Chapter 2453: Your most precious thing is actually it

After Gerdy and Han Zitong came to the scene, the cabinet became much quieter.
It didn't take long for all the preparations in the palace to be completed. I heard that even the emperor's Jingren Palace had been cleaned up, and only when the emperor ordered it, everyone would follow him. Drive to Tianjin.
However, Pei Yuanxiu never gave this order again.
What I know is that Texas has been breached, and Sheng Jing and Pei Yuanzhang's soldiers are very close to Beijing.
Of course, they sent troops to resist, but from the battles I "heared" on the snowfield, I understand that at this time, almost no one can resist Pei Yuanzhang's army.
Besides, there are also the men and women of Shengjing.
What's more, Pei Yuanxiu listened to my persuasion and put most of his troops in Tianjin. This naturally caused great difficulties for Yemen ’s attack on Tianjin, but the defense of Beijing was relatively empty.
Therefore, their presence in the city is almost an immediate matter.
In this case, even those who had previously strongly opposed the emperor's move to Tianjin can only shut up now, because everyone has a feeling of going back and forth.
But Pei Yuanxiu didn't order it.
After two days in a row, he did not even call the ministers to go up, but he stayed in the chapel alone. When I heard the news, it was exactly when the twilight came. Han Zitong came to me in person. .
She said, "He can't listen to all the advice."
"..."
"Yan Qingying, this dilemma is for you, you should advise him."
I looked at her funny.
Han Zitong's eyes are not blind, of course, she can clearly see the slightest indifference on my face, but she is not angry at all and just calmly says, "Don't you want him to go to Tianjin? He doesn't move now, don't you worry about it yourself? "
"..."
"If you still want him to go into your trap, you better advise him."
After saying this, she left.
I looked up outside, and the sunset was like fire, and there was almost "dazzling" light in my eyes, which stung me for a while.
At this time, Qiu'er and Lu'er both came over, and I said to them, "Help me change my clothes. Let's go and see."
The two of them immediately found a piece of clothing for me, and then helped me out of the cabinet.
There is a long way to go from the cabinet to the main hall. There are no sedan chairs, and there are many eunuchs and eunuchs passing by along the way. Although they dare not say anything in front of me, but even if they cannot see it, I also I could feel their hostile eyes and whispering behind me.
After walking for a while, I finally reached the main hall.
There were a few guards at the door, and when they saw me, they all came forward to stop them.
"The Emperor ordered, no one should disturb!"
I said, "I just want to say a few words to the emperor, and please pass on some."
They certainly knew who I was, and hesitated before they said, "Miss Yan, please come back."
"The emperor's temper these days-we dare not touch it."
"What's the matter, wait till the emperor returns to the cabinet, and it's not too late."
"..."
I was a little hesitant. Of course, I didn't want to make these people embarrassed. After all, I just did my part. I was just worried that Pei Yuanxiu didn't want to return to the cabinet at all. At this time, he didn't want to go anywhere.
So I said softly, "But—"
But before I finished speaking, I heard a snoring sound coming from the closed door—
"Let her come in."
Upon hearing this, the guards were relieved and said quickly: "The emperor uploaded you, Miss Yan, please come in."
I was a bit surprised. I didn't expect him to respond so quickly, and asked Qiuer to help me walk to the door and push the door open. Immediately, the eyes that had already lost sight couldn't feel any light at all.
I don't know how dim it is.
I walked in cautiously, and the door closed immediately behind me.
At this moment, I feel like walking in the dark night with no fingers, and I am very careful before taking each step, especially in the large and high space of the hall, and the sound of light footsteps will echo. Feeling scared.
I took a few steps forward, and probably felt that I had reached the center of the hall.
I don't know where he is.
Just as I hesitated a little hesitantly, his hoarse voice came forward: "Why are you here?"
"..."
It sounded like he was sitting on the golden dragon chair above the hall.
Think of it this way, it feels a little funny.
Of course he only has that place to go.
I said calmly, "I heard that you have been here for a few days, and you can't keep your door behind them. The queens are worried, so they want me to persuade you."
He was silent for a while and said, "What about you?"
"what?"
"Are you worried about me?"
"..."
I was silent, but he looked at me for a moment and chuckled.
That laughter should be very low. It came from his heart, probably only he could hear it, and only laughed at him, but in this empty hall, the laughter was suddenly amplified. Countless times.
The ridicule and helplessness were clear.
I stood quietly for a while, then took a step forward and said softly, "Can't bear it?"
"..."
This time, he was silent.
In the complete darkness, my hearing became more sensitive, and I could almost hear his breathing stop suddenly, as if he was choked by his throat. He didn't speak, only so quiet, and after a while, he passed There was a light voice, as if he was reaching out and stroking the dragon chair under him.
I said, "I can't bear it."
He chuckled again, but this time there didn't seem to be so much emotion in the laughter, only the heavy exhaustion.
"I thought I could let go," he said.
I thought about it and said, "It took you so much effort and it took so many years to sit in this seat. It's really weird if you can really drop it easily."
He said, "Human hearts are weird."
"..."
"It took so much effort, it took so many years, and even-I almost lost my most precious thing, and only got it. I thought I figured it out, I could give it up, but when it came to the end, but -Difficult to give up. "
I said calmly: "My heart cannot lie to myself."
"..."
"What is most precious to you is actually it."