Chapter 367: I am not a hero and I don't want to grow...

In the night courtyard, a circular teleportation array gleamed in the center of the courtyard. The crimson carpet pierced through, and the blue mist rose up, reflecting the cheeks of the three in the dim evening night.
The lines are intertwined to outline the mysterious magic pattern.
The mist spread out from the edge of the formation, rising and spreading, and the white air sank like a fairyland, welcoming the silent youth facing it.
The sword tip of the silver broken dragon tooth was covered in white air, and it spread over his ankle, as if standing in a cloud, the misty damp was carried by the evening breeze, and it blew over his silent cheeks covered by his eyes. Special top hem.
Blowing the soft words of Shu Linlang across from the magic circle.
"Be the last watchman of the midnight"
On the side of the garden, Li Ze silently looked at Fang Ran not far away, except that it was still difficult to accept this fact.
He listened to Shui Linlang's words, and there was a shocking silence in his heart.
Compared to North America and Europe, Asia, with the largest population base, has the most participants active in the night battle world, and like the executive officers of the Zero Knight and the association, Midnight also has the highest combat power that distinguishes all participants. Night watchman.
And it's different from the executive officer who believes in the supremacy of power in associations, and the zero rider who must be approved by the queen to become a zero rider.
The midnight watchman is always the most special. Not only is the number fixed, but apart from the power of possession, existence itself must be a person who has something in his heart to get the given name.
Under the same ranking, the highest combat power of the three major forces, often the most mysterious night watchman, is even more jealous.
Moreover, due to the low-key activities, the outside world still does not know how many night watchmen there are in the middle of the night.
As the youngest night watchman at Midnight, Li Ze knew better than anyone.
How pure weight is this title.
"The last... the night watchman...?"
In the mist, the taciturn young man read in a low voice.
"Well, yes. The last night watchman."
Shui Linlang nodded silently, and then repeated his words, her white arms supported her cheeks, and she spoke softly:
"Become a night watchman, the power of Midnight will pour all resources into you."
"Provide a new platform, a new level, to let you have something you have never seen before. I believe that Li Ze's experience has been very clear."
Listening to Shui Linlang mentioning his name, Li Ze affirmed silently, and then slowly spoke, telling the secret that the outside world has been puzzled by.
"I gained the ability to increase my strength to A rank in a short time after becoming a night watchman."
Is it...
Become a night watchman...
Fang Ran stood quietly at the gate of the garden, watching the large array of mist.
"This... is what you call ‘growth’?"
The young man sighed and asked with a low look, and the eyelashes on the lowered eyes were a little wet with mist.
"Well, this is the growth I hope you decide."
Shui Linlang's blue eyes had the same mist, she stared at Fang Ran, softly wondering.
"As long as I become the night watchman?"
"As long as you become the night watchman."
Blue eyes stared at him, looked at the bright circle in the eyes of the three, and answered softly.
"Step into this circle, you will immediately appear in the shrine of Midnight, where there will be at least six participants who have abilities related to mana and human organs, although they cannot reach the point where those two people gave you. , But it can permanently free you from the burden of your heart and reach at least a C-level upper level."
Shui Linlang did not go on, because she knew that the actually very smart young man in front of her could figure out everything.
This was all she wanted to say to each other tonight.
Get rid of the burden of the heart permanently.
Fang Ran's hand touching his chest tightened slightly, as if this would allow him to better perceive the heartbeat in his chest.
It seems that I still have the heart completely.
Although Shui Linlang did not elaborate, she knew that if she became a night watchman, it would definitely be an earth-shaking change. He who was explained by the group of people who spent the night in the world knows very well that Midnight, one of the three major forces, has the highest combat power. , The meaning of the night watchman.
At that time, he also curiously asked the group about how powerful and mysterious the zero riders, executive officers, and night watchers were.
But unexpectedly, he could become one of them now, as long as he stepped into the circle in front of him...
And not only that, he can also completely get rid of the burden of [Chuangpai] heart.
The energy value standard for class C is 6000-8000.
C-level upper rank, which means that his mana value is approaching 8000.
What's important is that having an ‘infinite’ self has no limits, no negative effects, and the meaning of the 8000 mana value that can be completely controlled by oneself is far beyond the simple expression of a C-level superior.
And Fang Ran can be sure that Shui Linlang absolutely did not lie.
Because she has said so many things about herself to make herself believe in her ‘take the next words’.
"Fang Ran, I am not forcing you or threatening, but I really want you to accept this offer."
Shui Linlang did not have her smile on her face, but stared at Fang Ran deeply, as if she spoke softly with some hope and expectation.
"Infinite, it is really more important than you think for the world of night battle."
After hearing this sentence, Fang Ran suddenly spoke. He was silent for a while, as if he had been silent for a long time.
"I have always been curious."
The youth's voice was soft and calm, he breathed out softly, and blew the mist slightly, he finally understood.
Then, for the first time, he raised his head slightly, his eyes bright in the night.
Shui Linlang realized that the youth in front of her had bright and clear eyes.
"Why did you help me like this? You have been silently helping me resolve external interference, intervening in all kinds of external factors that may threaten me. The midnight person I killed in that scene must have been suppressed by you afterwards. Come down."
Speaking of this, Fang Ran looked at the water mist array shining in front of him, spreading the fog color as if the entrance of a fairyland, chuckled, then took a deep breath, and turned his gaze to look out the window at night The sea of ​​flowers gradually falling asleep inside, calmly speaking:
"Moreover, there is this proposal. In order to allow me to reach that point, the six participants must at least pay their freedom to use their ability all the time, and they cannot be ordinary participants. Ordinary participants can do it. Will it increase my mana or maintain my heart?"
He laughed for some reason, then exhaled, as if suppressing the shock and emotion in his heart, he said with certainty:
"No way, at least B-level, maybe A-level participation."
Li Ze was silent on the side, Shui Linlang looked at him silently, without interrupting him.
In fact, indeed, there is an A-class night watchman among those people.
"I don't believe that, for no reason, a big man who has lived for a century of the three major forces in the night battle will bother me so much, and from you, I can't see the malicious intent of the conspiracy."
The young man standing there smiled quietly and softly, with clear eyes, turning his head to look at Shui Linlang.
In the face of this situation, did he still consider these...
Seeming to understand the reason why he had been silent before, Shui Linlang had to admit once again that this young man was more careful and smarter than she thought.
From the moment he entered the door and was exposed by himself, he showed a calm thinking and delicate mind that was completely different from the way outsiders saw him.
"If you say this is a reward for saving your granddaughter, it doesn't seem to be the case, so I have always been curious,"
"Why are you helping me?"
Fang Ran smiled, then fell silent, shook his head and said:
"But after hearing what you said just now, I suddenly understood."
Shui Linlang's blue eyes froze for a second, and then he looked deeply at the youth opposite the water mist array.
"As a predictor who has lived for a century, you are really great. Although you can't guess the specific reason, you spared no effort to help me and even made the decision to make me a midnight watchman."
Fang Ran's eyes crossed the Linfu neighborhood that night...No, the majestic shadow in the center of the disaster-desperate city found the answer in the last sentence of Shui Linlang.
"Sure enough, it's for the night battle world...or to put it more bluntly, to save the world and the general situation?"
That night, facing the A-62 with the power to destroy the sky and the earth, Fang Ran realized for the first time the horror of standing on the enemy, numbering monsters, and for the first time...
The dark world.
Shui Linlang was silent, this was the longest time she was silent tonight.
After a long time, she looked at Fang Ran deeply, looked down at the mist and spoke in a low voice:
"Well, yes, I do think so, at least in this era, since you exist, I hope that can change."
"So, you are really great, use your abilities at any cost."
Fang Ran said softly, Shui Linlang's expression froze, and then spoke with a complicated tone:
"How did you guess?"
Opposite the water mist, Fang Ran raised his head slightly, and forced his expression to show a grin:
"Because I don't believe that an old A-level participant will not choose to personally retaliate after his granddaughter is in danger several times."
Shui Linlang was silent and did not answer, the blue light suddenly dissipated from her.
Although he was still young and elegant, but without the entanglement of the faint blue magic, the blue color in his eyes has changed back to the same color of glaze as Shui Lianxin.
"Fang Ran, do you really want to reject this proposal?"
Shui Linlang raised her eyes back to their original state, staring at Fang Ran earnestly, and confirmed with an unbearable tone:
"I know that this may indeed change a lot for you, because the original person is involved in an existence that is not his own determination, but you cannot maintain the status quo forever, you cannot choose to never step into the real night battle world. You cannot choose to live on mana forever!"
Speaking of the end, Shui Linlang's eyes were filled with the concerns of the elders, and his eyes fixedly looked at his complex and soft sincere:
"You should learn to grow."
The gentle words carry the concern and distress of the elders.
At this moment, even if he uses this power to'save the world' in the future, Shui Linlang sincerely hopes that Fang Ran can change her mind.
At least, it can prevent him from falling into a coma because of a heart arrest.
The youth stood silent for a long time in the shadow of the mist.
Then his voice was hoarse, as if he asked himself bitterly and softly:
"So, what is growth...?"
He bit his lip tightly, staring at Shui Linlang suddenly, his eyes were calm and broken, his expression was shaken, and the corners of his eyes were reddish!
It seems that water mist is condensing in the corner of his eyes...
"I used to think that growth is beautiful!"
His voice began to waver and become fierce, and the hand holding his chest and heart became harder and harder, and the voice of his words became louder and louder!
"I want to be strong, smart, handsome, mature and stable, without worrying my parents!"
"Be the person you want to be!"
Fang Ran swept away the broken silver dragon teeth and swept away a mist of water. It seemed that his emotions could not be suppressed from entering the door at this moment. From seeing so many memories that Shui Linlang showed him, he was struggling with excitement!
Shui Linlang looked at him in a little astonishment. She did not expect such a scene, but his fortune-telling past appeared in her mind, and she fell silent again.
Silver Broken Dragon Tooth directly took off his hand, flew out, and stuck on the ground at the door.
Fang Ran gritted his teeth and bowed slightly, as if his uncomfortable hands gripped the clothes tightly, his voice was hoarse and low, as if squeezed out of the memory of that night, carrying the cry of the child.
"But... I found out... it's not... what I thought!"
Recalling that night that night, the child who was naive and hardworking that night...
"It's not that you work hard slowly, you can get it slowly, and finally understand the truth naturally, become grown up, sensible, not as beautiful as I thought!"
Has he grown?
Growing up.
He grew faster than ever, and instantly understood a lot of things he didn't know in reality.
The growth is vigorous and burning.
Just like the protagonists in hero movies...
Just facing the cruel reality.
After breathing heavily, Fang Ran let go of his hands and stood up straight, looking straight at her straight up.
His eyes were firm and ferocious, and his voice was hoarse and calm with confidence:
"Getting what you have never got also means that at the same time you have to lose what you have never lost."
That night, he got the maturity and deepness that he had always wanted to understand a lot of truth and thought it was handsome, at the price of...
Lost the child who used to be passionate, innocent and dreaming of becoming a handsome hero,
He has become the once reticent and silent.
Has it grown?
Growing up.
Only that growth made Fang Ran understand.
Growth is not getting,
But lost.
Lose what you have never lost, get what you have never got.
"I know that you are right. Everything you do is for my good. I also know that as long as I leave here to become a night watchman, I can get a lot of things, to be active on the international stage, to see the vast world, and to participate in enhancement. The task of strength, but..."
Fang Ran calmly breathed, cooled his hot eyes, and looked straight at Shui Linlang's calm opening.
"For me, all my daily life, all the days of laughter between me and the people I know, those are all I cherish and only have!"
"If I get what you said, I will lose all of it."
For a split second, the days when I was always muddled with Ling, the noisy days living in that rental house with Meng Lang and Gou Yu, the days when I was training in the night club, and the days when I was a little nervous with Hua Ling , The days when they quarreled with each other with the magician, the days when the lime and the magician taught various experiences,
And even though he’s not good at interacting with people~EbookFREE.me~, but in fact, he was very gentle and cared about his condition and helped him train Ye Sheng,
The daily life he usually experiences...
"And you are indeed a great person, but even with the power of ‘infinite’, it’s not what I want to make ‘save the world’ stronger. I’m past the age of the second silly criminal."
I have already made a mistake once, and for this I have lost the days that I used to be carefree, innocent and happy, and spent the three years of high school alone and withdrawn.
I will not do it again.
Fang Ran turned and walked towards the garden gate. He pulled up the broken silver dragon tooth that had just let go and said softly.
"So, I won't be a night watchman."
Even if you can get rid of the shackles of your heart, you can gain unprecedented free power.
But isn't that the way to grow?
There is nothing worthless, only willing or not.
Shaking his head vigorously, he recovered his usual self.
Putting away the broken silver dragon tooth, Fang Rante turned his head back and smiled at Shui Linlang in embarrassment.
He changed back to the person who had just entered the door.
As if they had not experienced such a conversation, he was a little overwhelmed and spoke to the beautiful and luxurious woman in front of him:
"If it's the previous one, I might agree, but I'm really sorry, you are late, now..."
He took a final look at the water mist formation that represented many things, and then Fang Ran pushed the door and walked out, leaving only his last sentence, with the embarrassed, cautious and polite voice of the youth.
"I am not a hero, and I don't want to grow."