Chapter 1503: One wide and two wide, each student rejoices

My throat suddenly stumped.
When I heard him say this, I didn't have the touch he wanted, nor the fear or anger that came as expected. Suddenly my heart suddenly felt like a deep sense of powerlessness. It seemed to be stuck in a quagmire. No matter how I struggled, I even struggled for so many years ...
I was silent for a while before taking a deep breath, looking up at him:
He was about to speak, but he went on to say, "I know everything I do, you can't accept it, so-I keep it from you."
"..."
"As I did then, I hope you look at me as well."
For a moment, I felt a sore throat, soreness burst into my heart, some speechless.
Actually, I don't necessarily know his thoughts.
It should be said that everyone who loves others will have such a mindset, give their best side to the other side, and put their own makeup on the other side.
I also understand that he is real and used his heart.
Seeing that my eyes were red, Pei Yuanxiu breathed a little more eagerly. He looked at me deeply and said, "Lightness, am I a demon in your eyes now?"
"..."
I blinked and looked up at him.
Behind the candlelight was his pale face. Perhaps this moment was not only torment to me, but also torment like purgatory to him.
He killed my friend, instructed Gu Ping to kill Pei Yuanzhen, and used my opportunity to find wonderful words to go out to sea to find Folang machine guns, and even-poison the light cold ...
Is he a demon in my eyes?
Do I see him as a cruel and ruthless demon?
...
I have not spoken, and he has been waiting quietly, as if a prisoner on death row is waiting for the sentence to be pronounced. He just looked at me like that, except for the firelight in his original clear eyes, there was no temperature.
I was silent for a long time, and when I spoke again, my voice was a little unconsciously hoarse.
I said gently: "In fact, people often look at each other in their own way. If they love someone, they will try to perfect it even if they do something ordinary. There is nothing wrong; if the other party does something wrong, the first thing that comes to mind is not that he did something wrong, but to find a reason for him and think of a lot of distress.
"..."
"What kind of person we are in each other's eyes is not necessarily what we really look like, it may just be what the other person wants to see."
"So, what do I look like in your eyes?"
"..."
I looked at him, my eyes flickered slightly because of the swaying candlelight on the table.
After a while, I said, "If all this hasn't happened, it should still be-in the cabinet."
I heard his breath suffocate.
He immediately asked, "So, now?"
right now……?
I lowered my eyes and avoided his gaze, but no matter how I avoided it, his gaze fell on my skin straight with the temperature of the flame, bringing a burning pain.
I finally said, "I haven't figured it out yet."
"..."
He was stunned again.
This is the same as what I said just now-I don't think about whether I hate him or what.
Therefore, at the moment how I think about him, I didn't think about it.
The man in front of me gave me the life that many women in the world wanted, gave me the greatest pampering, and saved my daughter. Even at the end of life, he just thought of me; but he was also giving me At the same time of petting, I did those things that I couldn't face at all, even almost, poisoned Qinghan ...
He is someone I ca n’t simply love, hate, or forgive.
Although I just sat there calmly, but the deep folds of my brows had exposed the torture inside. He looked at me for a long time and suddenly said, "Do you know what you look like in my eyes?"
"..."
I was silent and looked up at him.
"Still, what does it look like in the cabinet?"
He nodded slightly.
"No matter what you have experienced and how long it has passed, in my eyes, you always look the same, and have never changed."
I smiled lightly, although it was smiling, but the smile was full of smiles: "But we all know that each other is not what they were then."
"..."
"Yuan Xiu, no matter how many memories we have had, how good those memories are ... I can't look back."
"..."
"I won't look back."
"Lightness ..."
"Yuan Xiu," I interrupted him, and solemnly said, "You told me everything. I know it's not easy for someone like you. And what I gave you tonight, all It's true. "
"..."
"Whether I want to hate you or not. I haven't really figured it out yet, but I can't forgive you."
"..."
I supported the edge of the table with both hands, and stood with a little strength to stand up to me, and then said to him, "Let's go. What we can say, all said, it's over, it's over. You I've married Miss Han, and even if Qinghan won't return to me, I won't leave again. "
"..."
"Yuan Xiu, let's go here."
He was sitting there idly, and when he heard this, it seemed like he was suddenly pierced with a needle in his chest, and the whole person shuddered, looked up at me, and said calmly: " Do you remember when you two got married, you had a joke with me. "
"..."
"At that time, you didn't let me talk and do things so old-fashioned, because the two of us were married, not separated."
His eyes flickered, and I thought he remembered it too. I smiled slightly and said, "Actually, I didn't think about it at that time, even if I made such an obscure joke, I didn't feel unlucky at all. Because- —I never thought that we would really come to this point in the two sessions. "
"..."
"Just didn't expect it, really, to this point."
As I said, I picked up the cups on the table, one in front of him and one in front of me, slowly pouring him the cold water in the pot, and then pouring me a cup. . While doing these things, I said calmly: "Since the two hearts are different and it is difficult to return to the same mind, I am willing to leave the king, and hope that the king treats me with the past, and pays the bride. Shou."
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"And I also feel the pity of the emperor, and the future is very important.
"..."
I picked up a cup myself and handed another cup to him--
"Let's take a break from each other and rejoice."