: 1 day in winter vacation

This is a story from a winter vacation in the past.
　　
Although the new year has just passed, the small town in the north, as a border, has a large number of people returning home. In the low temperature close to minus 30°, it still looks a little deserted under the snow cover. It is no different in normal times. .
　　
　　 If you insist, there are more red firecrackers in the snowdrift on the side of the road...
　　
　　 Then there is a relatively fringe community in the city. The official who lives in the villa next to it has not been drawn in for eating, drinking, and gambling. In winter, it is just in the warm and bright sunshine.
　　
One door in a unit building is open, and the two neighbors are all looking to go out. There are some tall and thin men holding on to the inconvenient figures with their legs and feet, and some lingering women before going out. Qi Bao explained to the two "left-behind children" in the house:
　　
　　 "Xiao Ran, there are leftover dishes in the refrigerator. You and Fang Ran can warm them up at noon. Don't stay at home all the time. You can go wherever you want to play together. Then let's go."
　　
　　 stood at the door quietly watching the woman chasing the other two who had gone down a long time ago, the slender girl in a white soft sweater closed the door, and then looked at the figure standing at the door of her room who had heard it,
　　
　　His hair is a bit longer, and his indifferent eyes look a bit unspoken.
　　
　　 "Did you hear that, Aunt Fang called us out."
　　
　　 The girl's legs under the black tights were slender, Fang Xiaoran squatted at the door and arranged her slippers casually and said flatly.
　　
"Ok.."
　　
　　 lowered his eyes, he nodded and replied and looked away, and then he paused for a while before his voice slowed down, as if he didn't know how to talk to the other party hesitated to speak:
　　
　　 "Then... do you have any place you want to go..."
　　
　　 The moment he heard him say this, the motion of getting up stopped insignificantly, and then Fang Xiaoran's voice with his back to him suddenly became less fluctuating, and he uttered a word flatly.
　　
"No."
　　
　　 then turned around and walked to the sofa, picked up the unfinished book on the coffee table and sat down near the window.
　　
　　 The sun shines brightly on her, the sky is clear and the scenery is far away is indeed a good time to read.
　　
　　 But it seemed that he heard the word just now suddenly cold, opened his mouth and finally couldn't say anything, so he had to turn around and return to his room.
　　
　　 There is no unnecessary chat. Compared to the two people's taciturn style, it is more accurate because of the gap left by them. They both feel a little unnatural to talk to each other.
　　
　　 However, this is normal for the siblings since high school.
　　
　　 It was clearly his own home, but it seemed that he couldn't get out of the room. Sitting at the desk, looking at the piles of college entrance examination materials and exercise papers, he escaped from these things a little bit during the short winter vacation, flipping through them casually.
　　
　　I can't keep up with the first echelon in performance...
　　
　　 was thinking about all kinds of things endlessly, looking at the clock hands on the clock on the table side in a daze, letting time pass, until I remembered the conversation just now, I could hear the sound of pages turning outside the door.
　　
　　 Did I say something wrong just now...
　　
　　 Just say where to go... is it better...
　　
　　 glanced outside the door, and finally failed to go out to continue the topic, unconsciously sighed and slowly lay on the table.
　　
　　 has become like this again...
　　
　　 After the two were not in the same class since last semester, it seems that it is more and more common to not talk to each other at home.
　　
The short daylight in winter seems to make the morning time shorter because the annual vacation does not need to wake up early. It is time to eat at noon since the parents of the two have left, thinking about the transfer student who came before him. Hearing footsteps in the living room on the table came to his door.
　　
　　 "I'm going to warm up the rice, what do you want to eat from the leftover dishes yesterday?"
　　
As if passing by the door of his room, Fang Xiaoran stood at the door watching him and asked, letting him sit upright on the chair, who was lying on the table. Some did not expect that she would come to ask, opened her mouth and got stuck. Then he said:
　　
　　 "Ah...anything will do."
　　
Then Fang Xiaoran glanced at him, walked into the kitchen without saying a word and opened the refrigerator. There was the rest of the New Year’s Eve dinner that was abundant every day during this period. He took out two dishes that he didn’t like and put on an apron. What happened? Her housework, who couldn't do well, was already proficient in unknowingly.
　　
　　 It seemed that he had obtained the permission to leave the house. Feeling that the stagnation was a little slow, he walked out of the bedroom and glanced at the kitchen and sat on the sofa in the living room. On the coffee table was the book Fang Xiaoran just read.
　　
　　 "Career Determines Life"
　　
　　 already reading this kind of book...
　　
　　 For a moment, the silent young man remembered that the teacher had said that after the beginning of the next semester, experts would come to make professional choices and give lectures on employment.
　　
　　 Compared to the shady and cool bedroom, the living room is warmer in winter. Although there are only two people at home on the sofa, I always feel a bit awkward and uncomfortable, but listening to the sound of lunch in the kitchen, the sun is shining outside the window.
　　
　　 It's still a bit reassuring.
　　
　　 "It's done, come and eat."
　　
Faint words without emotion sounded, Fang Xiaoran, who took off his apron and wiped his hands, looked at him and said. The two people sitting at the dinner table with only the sound of bowls and chopsticks remained silent and kept quiet until he heard Fang Xiaoran sitting opposite him calm. Feel free to ask:
　　
　　 "Do you want to go to the university?"
　　
The high school courses have all ended early, and the first half of the last year of the third year of high school review and lectures are over. In the second half of the semester, only candidates for various mock tests and exercises are left. If it is not too surprising, the scores have been basically finalized. It’s not too exaggerated to make some improvements,
　　
　　 So everyone has basically begun to think about which city and university they are going to go to,
　　
　　 The key to life is not to be lost.
　　
　　 knows that this is a question she does not want to let the air be too quiet, and the only topic that the two can intersect is this.
　　
　　 So there was a pause, he chewed the rice in his mouth and answered briefly.
　　
　　 "L.A., I plan to apply to the university there."
　　
　　 "Why Los Angeles."
　　
　　 "My current grades are better than choosing a school or a city."
　　
　　 "You plan to graduate and stay there..."
　　
　　 "Well, probably."
　　
"Is it..."
　　
　　 The flat conversation ended in a flat, without any further words.
　　
　　 Packed the dishes and chopsticks in the kitchen sink for soaking. He glanced at the girl who sat back in the living room to read and hesitated a little.
　　
　　 didn't walk back to his room but instead leaned against the sofa on the carpet in the living room. Seeing his movements, Fang Xiaoran glanced at him from the corner of his eye and didn't speak.
　　
　　 The distance between the two is close at hand this time.
　　
　　 touched the remote control and carefully sensed that the girl didn't seem to object. He turned on the TV to replay the channels of various evening parties these days, and then turned down a little.
　　
　　 saw that she hadn't left, and he was relieved for some reason.
　　
Leaning on the sofa and sitting on the ground behind the coffee table, the figure sitting behind him is reading the book. The two quiet people in the room did not speak, but there is nothing to say. In fact, it can be divided into embarrassing and relaxing. Of two kinds,
　　
　　 looks like the latter now.
　　
　　 Then the afternoon sun was more dazzling, the geothermal heat made the carpet warm, the lively programs on the TV sounded, and the quiet sound dispelled the loneliness in the room.
　　
　　 It’s a very ordinary day, and I didn’t go anywhere. I usually meet my brothers and sisters who rarely greet each other, so I just spend this day.
　　
　　 Although it is very plain~EbookFREE.me~, it is also very safe.
　　
　　 Let the long-standing rigid relationship between them eased a little bit on this day.
　　
　　 "Auntie Fang seems to be coming back later in the evening, what do you want to eat?"
　　
　　 "Well, anything will do."
　　
　　...
　　
　　...
　　
Only when I sat back at the table in my room at night, I saw the bookshelf that I had turned over in the morning, and I was about to be reversed to a notebook that I had not seen for a long time. After I opened it subconsciously, I saw the first page on it, the tender handwriting and The most conspicuous sentence in the innocent words,
　　
　　‘I want to be a hero. ’
　　
　　 After a few seconds of silent silence, he slowly tore off the page,
　　
　　 threw it in the trash can.