: Yanxi

The night is quiet.
In a certain hospital, the pale girl slowly opened her eyes, then did not sit up, but was lying on the bed looking at the hospital roof in a daze.
Tonight is a very special night for her.
Well, it's special.
Looking at the cracked white roofs, the incandescent bulbs yellowing with black dirt, the smell of disinfectant wafting in the room, and the wooden hospital beds were not soft.
This is the simplest hospital in Beijing.
She watched as her tears flowed silently.
But she quickly wiped it off, and then her pale arm full of pinholes supported her weak body, because the hair she hadn't cut for a long time in the hospital was a bit messy.
But it doesn't matter, because tonight is a very special night for her.
Stepping off the bed gently and slowly, she slowly squatted to the wall and buckled a small paper bag from a slightly larger crack in the corner.
She opened the paper bag, and inside was a white pill that had lost its shape and held it carefully in her hand. The girl was extremely satisfied.
This...
It was a sleeping pill that she had secretly hidden for two months.
Tell the nurse that if you can't sleep, they will give this to themselves, because they will not even let go of their tongue to monitor whether they eat well.
So she could only squeeze her throat with her fingers every night after turning off the lights, trying to make herself vomit out.
Because of this, she can only save three slices a week at most, and only one slice at the least.
However, it will not be used in the future.
Sitting back on her bed, she looked at the paper bag in her hand and slowly smiled happily.
Then smiled and tears fell.
In the dead of night, when no one notices this corner of the world.
With tears in her eyes, she smiled happily and slowly put these sleeping pills into the corners of her mouth.
Lie back on the bed, waiting for sleepiness to hit, but tears can't stop.
It’s okay, now it’s okay...
I don't have to be bracing and laughing..
It's just... now... I won't make them... worry about it... sad...
It should be...it doesn't matter...
She bit her lip and curled up on the hospital bed, tears finally running freely.
The feeling of lethargy came, but at the moment when her vision was blurred, she saw a figure sitting quietly beside her hospital bed at some point.
Tears overflowed to make the vision blurred, and the ward with no lights was dim.
But she still recognized the person sitting next to the bed.
After all, this is the beautiful person she secretly expected.
The other party is a girl who looks a few years older than the girl, her quiet face is exquisite and beautiful, and the agility of affinity and natural aura can't hide her.
"I remember you, you are the beautiful big sister who visited me."
With tears in her eyes, the girl said with a smile.
"It doesn't matter, if you do this, people who love you will be sad."
Seeing her agile and natural face in the night, the girl blinked with tears and showed a happy smile.
"Sister, did you pick me up from heaven?"
The girl was silent for a while, then gently touched her head and smiled:
"Well, yes, so you can tell me what you have."
"Sure enough, I knew that you such a beautiful person must be no ordinary person."
The girl is still smiling, with a happy voice, smiling with clear tears,
But smiling, her voice choked, heat gathered in her eyes and throat, she bit her lip tightly, and tremblingly grabbed the girl's hand.
"Sister...actually...I'm afraid...I'm so bad...I'm afraid...the thought of...I will die soon...I'm afraid..."
On the hospital bed, the girl tightly grasped the girl's hand, as if grasping the last support.
Her voice was sobbing and trembling, but she still suppressed her crying for fear of causing noise to other patients, so that the hospital would have reason to drive her away.
"but..."
Even if she was still a girl, she was terrified, she did.
Only at this moment, she doesn't have to worry about her tears causing worry to her parents, she doesn't need to hold on to the sunny and optimistic smile, and confide all the words in her heart to the person in front of her.
"My family has no money."
On the side of the hospital bed, the girl's pupils were shrunken as she listened to the girl's words, and her smile and tears made her heartbreak.
"In order to see a doctor, Dad... Mom... has used up all the money in the family..."
The heat continued to flow from the eyes following the words.
"This time... in order to bring me to Beijing... see a doctor... they... they..."
The girl gritted her teeth and closed her eyes, crying with undetectable voice, and the sadness in her heart made her breathless and her voice hoarse...
"Even...even the house...sold."
She looked at the girl by the bed, revealing all the grievances and sadness, and she shook her head vigorously, slowly letting go of the girl's hand.
"No... I don't want to..."
Lie back in his own hospital bed, letting his sleepiness be surging.
"I don't want to see anymore... they secretly wiped their tears because of my illness..."
"I don't want to see... They took the borrowed hundreds of dollars and lined up for me to buy medicine..."
"Relatives and friends...savings...house...the last time I saw them even a box of...a few dollars worth of lunch..."
The girl was weakly locked in the bed by the illness, talking about all the sadness in her heart, not knowing whether it was crying or laughing.
"In the end, he ate two boxes... Mom was afraid that Dad was not full... and smiled and said he was not hungry..."
Drowsiness hit, the girl's words became intermittent, and finally she turned to look at the girl's smile and her lips moved weakly:
"I heard from the nurse...my disease can't be cured...and sister...thank you for coming to see me tonight..."
The last smile was shown at the person who cared about herself, and the girl closed her eyes and fell into a quiet sleep that would never wake up again.
In the dream, she is still that outstanding three-good student, and her family is still happy and full.
The girl held her hand distressedly, pressed against her cheek, her eyes sad.
Then the emerald light shined from her body, flowing continuously into the body of the the bed.
Sweat dripped from her forehead, and the girl clenched her teeth until the last moment when her demonic energy was exhausted.
Finally, with a sigh of relief, the girl who committed suicide with sleeping pills whispered distressedly:
"Go to sleep, go to sleep, everything will be fine when you wake up."
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"So, you decided?"
In the auditorium-like garden, the breeze at night blows across the sea of ​​flowers on the manor, blowing the white veil curtains.
"Well, because the ability is not good at fighting, and the awakening time is not long, I am alert to the world of night combat~EbookFREE.me~ I have been hiding in the crowd..."
Looking at the luxurious and gentle figure in the dark blue dress across the tea table, the girl answered softly:
"However, through the events of tonight, I have understood that there are some things that I still can't ignore."
"Is it...."
Gently rubbing the teacup in his hand, the look of a young girl was reflected in the luxurious female glass eyes, and she spoke softly:
"After all, I can only give you one choice. If you don't want to join the night game, I will still help you hide the identity of the participants and lead a normal life."
"Because of the turmoil experienced, the night game is not strong at this moment, and there are enemies. Choosing to join may require a lot of effort."
Seeing the other person's inquiries about her eyes, the girl laughed, and the natural agility and beauty were undoubtedly evident on her face at the moment.
"I know, but I have already decided. I want to join the night game and get in touch with the night war world."
"Even if you might be in fatal danger in the future?"
"Ok."
The luxurious woman smiled softly, looked at the girl in front of her, and spoke softly:
"All right, I will welcome you for Xiaosheng and the others, Yanxi."
"In this way, counting the two younger generations I haven't called back, the night game is already like a big family."
The girl named Yanxi smiled slowly, and then said with a little embarrassment:
"Um... and tonight, thank you for telling me, if tomorrow I see how she will never wake up again, I might regret it for the rest of my life."
"It's okay, compared to this, after joining the night game, I am ready to contact the night war world. Is there anything I can help?"
"Ah...about this, ma'am..."
"Ok?"
"I want to open a hospital..."