Chapter 371: Can not go back

Li Wei locked herself in the study, and she was trapped in the game and couldn't get out. It might not be enough if she didn't have the experience of more than ten years, but when she experienced that kind of life, it was difficult for her to return to the original state of mind.
Her mind is independent, she yearns for that kind of life.
There was a portrait of the lobby sister in the study. Li Wei took it out and slowly unfolded it. She folded her hands to the portrait and prayed silently: Sister, when the situation here stabilizes, please bless me in the sky and put me back there. Right. I really don't like it here.
The day after Fu entered the palace, Li Wei felt a little uncomfortable. She saved her concubines from the twilight and calmness. She almost strictly restrained the people who wanted to stop trouble.
After busying for two days, the body felt more and more uncomfortable, so she had to send a doctor to come in for treatment.
The doctor Lu took her pulse through the tent, and it didn’t take long for her to come to a conclusion: Queen Mother, you’re thinking too much and hurt your liver qi. Weichen prescribes two doses of medicine to relieve the liver and relieve depression. , It should be fine in a while. Please rest assured the Queen Mother. "
Li Wei was already lying on the bed, and there was nothing to worry about. She said, "Thanks for the doctor."
The doctor Lu went to write a prescription, considering the addition and subtraction of the medication.
Li Wei felt his head hurt, buzzing and uncomfortable, and feeling depressed in his heart. After she lay down, she handed over the affairs of the palace to Princess Jing to take care of temporarily.
The princess Jing promised in front of Li Wei's bed: "Queen dowager, you will be ill and recuperate. Everything is left to your concubine. Your concubine is obsessed with how old you are, and there are so many things you have gone through. Don't worry.
At this time, she has nothing to worry about, and she is not a person who clings to power, nodded and said: "Okay, then there is Princess Lao."
In the palace, the concubine will do it for her, and she just needs to recuperate.
After Mrs. Jing left, Li Wei looked at the dim lights for a long time and fell asleep. In her sleep, she seemed to see Li Minghua and his wife, and when she saw her elder brother, everyone was crying. Li Wei asked me if I was dead, and then she saw another herself lying on the bed, her soul could no longer return to that body. She walked hard to the family, trying to tell them that she didn't really die, but just returned to the place before.
She didn't see her second brother everywhere, but after looking around for a long time, she saw her second brother playing the violin by the window, so focused. She just couldn't hear the sound of pulling. "Second brother, I didn't go far. You don't have to be too sad." Li Wei walked over and wanted to talk to Li Jianbo, but Li Jianbo didn't seem to see her either.
"I'm still alive, I'm still alive..." Li Wei murmured, feeling that there was someone sitting next to her, but she couldn't wake up.
Li Wei desperately tried to shout loudly, but found that even the sound could not be heard. She seemed to have fallen into an endless abyss, and her body continued to fall. When she fell heavily, someone caught her.
She heard the source of the voice: "A Wei, A Wei!"
Li Wei finally opened his eyelids with a light fan of eyelashes. The fire on the candlestick brightened the room. There was a person sitting in front of her bed. The person was wearing a cyan satin robe with sunflower patterns embroidered on the satin and wearing a black round hat.
It's a servant! But any servant who had the courage to sit in front of her bed and still held her hand.
One of his faces is trapped in the shadows, but Li Wei already understands it. He shrank into the bed with some horror, then sat up and said angrily: "If you want to die, don't pull it up. What am I going to do next to my bed at night? If someone sees you, I'm afraid it won't be enough to die seven or eight times."
However, Zhao Qian didn't seem to care at all. He was able to change the clothes of the to cover up Li Wei's bedroom, and naturally there was a way to get out. He still said calmly: "I heard that you are sick, I'll see you. No one knows, don't worry."
Rest assured, rest assured, the ghost can rest assured. What are the identities of the two now? ! The people in the front harem were all staring at them, and the people of Qi Qi were all staring at them. Something really wanted to make a fuss. There was no room for them.
"Don't be nervous, don't be afraid, I will leave after a few words with you, rest assured."
"There is something I can't say during the day, but I have to run to my bed at night."
Certain words are naturally inconvenient to say in broad daylight. When Zhao Qian saw Li Wei's appearance of rejecting people thousands of miles away, he knew that they were back to the past. At this time, no matter how tender he said, it would not help. Zhao Qian thought for a while and said: "A Wei, or let's go back, this is not suitable for us. I am still an actor, you are still your host, although there is no power, but at any rate, life is comfortable, we are honest Together, no one else will say anything."
"You say go back and go back, nowhere is it so easy."
Zhao Qian asked Li Wei to stretch out his hand, and Li Wei stretched out his right hand as he said.
Zhao Qian saw that when Li Wei was in a coma, the ring he put on was still there. He tried to remove the ring, but the ring seemed to grow on her finger. I couldn't take it off at all. I tried too hard and worried that Li Wei would hurt.
Li Wei retracted his hand, shook his head and said, "It's useless, I can't take it off. Is this ring that brought us back?"
"Yes, this is a ring full of divine power. But it seems that it may be useless now." Zhao Qian's last hope was also shattered.
Li Wei accepted the facts faster than Zhao Qian, and she calmly said: "If you can't go back, it's fine, I must be dead in that world. I saw them in my dream just now, but they couldn't see me at all. , I can’t hear me.
Li Wei looked up at Zhao Qian again and said:
Since I can’t go back, it’s better to calmly accept the facts before me. How about living well here?

"No, I don't want it."
Why is this person so stubborn, Li Wei said angrily: "You don't want it, what do you want? Do you think it would be so easy to go back? You can't see the reality in front of you. What else can we do besides acceptance? "
Zhao Qian looked at her with deep eyes and a trace of unwillingness: "Awei, I want to be with you." The tone was so firm, without any hesitation.
Under his ardent gaze, Li Wei did not dare to look directly at him anymore, turning his head to look away.
"Remember, you are the regent now, and I am the queen mother. This is a fact that cannot be changed. Let us recognize each other's identities. I am a timid and cowardly person. I can't do those extraordinary things. People, please also accept the current arrangement."
Zhao Qian stood up, got off the bed and turned around. The night outside is like ink.
It would be nice if he didn't show his heart to her. In this case, perhaps she would never know how much she loved her. It would be enough to torture him silently.
"The regent, you kneel down."
Zhao Qian stood with his back to her, and it took him a long time to turn his head slightly and said: "Please take care of yourself and don't worry about anything. I will guard this area for you and the emperor."
"Thanks."
There was a soft cough from under the window. It seemed that when it was time to leave, Zhao Qian finally faced her again, had a deep stroke with her, and then turned and left.
The curtain shook slightly, and he was never seen again. His breath was gone in the room. Li Wei lay down again, as if just in a dream just now, she closed her eyes again.
Since they can't go back, they should recognize the reality and return to their original identity. For them this is the best result. She should have lost those emotions that she shouldn't have.