is ironic!
Xin Ai couldn't help but say: "Sanye, hurt..."
"Xinai, one day, sooner or later, you will kill yourself." Jane Sawakawa said this profoundly.
Xin Ai pretended not to understand, smiled and said: "Is there a Sanye, are you there? I know that you can't bear to die."
"I?" Jane Zechuan laughed. "I can't help you, you're a dead person, you deserve it."
Xin Ai wrinkled his face and thought for a while. He said seriously: "That... Sanye, can you look at the two of us who have had a leg, and see that I am also dedicated to your lover? If you are really dead, can you give me a corpse?"
Jane Sawakawa saw her eyes suddenly become cloudy.
Xin Ai seems to have not felt his change. He still said: "You know, there is no one in my family. My sister, now I can't find anyone. If I die, I don't even have a corpse. It’s terrible to be buried in the land.

"You shut me up." These words were almost squeezed out of Jane's teeth.
Xin Ai shakes his arm and spoils: "Sanye, Sanye, if I am going to sleep on the street after death, I will go to your bed at night to comb my hair."
Jane Zechuan opened the arm of Xin Ai and suddenly got up.
Xin Ai deliberately shouted at him: "Sanye, that's it, you don't want me to hang around you after I die?"
Responding to her is a loud bang, Jane Zechuan forced the door of the bathroom.
Xin Ai shrugged, inexplicably, can this be angry?