Chapter 4: this summer

　　 In fact, I can't blame others at all.
　　 After all, she didn't say anything, most things were my wishful thinking.
　　 It’s okay to be the first to lend a helping hand, and it’s okay to use a large portion of the monthly living expenses to rent this rental house, which leads to hardship.
　　 I asked for it.
　　 is what I want.
　　 is not her fault.
　　 Sure enough, Fang Ran, twenty years old, still used to being single.
　　Think about it, too, a pretty girl in a department, why should I fall in love with you, an ordinary guy with no specialties?
　　 Because you helped others?
　　 Stop making trouble, Fang Ran, you are moral kidnapping.
　　 You know it yourself, and telling it to yourself now is just to hide that you are not so sad.
　　 Maybe my way is wrong, after all, girls are chased.
　　 You stretched out your hand silently, and stood there on call. It was called a spare tire.
　　 Fang Ran.
you are stupid.
　　 The boy used to smile proudly, dismissive of such things.
　　 The old boy's reticent silence established a vigilant protection circle to protect himself.
　　 How did you get here, it changed?
　　Maybe, the nerve named ‘love’ has come alive?
　　 Still longing for the warmth of someone caring and someone hugging?
　　 Fangran, don't be silly.
　　You are just a child in a family where both parents are ordinary workers, and you honestly find a job.
　　When relatives and friends help you introduce a blind date in the future, choose a gentle person to marry.
　　 This is your greatest possibility.
　　 Alas, don't talk about it anymore.
　　 Beautiful and outstanding girl, you should stay away from now on.
　　Also, remember to extinguish the love flame when it just rises.
　　 A guy who has been single for twenty years will never fall in love.
　　 If I had a little talent for love, would I be able to get out of it early?
　　 But I have to say, Fang Ran, your vision is pretty accurate.
　　 That was a good girl who turned down your face with silence at last.
　　 is still a favorite cute girl.
　　The personality is so gentle and considerate.
　　 Anyway, after running so many exhibitions with others, I am not at a loss, laugh.
　　 (the smiley face is drawn here)
　　 Two strangers who don’t know each other, love, like,
What does 　　 look like?
　　 I always feel that I can't even imagine myself now.
　　 Not only is poverty, but now even single people start to limit their imagination?
　　 But it’s okay, I’ll grow my wisdom after eating, so that I won’t be attracted to others in the future.
　　 is a little self-aware.
　　 After all, I am just an ordinary person.
　　 has no specialties, and no power.
　　 can only have a heart that wants to save the world, laugh.
　　 The more beautiful a woman is, the more deceitful it is.
　　 That's right! From now on, take the words of Mother Zhang as the motto.
　　 Stay away from those beautiful girls.
　　People won't like a huge crowd like me.
and so.
　　 Remember, Fang Ran.
　　 In the future, I will not see those beautiful and enchanting girls.
　　 It can’t be yours anyway.
　　 And be wary of those nice girls who come over suddenly.
　　 They must have a plan.
　　 Suddenly, you are being held on the street and asked to invite you to dinner, but the other party is still a pretty girl or something.
　　 This kind of thing is probably only in dreams or stories.
　　The reality is that you hesitate and make up your mind and stretch out your hand to the girl you like.
　　 only silently refused.
　　 Fang Ran, you are really just an ordinary person.
　　 That night several years ago, didn’t you already know it?
　　 You are not a hero, nor a protagonist.
　　 There is no protagonist halo.
　　You are no longer the boy who thinks you can do it if you want, and you can get it if you want it.
　　 Didn’t we know this for a long time?
　　 Forget it, I'll stop here this time.
　　 This is just an attempt to fall in love, but once again realize that I am just an ordinary person, a fool.
　　 I'm talking to myself a little melancholy.
　　 But, nevertheless.
this summer.
　　 Under the street lamp in the middle of the night, I can help the girl who is at a loss in cos clothing.
that is really good.