Chapter 2441: I make you hate me ...

I smiled slightly at myself who couldn't see in the bronze mirror: "Everything that makes it grow, along with this seed, you gave it."
His hand trembled sharply and then let me go.
I felt his chest close to my back also leave, and after a long time, a voice so low and almost unfamiliar sounded above his head—
"I made you hate me?"
"..."
"I have done so many things, hope to keep you, hope to give us two futures, hope you can love me."
"..."
"But I make you hate me."
"..."
"I make you hate me ..."
I sat there quietly, listening to his voice getting deeper and lower, and even in the end, my throat was hoarse and silent, and there was no fluctuation in my heart, but I just felt him slowly leaning down He stretched out his arms and hugged me. The chest seemed colder than before.
Especially-his heartbeat.
It seems to me that I can't feel his heartbeat anymore.


That night was extraordinarily deep.
I have forgotten how I went to bed and went to bed by myself? Or was he reported in the midst of coma?
I've forgotten it all.
I just remember that when I got up in the morning, when I felt the light in front of me, I immediately felt a look at me.
That feeling is from the night dream.
I couldn't help turning my head. Although I couldn't see anything, I followed the feeling and heard a husky voice saying, "You're awake."
Pei Yuanxiu!
Is he by the bed?
Did he leave and come back, or was he staying here?
I couldn't help frowning, but he didn't seem to see the expression on my face at all, leaned down and said softly, "Get up and eat something, you have slept for a long time."
"..."
Originally, I didn't want to show weakness or show a weak look in front of him, but my body is not as good as before, let alone a blind man. In many cases, I can't help myself-I can't help myself.
I sat up, and several maids came in immediately to serve me, and listening to the outside movement, I guessed that it was almost noon, and it was indeed a long sleep.
After freshening up, someone brought the meal.
Listening to the sound of putting the dishes on the table for a long time, I wanted to come to a table full of meals, and the smell of incense immediately spread in this original and simple room. He took me to the seat At the table, I took my rice bowl and chopsticks.
"Eat something."
"..."
My throat slightly stabbed.
At this time, memories that I had forgotten in the past suddenly surged in like tides. I suddenly remembered that when he was still on the ship in Jinling, he had killed those people in front of me in order to force me to eat.
Now, with such a gentle tone, although there is no indication what he is going to do, the familiar feeling has spread from his heart to his limbs.
My hand holding the chopsticks froze.
Although I can't see it, others can see it, not to mention him. Maybe the slightest change in expression on my face will be clearly seen by him. He was silent for a while, picking up a little dish Come and put it in my bowl.
"Do not be afraid."
"..."
"I, I will never hurt you again, nor will I force you again."
"..."
"Don't be afraid of me."
"..."
I was silent for a moment, and said nothing, and bowed my mouthful to eat the contents of the bowl.
I ate a meal very quietly, without any sound. He clamped something into my bowl, and I ate it calmly. Fortunately, he didn't ask me to eat more. After dinner, he finally set down his chopsticks.
Someone came in to clean up the dishes on the table and sent hot tea.
I took a sip of tea before sending all the meals that had accumulated on my chest. I breathed a little sigh of relief, and then listened to the sound of bamboo leaves rustling as the wind outside.
It's so quiet here.
But what next?
After eating, what are you going to do?
All I know is that he asked Qi Muge to take me away and let Xie Hou Qi come to me, but he hadn't seriously considered what he was doing to get me back here.
If you say, you would use me to threaten Pei Yuanzhang, or to threaten Jiangnan and Xichuan ’s soldiers and horses—
He is not a child anymore. Of course, in the face of such a major event, the lives of one person, two people, or even a group of people are nothing.
No one really cares for a light face in front of the world.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help raising my head and heard him say, "Let's go."
"...?" I froze and said, "What?"
He didn't answer me, but just came over and grabbed my arm to lift me up. I couldn't bear his strength, and there was no need to talk to him about it, so he stood up, and he helped me out.
Although the winter in Beijing is full of wind and snow, there is also a good place. When the sun comes out, the whole world looks extraordinarily bright.
As soon as I went out, I felt like I was going to be revived.
The bright light in front of me gives a warm feeling. In fact, the winter sun is indeed extremely warm. He took my arm and walked forward slowly. The bamboo leaves on both sides were rustled by the wind. Some snow foam on the leaves was blown down and fell to the face, itchy and crisp.
I just don't know where he is going to take me.
After walking for a while, he felt that the road was about to go, but he took me around the corner and went back again.
I couldn't help but finally say, "What do you do?"
He said, "I just took you out for a walk."
"..."
"Walking after dinner is better for your health."
"..."
"You can rest a while."
"..."
I can't figure out what he is going to do, eat, distribute, and rest ... Isn't this the days of the old men and old women?
Moreover, he has been here with me, so why do n’t he have to deal with his political affairs?
Although I have doubts in my heart, I do n’t ask questions. After all, I ca n’t see him, and I am totally unsure about many people and things around me. I ’ve just arrived here the next day. The situation is fine.
He took me back and went back, then, really let me lie down and rest for a while, lying on the couch next to the window, the window is open, although there is a little wind blowing in, but the warmth in the house will not blow, plus The sun was shining on my face and it was very comfortable. I really slept for a while.
As soon as I woke up, I heard someone walk in and said to Pei Yuanxiu, "Emperor."
Finally I heard someone else coming.
However, this title really made me sting a bit before I came back to God-since I came here, I have been with him alone, no third person appeared between us, and his attitude was almost As before, I have forgotten a bit, the fact that he has become king.
Pei Yuan said: "Come in."
"Yes."
My eyebrows twitched slightly, and then I carefully identified that person's voice was strange. It should be someone I had never seen before. It should be very old, at least about sixty years old, and the sound of footsteps coming in. Very light and obviously very careful.
He walked in and saluted in front of Pei Yuanxiu. Pei Yuanxiu said, "Show her."
I was still at a loss, and I didn't know what was going to happen, so I heard the man say, "Excuse me, Miss Yan, stretch out your hand."
I frowned. "What?"
Pei Yuanxiu's gentle voice immediately rang in his ear: "You don't have to be afraid, Taiyi Zhang just came to show you."
Taiyi ...
He asked the doctor to see me?
I was a little hesitant, and that too doctor asked me carefully again, I thought about it and stretched out my hand.
A soft pillow was placed under my wrist, and a thin silk drape was applied to the hand. The super doctor carefully gave me a pulse for a long time. After a long time, he retracted his hand and said, "There is work."
Then he said, "Offended."
I sat still, feeling that he came over, rolled my eyelids, inspected several places carefully, and then pulled back.
I sat calmly, but his breath was a little trembling, and he turned to Pei Yuanxiu next to him and said, "Emperor, Weichen-Weichen wants to take a step to speak."
Pei Yuanxiu thought about it, got up and followed him out.
I listened to the sound of bamboo leaves rustling from the wind outside, but two people may walk far away to speak. Even if I was sensitive, I could hear nothing.
After a while, Pei Yuanxiu returned.
He walked a little heavier than he had just walked back to me, silent for a while, and then said, "Nothing."
"..."
Actually, I didn't ask him.
And I know, he just got an answer he didn't want at all.
I even know that the doctor must tell him that there is no obvious illness on my body and no damage to the organs, so my white head and blindness are beyond his power.
Sure enough, after saying something inexplicable, he was silent for a while, and then whispered, "I'll give you a way."
I was motionless and didn't even move my eyelids.
However, for the next few days, he really answered his word. He accompanied me every day to eat, distribute, and rest. A different doctor would come to see me in a day or two. Sometimes Someone will give me an injection or prescribe some medicine, and he will coax me to drink it.
This kind of day, although I did not expect it before, is also unexpected, and it makes me even more confused.
Hasn't he already become emperor?
But these days, he has stayed here with me, and has hardly left.
Doesn't he have to deal with his government affairs?