Chapter 328: I ca n’t give you anything

Queen and-Shen Rou, are they all here?
I slowly raised my head and looked out of the door, a bright sunlight, and I smiled in my heart-they surely came.
What a concubine who has lost a child will encounter in this palace, I have never thought about it, but from the moment I lost this child, I also expected this day. Sooner or later, I will come. As long as Pei Yuanzhang doesn't let me go, I won't be able to avoid all of this.
Wu Yan sighed and walked over to help me lean on the bedside, and put the soft pillows behind, making me lean more comfortable.
When all this was done, a scent of incense came.
Chang Qing, followed by Shen Rou, and all the concubines in the other palaces came in. This not too spacious room was suddenly full of people, but it felt a little bright and spring, and the strong powdery powder aroma suddenly turned the whole The room was smoky.
As soon as Lu Shuyi entered the house, she covered her nose and frowned, "Well, it's a big medicine smell."
"That's bad smell."
I slowly raised my head and looked at the group of women at the door. The weather outside was very good. The sun shone brightly on the white snow. The room was bright, but I couldn't hide the pearly jewels on them. Everyone can't wait to wear all the jewellery on their heads, and to fight for their pets, they are also gorgeous and dazzling.
Shui Xiu has gone forward to ask An An to worship, and then said gently: "Queen lady, ladies, talents are resting inside."
Before, the doctor said that I couldn't see the wind, and a curtain was hanging in the center of the room. At this time, the curtain was lifted, and Chang Qing slowly entered the inner room.
Because it is the New Year, her clothes are still very grand. Jin Chanchan's clothes with heavy headdresses on her head make people feel a little dare to look up, but they are still faint. There is not much expression on that clear face, It is neither sad nor happy, as if looking down at the gods of sentient beings, there is nothing light.
She walked slowly to the bed and looked at my pale face: "Yue Cairen, are you better?"
I sat there indifferently, motionless.
Seeing me silent and not speaking, Lu Shuyi immediately became angry and pointed at me and said, "Yue Cairen, what are you doing? The queen maiden came to see you in person, please don't speak up, the queen asks you and you will not answer, You are going to rebel! "
"Yeah, it's so unruly!"
"..."
I was still silent, Wu Yan and they hurried to kneel down, and repeatedly hoeed: "The queen mother forgive her sins. Only since then has she been in a bad shape and has a bad spirit, please queen mother Forgiveness is rude. "
Chang Qing sighed and said, "Everyone knows that he won't blame him."
"Xie Niangniang."
Wu Yan was relieved and stood up slowly. At this moment, a soft voice sounded again-
"The queen lady is really kind-hearted, but some people may not know how to advance or retreat, otherwise, this will not happen."
The sound was like a needle that pierced into my heart, causing my numb body to start to twitch and ache. As soon as I raised my eyes, I saw the most dazzling woman in the crowd.
That day in Qingyin Pavilion, she was white as a fairy, but today she was wearing a bright red robe, which made her skin more snowy and eyebrows more picturesque, like the most beautiful peony in the garden in spring, with gold on her head. It shook constantly, dazzled by the flash of golden light shining from the sun.
There was a slight crack on my calm face.
It seemed to feel my trembling, and Lu Shuyi, who was standing behind her, said immediately: "The concubine lady said that people who are pregnant are still so anxious to invite the holy pet, and it is no wonder that this child will ..."
Chang Qing glanced back at her, Shen said, "Nonsense!"
When Lu Shuyi heard this, she hurriedly lowered her head and said, "The courtier said something wrong."
Chang Qing said: "This palace is for you to come and visit Yue Cairen, not for nonsense."
"Yes."
When the surrounding concubines saw her changing her face, she hurriedly got up to answer, but just after she sat down, Shen Rou smiled lightly: "Yao Chenyi said that Lu Shuyi was straight-forward, but she could still hear something. . "
Chang Qing frowned slightly and looked at her. Shen Rou smiled softly and said, "To say that the night of the New Year's Eve, the emperor was going to Jingren Palace of the queen's maiden's wife. The emperor left the emperor when he knew it. He didn't know if the emperor was too distressed by Yue Cairen, or Yue Cairen didn't know how to advance and retreat. Now that the child is gone, the queen mother has no blame for her pity. If she goes on like this, how can she set an example for her sisters in the sixth house? "
Shui Xiu, standing by the bed, looked at the concubines, and then turned to look at my pale face, so anxious that they were crying.
Shen Rou continued: "Xu Cairen was pregnant earlier than her, and she knew that she would go back and forth, otherwise the emperor would go to see Xu Cairen every day these days. Why didn't she hear what happened to her child?"
At this time, Zhu Wanyi looked around and asked, "Well, speaking, why didn't people come?"
Shui Xiu said hurriedly: "Xu Cairen has just come to see our talents. After speaking for a while, I saw that the talents were a bit tired, so I went first. I didn't go with the queen lady and every lady."
"Oh, it looks like Xu Cairen is intentional."
"What's on your mind," Lu Shuyi said with a cold smile, "The person who just met the royal dining room heard that the emperor was going to accompany her for lunch at noon, so he came early and left early."
Chang Qing frowned and was about to say something. At this moment, Liu Zhaoyi sitting behind her suddenly said aloud, "Look at Yue Cairen!"
Everyone's eyes fell on me, and when I leaned on the bedside, a hint of red blood flowed from my lips.
"Talent!"
Shui Xiu screamed in horror, and hurriedly rushed over, all the people around him came around, guarding me in all possible ways, Wu Yan held a spar in his hand to support my chin, and the blood immediately The silk was dyed red, but the salty smell in the mouth continued to flow outwards. I couldn't help but coughed twice, and even the white clothes were dyed red.
"Oh, be careful!"
The concubines all screamed and avoided, with a disgusted expression, Chang Qing stood by the bed and looked at the scene, and hurriedly turned back: "Hurry up and ask a doctor!"
"Yes."
Fangcaotang suddenly became a mess. After a while, the doctor came in a hurry, and after filling my veins, I poured a bowl of soup medicine, which finally calmed down. Wu Yan's face was so frightened, Chang Qing looked My pale face was also a little shocked, and I asked Taiyi: "What happened to Yue Cairen?"
"If you return to Niangniang, Yue Cairen will have a stagnation of the liver, plus-the heart disease after abortion will vomit blood. However, it is good to spit it out. Wei Chen just showed it to the talented person. "
"What about her body?"
"This--" The Tai Yi glanced at me, raised her hand in a little distress, and invited the queen to the outside. Although the voice was so light, I heard him whisper clearly: "This is the talent A miscarriage really hurt me badly, I was afraid to rest for a long time, otherwise, the root cause of the disease ... "
I lay groggy in bed, heard this sentence, smiled sadly, and slowly lost consciousness.
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When did it happen and what did it look like? I do n’t know. When I opened my eyes again, the room was dim and I opened my eyes for a while. Then I felt the candlelight swaying on the bed. .
In the dim light, the familiar face was near.
He was lying sideways beside me, with one hand around my waist, and one hand still resting on my body. The heavy brocade was held in his arms with me, as tightly as it seemed to be. Tight Guardian.
I opened my eyes weakly and looked at that face.
Dark eyebrows, straight nose bridges, thin lips, and sharp-faced faces are all so familiar. Open your eyes in front of you, close your eyes in your dreams, and entangle people like breathing, not even for a moment open.
Make me feel pain for a while.
A tear fell silently from the corner of his eye, and his eyelashes suddenly trembled, as if he felt something, and opened his eyes suddenly.
Seeing the tears in the corner of my eye, he seemed to be shocked suddenly, but immediately those eyes calmed down again, just holding my hand tighter, holding me all the way to his chest .
I was motionless, not even struggling, just lying down.
"How are you?"
"..."
"I heard that something had happened to you and came over immediately."
The two were lying close to each other, with the tip of their noses almost touching the tip of their noses, breathing entangled, and vomiting each other's breath. If it is normal, the air will be hot to the heart, but this time, no matter how close it is, The fingertips were cold, as if the blood had clotted too much.
Slowly, he felt something, a glimmer of dimness flashed in his eyes, and his hands holding me even harder.
"What the are you going to do?"
"Let me go."
"You know, it's impossible." He buried his face, clinging tightly to my cheek, and the hot cheek against my cold skin, bringing a strange feeling, and I stiffened in his arms, Hearing him word by word: "He will never let you go, no matter what time."
I don't know why. When I heard this sentence, I didn't feel sad, maybe it was because the pain was numb, and slowly, even the pain disappeared.
"I can give you whatever you want, no matter what."
"I don't." I looked at him in the dark, slowly and seriously: "I can give you nothing, I'm not rare."