Chapter 363: Purgatory

The door was just concealed, and I fell down with that heavy slap, and suddenly smashed open the concealed door. Wolverily fell outside the threshold, and my forehead hit a hard bluestone, and a dull pain immediately struck. .
It hurts ...
Not only the pain on my forehead, but also the body and heart, as if there were thorns in the blood, and my whole body hurt when I was flowing. I was hit white for a while, and my eyes widened suddenly to see him, but nothing can not see. At this moment, only the pain in the whole body is the most real.
The tip of the tongue tasted fishy, ​​just the slap that cracked the corner of the mouth.
After a long time, the white mist in front of him slowly dissipated. He took a step and looked at me condescendingly, and his face was all cold like ice.
"Yue Qingying!"
He stared at me hard, staring hard, as if to pierce my soul, and biting, "If you have said anything, you haven't even remembered it in your heart."
I swallowed the salty mouthful, and looked up at him.
"You didn't remember it in your heart."
You do not trust me……
"What did you say, do you remember?"
You do not trust me……
Looking at the frost on his face, I want to say that I still remember, I remember everything he said, what made me happy, what made me happy, and what made me feel uncomfortable. I remember all of this. Nothing to say, not because I can't say it, but because I feel ridiculous.
I'm not as smart as I think. Smart people can control themselves, but I can't.
"You do not trust me……"
These four words finally spoke out, but one word was more painful than the other.
He glared at me without saying a word, but with an angry expression on his face, Nangong Lizhu behind him slowly came over and looked at me condescendingly, like a fairy standing in the clouds looking down at the ruminant dog.
I suddenly laughed.
With this smile, the wound on the corner of the lips cracked deeper and deeper, and the tears began to fall. The salty tears and salty blood flowed into the mouth.
I did n’t want to compare with her, from the first time, because I knew earlier than anyone that this man would be drunk, without any awareness, but kept saying her name, when When a man is drunk and doesn't forget this woman, she is inscribed in his heart. I can't compare with this woman. Even if she is hurt again, no matter how difficult, she will always be a fairy standing in the clouds and she can look down at me.
And what can I do to make myself equal to her?
I laughed, laughing louder and louder, shaking my head as I laughed, tears were already wet through my cheeks.
The people outside were originally far away, maybe they were nervous when they saw a few royal doctors panic and went out. As soon as they saw me fall out, they all came over. The father-in-law Yu carefully walked to the front and saw The scene in front of me is also dead.
After a long while, he swallowed, and took a step forward: "Emperor ... Emperor ...?"
"Put her down!"
"what?"
Yu Gong dazed a moment, looked down at me still smiling on the ground, said nothing, turned his head and waved, the guard next to him immediately came forward and dragged me from the ground.
"The emperor ..." The father-in-law gave me another glance, and then whispered, "Yes, send it back to the south courtyard?"
His eyebrows frowned and he sank: "Just in jail!"
"...!"
At this moment, not only Jade Grandpa, all the eunuchs around her eyes widened in amazement. Even Liu Zhaoyi was shocked. Look at me and look at Nangong Lizhu, who has been standing in the room without a word. Shen sank without saying a word.
The guards took the lead and walked me out of the way. When passing by, Liu Zhaoyi looked at me with a slight frown, and there was a faint expression in his face.
I ticked the corners of my lips.
.
The prison in Yangzhou is more difficult to stay than the prison in Tianzhou.
The dungeon was cold and humid, exuding a disgusting musty smell. The floor of the cell was covered with straw, but it was moldy because of the humidity. There were also a few mice crawling around. At first I was careful about it for a day or two. I leaned against the corner of the wall without movement, and my courage became too big. One of them even ran over and picked up the corner of my skirt.
I looked down at it and laughed.
It turned out that I had lived half my life, and it was not as good as a mouse.
Rats also know how to avoid harm, and know that running away will hurt you, bullying will not resist, but I will only hurt myself again and again, from the body to the heart, without reservation.
I watched it biting my skirt corner little by little, and at that moment there was a footstep outside, and the mouse stared at the darkened eyes, and immediately darted into the corner to get into the mousehole. , Carefully probed looking outside.
There is no concept of time here. Only the sun shining from the high skylight should be dusk, and the cell only distributes food once a day, and it is now.
A bowl of simmered rice soup was put in, and there were a few rotten vegetable leaves in it, exuding a disgusting smell.
The jailer himself covered his nose and looked at the bowl that had been put in the next two days. The gruel and vegetable leaves had begun to mold. He cursed, "Why don't you choose? I want you. Pack up! "
I raised my eyes, looked at him, and looked at the prisoners in the cage next to me. I couldn't wait to pounce on the bowl and hold the leaf in my hand. Here, the mud on the clothes mixed together and became even more dirty.
My eyes closed shut.
"Damn, what do you think of yourself!"
The jailer was angry and kicked over, the soup bowl was kicked over, and rice soup splashed on my face.
The rancid smell irritated me for a moment, and I wanted to reach out and wipe it, but I was hungry for two or three days without lifting my hands. I could only close my eyes tighter.
The jailer saw me silent, turned around and walked away, and just two steps away, he heard him say, "Who? What?"
"The In-house Attendant Yu-Gong Yu arrives!"
"Ah? Father Jade!"
I frowned slightly and opened my eyes. I saw the man kneeling down and was about to say something. A familiar figure had come over. As he approached the door of the cell, he immediately frowned.
"How is this going?"
"what?"
The jailer and the entourage next to him were at a loss, just staring at him, the father-in-law Yu stepped forward and looked at me leaning on the corner, soft like a hollowed sack, and said, "How can this be? You are right What did she do? "
When the jailer heard it, he hurriedly said, "Jade father, we did nothing. It is she who refuses to eat!"
The father-in-law Jade heard a shock and looked at me again, and then he waved his hand: "Come on."
"Yes."
Several of his followers also withdrew. Yu Gonggong looked at me holding the fence, his face was full of intolerance, and he said for a while: "Girl, how are you-so confused?"
"..."
I was struggling to get up, but my whole body was not as empty as myself, I could barely open my mouth, and my dry throat seemed to be burned by fire. I said hard: "Is he, do you want to see me?" So I will send you.
After all these days, he should come to judge me.
Yu Gong sighed: "No."
"..." I looked at him.
Isn't it? He doesn't want to see me yet? Or-no longer need to see me?
"Shui Xiu girl has already sentenced her."
My heart burst into a sudden.
I also thought before that they would catch the water show, because only she was by my side that day, and it is also this thing that has been suffering in my heart these days. If I knew that Mo Tieyi was red in February, I would definitely not Take her, but now things have happened, irreparable, but I heard that she was passively tortured, and my dry eyes burned again.
"She, how's it going?"
"This girl can't stand it, everything was said that day. She asked our family to pass a word saying that she was sorry for you, but she really couldn't stand it." The father-in-law said again and sighed: "Girl Qing You don't want to let Miss Nangong come back, we all understand, but you also can't do anything to hide from the emperor! "
"..."
By the way, I remember. In order to let Shuixiu conceal the situation of February Red, I told her because I didn't want Nangong Lizhu to come back. Now it ’s good. This sentence is enough for me to die ten times. Come on.
Grandpa Yu pointed at me and said, "You-you are too confused!"
I smiled suddenly.
In fact, I am not confused. I can guess today's situation, so I will conceal the whereabouts of Nangong Lizhu by every means, because I know that once Pei Yuanzhang knew the whereabouts of Nangong Lizhu, he would be so desperate, just I did not expect that she would show up on her own.
It seems that no matter how deep-hearted they are, they are not God's will, they are not their feelings.
"Then, why isn't the emperor coming?" I snorted. "Don't you punish me?"
"Miss Nangong's injuries were fatal. The emperor has been with her for a while, but she couldn't take care of it for a while." The father-in-law looked at me again and said, "Our family is here today to see you—" he Speaking, looking at my pale face and looking at the surrounding environment, she said: "Girl, if the emperor really sees you, you must remember to speak softly and ask for forgiveness. This time, it ’s not the same as before. Same; Ms. Nangong, not like Xu Xianfei, or the great prince! "
It turned out that he came today, it was his own intention.
He was afraid I would die.
I gritted my teeth stubbornly, smashed the rough wall with my hand to support myself, my fingertips were torn, and the pain in my heart gave me a little strength. I looked at Jade Father and said, "Thank you Elderly, let me ask you something. "
"..."
"Are there any movements over the Assassin?"
As soon as the father-in-law Yu heard it, his face sank immediately and he said bluntly, "You young girl, these are no longer what you can ask."
As soon as my fingertips trembled, I left blood marks on the stone wall. I fell weakly in the corner and watched the father-in-law frown. I also understood that not only was Nangong Lizhu on me. The interaction between Mo Tieyi and me became a worry for the emperor. If the matter was defeated, it would be a private affair with the southern thugs.
The father-in-law came to see me, but remembering a little affection in the harem at the beginning, he couldn't embarrass him anymore.
So I smiled weakly.
"You girl!" The father-in-law sighed and turned to leave. I thought about it and called him again: "Father-in-law."
He looked back at me, and I reluctantly raised my mind and asked, "Well, can you tell me, when will Master Qi come back?"