Chapter 337: Cold Palace Night

"I want to meet, Xu Jiechi's child."
As soon as this sentence came out, he and Chang Qing both stunned, and the surrounding concubines all exploded when they heard--
"How is this, she is such a poisonous woman!"
"Yes, Xu Jiechi was killed by her. Now she still wants to see the children ..."
"Beware that children will be frightened when they see such people."
In these days in the palace, I have already learned to omit these words automatically, but he frowned, and said coldly, "Go down."
You concubines, look at me, I look at you, there are a few strange things in your eyes, but there is nothing to say. After coming up to him and Chang Qing, I silently retreat, and I stood back to them Smelling the waves of fat powder fragrance slowly drifted away, leaving only coldness around.
Pei Yuanzhang turned to look at Chang Qing: "Go and see the great prince."
Until this time, I knew that Xu Youling was born a son.
I can't help but think of that time, when I was still a palace girl next to her, we talked about what she said in the future she would have a boy or a girl, the woman who was too weak to protect herself, so as not to delay the child's future, In order to give the child a peaceful life, she would rather have a daughter by herself, but now she gave birth to the first prince of the dynasty and the first birth of Pei Yuanzhang, but she could no longer see her child. How will it go through this doomed life.
What about me, and my child?
I reached out my hands subconsciously, and my long sleeves covered my belly. This child didn't even have time to be born, he went to bliss as early as possible. Does he only use the pain that time, but can avoid the pain of life?
At this time, we had already walked outside the greenhouse, and Chang Qing took me in. As soon as I entered the door, I felt the earth dragon was burning hot, and the warm air was filled with a mastic. The lady in the palace rushed out to the emperor and Queen saluting.
As soon as I turned my head, I saw a creeping maggot on the big bed in the inner room.
I looked at it a little bit, and slowly came over subconsciously. Chang Qing seemed to want to keep up, but at this time, Pei Yuanzhang had already come over. She thought about it and stayed outside and asked softly. Granny child matter.
I walked to the bed and I could see clearly.
Red and red, crumpled, like a skinned kitten, with two long eyeliners closed, a red nose, and a small beak underneath.
This is-her child?
At this moment, there was an indescribable feeling of soreness and heartache, but also a heart full of love, I gently leaned down and looked at him.
The child seemed to feel something, and gave a trembling whine. I thought he was about to cry, and he wanted to reach out and hug him, but the child frowned and opened his eyes slowly.
Those dark eyes seemed to be the deepest night, but the sun came in and saw the clearest light reflected in it. There was a sense of incomprehension that he was just a child who did n’t understand anything, But at that glance, it felt as if even the soul had been seen through him.
I looked straight at him, and at this moment, the child stared at me above the head, and suddenly burst his mouth.
He ... laughed?
I was so shocked that I couldn't speak, and Pei Yuanzhang on the side saw it, and was slightly surprised. He looked at the child and looked at me again.
This child-who is it like? Xu Youling? I still can't see it, but looking at the child's eyebrow shape, and the eyes slightly raised by the corners of his eyes, it seems like ... like the man around him.
It's his child, of course like him.
If my child is not dead and can be successfully born, will it be the same? Nice eyebrows, long slightly raised eyes, red nose, and watery mouth, will they all look like him? Will it be a bit like me?
I couldn't help looking at him, but found that he was also looking at me.
Just now the bitter suffocation was gone, and my face was no longer just ice-cold, but my eyes were getting hotter, as if tears were about to drip.
I slowly stood upright and straight towards him, "Chin-Slave resigned."
After speaking, he turned around and walked out without seeing him anymore. When he passed by Chang Qing, she also blessed her. She just nodded and said nothing, but the father-in-law standing at the door, probably Some were confused, and my breath eased when I came to meet me.
As I walked out of the gate, the warmth in the room receded and a coldness struck.
I stood at the door and looked up at the sky above my head-obviously, it was already spring ...
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Spring should have been just a light rain, but when we arrived in the cold palace, it was raining heavily. A silver-grey rain curtain blocked everything, and we could only see the gray walls and gray houses inside.
The rain fell on the ground, stirring the slightly smell of dirt into the nose.
Actually, I like this taste more than the taste of fat powder, but this time it just makes people more embarrassed. I walked halfway with my umbrella, my body was soaked, my bag was completely wet, Xiu hurriedly gave me an umbrella and said, "Talent, let's take the stuff."
I frowned and didn't bother to look at her: "Which of your eyes do you see talented people here?"
"Uh……"
She froze, Wu Yan had already come up and patted her: "Also barking, if it is heard by others, it is another matter."
"Oh." She vomited her tongue and still came up to grab the baggage in my hand and said, "Then, girl, slavery will help you get this."
I glanced at her helplessly, and looked at Wu Yan again, saying nothing, just reaching out to hold her and holding an umbrella together: "Come on."
I know this time, the most uncomfortable is her. I asked Wu to scold her for a while, but looking at me now, she still feels guilty. I also know that it does n’t depend on time and people ’s hearts. Slowly smoothing, it will be a very long scar, so they will not say anything, a few people walked towards the yard in the cold palace with some embarrassment.
As soon as I walked some distance from the yard, I saw that there was a person standing indistinctly in front.
I took a closer look, it turned out to be Qian Qian!
"Qian?" I froze, and hurried over, and it turned out that she was standing there with an umbrella, and her face was also an angry expression, looking at me, it seemed to be a little distressed: "You really Remember me. "
I didn't know what to say, so I just barely smiled.
Qian Yan's gaze moved behind me again, raising his eyebrows: "Yo, not dead yet."
"You haven't died, how can I be willing to die?"
I looked back, but it was Wu Yan. The two men stood in the rain like a thimble and showed no weakness.
In fact, when Wu Yan boiled rice soup for me, I also faintly felt that she should have been the one around Queen Emperor Zhao Lie. Now it ’s more certain to see her and Qian Yan. It ’s just like the two kids It makes people a little bit reluctant.
Shui Xiu said anxiously: "Let the talents go-let the girl go first, but where is the rain!"
The two of them just returned to God, and hurriedly walked towards it.
The house was ordered by the housekeeper, and it was cleaned only a little, and there was a slight musty smell. Shui Xiu frowned as soon as he entered: "How can I live in this place."
When Qian Yan heard it, he was not happy: "Can't live, who are you, who is your concubine?"
Shui Xiu went back with a word and muttered.
I smiled slightly. When I lived here in the past, I was used to Qian Qiang's way of speaking. I was afraid Shui Xiu would be impatient for a while, so I took my baggage from her: "OK, go and see you Your own house. "
This time I was demoted to the cold palace, and I have cut off the title of talent. It is an ordinary palace servant, and there will be no servants. Shui Xiu is a guilty body, and I would just hit a few boards, but because of this one, The drag of things was also put in the cold palace; I did not let her follow Xiaoyu, but Wu Yan himself went to the queen to plead guilty, saying that he was an old man in the palace, but he could not persuade the master to do this carefully. Would you come to Leng Palace?
Although they came together, their identity is the same as mine and they have their own residence.
Shui Xiu said, "No, slaves should help the girl clean up first."
"you--"
I frowned, stepped forward and wanted to say something, and suddenly a strong vertigo almost fell down, Wu Yan and they hurriedly helped me: "Girl, what's wrong with you?"
Qian Yan pinched my hand and said, "Oh, it's as cold as ice."
"Her health isn't good at all, but this time I'm afraid--"
I also knew that I had fallen ill after my abortion. I should have taken good care of myself, but I encountered Xu Youling again. I was called to ask questions in the evening, stayed up late, and I was just in the rain.
They took my clothes off, wiped off my body and hair, and went to bed to rest. Shui Xiu had to clean up the house for me. I said, "Go back first. You are so crackling, how can I sleep?"
Wu Yan and Qian Yan pulled her out.
It's tiring, but I'm really tiring. It's more painful to endure this kind of mental effort these days. It was more painful to go to the water in the Yangzhou fire than in the beginning. There is still a cluster of fire in my heart, that is, the famous brand is still in Shenrou's hands. , It's not just my life in her hands. If it breaks out, what kind of catastrophe would it be?
I shuddered a little, fever on my face, and my head fainted.
It was still raining outside, and I curled up in the quilt and fell asleep with trembling.
As soon as I woke up, the sound of ticking water first sounded in my ear. Listen carefully, the rain has stopped, and the water droplets on the eaves fell on the bluestone, making a crisp sound.
Turning around and looking out the window, it was dark and it was night.
I still have a sore sensation on my body, and my breathing is hot. I know I have a fever, and there is an ice pad on my forehead, but my mouth feels like it is going to burn.
I sat up strenuously, leaned on the bedside, and breathed for a long time. I barely walked to the table leaning on the wall. I was about to pour water to drink, but I saw a good moonlight outside. The moonlight was shining in the yard like water. Run.
There are two people in the courtyard-Wu Yan and Qian Yan.
Since they have all called the Queen of Martyrs, they are also sisters who have a close relationship. They should have a lot of things to say.
I took a sip of tea and moistened my mouth. As soon as I was about to go back to bed to continue to sleep, I heard Wu Yan's voice coming from outside—
"You tell me the truth, did the queen ever have that child?"