Chapter 2417: There are still things that stay on me

Although I just listened to her words, bitter, but now, my face couldn't help but smile again.
When I saw Ye Fei, I was really worried about what happened to Alan, and more worried about what an irreparable tragedy happened between them, but now I know that it was just a misunderstanding.
The luckiest thing in the world is not that it has encountered any good things, but the misfortunes it has encountered are just a false alarm.
I smiled and said, "Great."
When Alan heard me say this, it seemed as if she had vainly said, "What's so good?"
"Great."
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"Sister Lan, you should be fortunate that God is still on your side."
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"And thankfully he's alive."
Alan didn't speak, but her breath sank slightly.
I said, "I was in the palace at that time, and the emperor told me, in fact, many times that year, he thought about it, kill me, forget it, the entanglement between me and him was too deep. Pain. He thought about it and killed me a hundred times. "
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"But he still didn't do it."
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"I think he also understands that if people are alive, they can have love and hate, and there are thousands of possibilities, even if it is incredible, as long as people or they can happen."
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"But as soon as a person dies, there is nothing left."
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"If you do n’t start, you will never start; if you start, you must end immediately."
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"Sister Lan, you know what I mean?"
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"You should be grateful to God. He is on your side. No matter what, Ye Fei is still alive. This is already for you, the best, the best--"
My heartbeat was getting heavier, and tears seemed to come from my heart, and my throat was blocked for a moment. I choked and couldn't speak, and my eye circles had become red.
Tears, like broken beads, rolled down one by one.
Alan looked at me like this and was shocked. She said, "Lightness, what happened to you?"
I also wanted to make a smile, raised my head and smiled at her, but the tears had wet the entire face, and I couldn't control it anymore. I slowly lowered my head, and the tears were like a dyke. Eyes rolled down.
Alan immediately felt something, and she grabbed my hand with a backhand: "What happened to Liu Qinghan?"
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"You said that you encountered a change, what changed, and made your hair white and your eyes blind?"
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"Lightness, you tell me!"
I gritted my teeth, almost biting the tip of my tongue, and the salty taste of blood filled the entire mouth all at once. The taste stimulated me all over, and Alan could see how I am now, She grabbed my shoulder more eagerly and clenched hard: "What the is wrong, you tell me!"
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I held on for a long time, and then pressed back tears, and the pain in my heart that almost spread to the whole body, and slowly raised my head to her: "Sister Blue ..."
"What's wrong?"
With tears, I smiled softly: "Treasure the people in front of me."
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"I can't."
Alan took a sigh of cold air, and she seemed to understand it all at once, and said dumbly, "Liu Qinghan--"
"he's gone."
Alan's hand trembled suddenly, slowly loosening from my shoulder.
She murmured, "He, he ..."
"Sister Blue, he's gone."
I laughed, but no matter how I gritted my teeth this time, I couldn't control the tears, as if I didn't belong to myself, and kept rolling down.
I could only cry and laugh, and said, "When I don't know, I can't even see, he just left."
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"He lied to me again."
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"He said it, he promised when he rescued me from Pei Yuanxiu's hands, he won't lie to me, but he lied to me, he lied to me again ..."
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"And I actually believed him again, and I was cheated by him again."
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"Sister Blue, can you believe it, I was fooled by him again."
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"I was deceived by him, I didn't even see his last side, Sister Blue ..." I slowly lowered my head, resting my forehead on her slightly twitching shoulder, and tears immediately soaked her clothes, I gritted my teeth and said, "I want to kill him!"
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"But I want him to live again, as long as he lives, everything is fine ..."
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Alan was sitting there without talking, and her body was twitching for a while, as if Wuchi was in pain. After a long time, she slowly raised her hand and stroked my hair with trembling.
"He really is dead?"
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"How could this be?"
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"I can't save him if I give him such a medicine?"
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"The medicine was specially sought by the master, called 'The Gate of Eternal Life'. Although this medicine is highly toxic, it will aggravate the toxicity in his body, but-"
Speaking of which, she couldn't say anything.
After a long time, he said softly, "How can this be ...?"
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"How could this be?"
She was also silent, and after a long time, I finally calmed down my inner pain, or not, just let myself get used to it again, and slowly raised my head from her shoulder. She reached out her hand and wiped it with her thumb Going to the tear marks on my face, he said softly, "You are just for him ... to be like this?"
I smiled.
There were tears in the corners of my eyes that could hardly stop flowing down, but I could no longer control my emotions. I reached out and stroked my horns gently, saying, "He will not let me see, let alone let me know."
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"It seems to be leaving like this, you can leave nothing."
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"But there are still some things that remain with me."
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"Sister Lan," I looked up at her, feeling her breath trembling, and said gently: "You are so beautiful, but don't be like me."
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"I have no choice but Ye Fei is still alive."
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"Even maybe, you can survive well."
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"In the first half of your life, you said that you were too brave to live, but what about the next days, you should make a choice yourself."
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She heard me say that, the breath became heavier, and my words seemed to be pressed on her heart, and the atmosphere in the room became tense.
And just as the two of us were facing each other in silence, a very thin, almost inaudible voice came softly from the bed—
"Alan ... Alan ..."