Chapter 409: Nightmare · Goodbye

"The boy also said, in fact, there was a person beside him who had been away for a long time."
When I heard this sentence, I was a little hesitant, sitting there blankly, looking at the rickety curtain in front of my eyes, but my eyes seemed to have seen through everything in front of me, and I saw the vague scenes long ago .
The carriage was still bumping forward. I wobbled with the carriage, but I was a little tired. I slowly leaned my head on Liu Saner's shoulder, and he looked down at me.
I looked at the sleeping daughter in his arms with a faint smile, stretched out my fingers, and gently touched her little nose: "Lier ..."
Liu San'er looked at me with a smile, and I said, "Just use this name. I also hope that she doesn't leave us. Only in warm and happy places, talents don't want to leave."
"Um." He nodded, and I smiled, rubbed his cheek on his shoulder, and closed his eyes gently.
The surroundings were extremely quiet. Only the sound of snatches from the wheels bumping on the ground and the long breathing of Empress Yin made the car seem quieter. Only in this quietness, I couldn't sleep, in my heart. , I flashed past many scenes that I thought I had forgotten and would only appear in dreams.
But slowly, they all approached.
At this time, Liu Saner's voice sounded in his ear again: "Light."
"Ok?"
"You said, talents don't want to leave only in warm and happy places-then you, why did you leave your home?"
I slowly opened my eyes and looked up at him.
The light in the carriage was not good, but his eyes were still surprisingly bright, but the look inside was no longer the same as in the past, and he could see at a glance to the end, but a clear spring, although it was transparent, but It got deeper.
I looked into his eyes and smiled slightly, still leaning on his shoulder: "What do you think?"
He thought for a while and said, "Actually until now, whether we continue to stay in Yangzhou or go to Shu land, it doesn't matter much. I don't care where I go, I just care-where you want to go."
"..."
"You never mentioned your home, as if you have forgotten it. I think that if a person forgets his past, there is only one reason, because his past is not happy, and even makes him miserable, so he is unwilling Again. If your home really is like this, you will completely forget; but if-you will miss home, if, there still makes you feel that there is something to be nostalgic, then I am willing to accompany you to Shu land, regardless of When."
"..."
I leaned on his shoulder, and those eyes looked at me so close, so close that I could almost see my reflection inside, and I could even feel the streamer flowing in my eyes, slightly Get hot.
It's the same thing as a chest beat.
After a long time, I smiled lightly, holding my arms around the slightly crouched knees, and the whole person nestled on him. The two were so close together, their breath was entangled, and their breath was full. The taste of each other.
I said softly, "Saner, I don't want to be home."
"Ah ..." What he wanted to say, but before he had time to say it, I already said, "The ones you just said are all right."
His face changed slightly, and he immediately realized something, and I continued, "But there is one place where you didn't say everything right."
"……what?"
"If a person forgets his past, there are actually two reasons. One is because his past is unhappy or even painful; the other is because-" I looked at him and smiled: "She got better of."
Therefore, I no longer think about the past, and I no longer remember and hate those who have hurt me in the past. Everything can be put down and forgotten.
As for the "boy"-
I looked up at Liu Saner, who was smiling happily. He was looking down at Lier, his smile softened as if it was a sudden spring breeze, with an indescribable warmth, and my heart was warming up.
Now that Heaven has let them meet, that is the arrangement of Heaven.
I believe we can hold on, and we can hold on!
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Back home, this place was long messed up by those in the government. Liu San'er cleaned up inside and out for a long time before settling down again.
The family suffered such a calamity, and it was really vitally injured. Although Huang Tianba extended a helping hand, he knew me and did not need to say too much, it was only part of it, and many things depended on himself. Liu San'er went up the mountain and down the river every day. From time to time, he would also take some carpenter's work to do, and I just took the children to take care of the Empress Yin.
In a blink of an eye, it's been several days since I went home. Liu San'er obeyed his previous agreement with the son. After returning, he went to the next day to report his safety so that the other party didn't have to worry about it. The next time, it seemed to be the case After that, this boy has not appeared in our lives.
The family is busy, showing a kind of homely tranquility and peace.
But I know that all of this is only temporary.
Such quietness, on the contrary, makes me feel like a stalemate. No one would take the first step.
Until the fifteenth of this month, Liu Saner picked up two bundles of firewood and a few pounds of fish to sell in town, and told me when he came back that the son set up a banquet at home and invited our family to come to his house tomorrow night.
When I heard the news, I was helping someone do needlework, and as soon as my fingertips trembled, the needlepoint got stuck in my finger.
Ten fingers connected to my heart, and my heart leaped with a sudden pain, as if I was about to pop out of my chest.
Liu Saner said with a smile: "Lightness, let's take Lier together tomorrow night. Auntie's body is not good, so stay at home."
I calmly rubbed a little blood on my fingertips against the white gauze, lifted my needle and dropped it, and the red silk thread left a gorgeous red plum on the white gauze within a short while.
Then I looked up and smiled. "Okay."
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The next afternoon, just after Shen, Liu Saner returned from the river beach, changed into a clean blue cloth, took me, and took Lier to town.
The sun sets early in winter. When our family of three arrived in the town, only a faint sky was shining on the western tip, but it did not prevent the lights in the town from rising. This was also the first time I arrived in the evening. In the town, there are small vendors everywhere on the street, lit candlelights, and red lanterns under the eaves of large houses, emitting a halo of red light, which makes the whole town particularly lively.
And here, there is one particularly bright.
It was a three-in, three-out house, the largest house near and far. It used to be the residence of a squire here. Liu Saner said he did n’t know how much the boy had paid for it, and repaired it inside and out. Yifan, surrounded by inner and middle rockery, green water flows, pavilions and pavilions, and beautiful scenery, like Tiangong.
I listened and just smiled slightly.
But in my heart, it has already sank.
As soon as I looked up, I saw two majestic stone lions at the door, showing extraordinary solemnity at night, illuminated by red lanterns, which made people feel inexplicable pressure.
Although it was already prepared, at this moment, the fingertips were still shaking uncontrollably, and Lier in his arms seemed to feel something, struggling softly and making an uncomfortable whimper.
Upon hearing this, Liu Saner hurriedly said, "What's wrong? Is the child uncomfortable?"
I just wanted to answer. Two young people have come out of the gate and leaned towards us: "Liu Gongzi, Madam, the master has been waiting for a long time, please."
Liu San'er nodded and looked at Lier again, and I said gently, "The child is all right, probably sleepy. Let's go."
"Oh." He patted him gently, and took me into the door.
What Liu Saner said was not false at all. The scenery inside was indeed exquisite. Even if the light was dim, you could see the rockery in the distance. There was also a living spring flowing in the garden. I heard the sound of springs flowing.
On the contrary, I was a little shy.
From going to Liu San's home to marrying him, these days, I have been with Chaimen Xiaoyuan. I have heard of chickens and dogs every day, and I have done the most ordinary, subsistence work. I almost forgot myself Those memories of the past, those in the family, those in the palace, those pavilions, pavilions, and masonry, sometimes inadvertently remembered the scene, and felt that it was in a dream.
And now, it's as if in a dream.
I walked staggered, Liu Saner seemed to feel something, took a step under his feet, and stretched his hands backwards.
I looked up at him and he smiled at me.
The twilight was deep, only the lantern under the eaves was dim, reflecting his smile with a dim sense, as if in a dream, but my heart was more and more disturbed-he was my only one Reality cannot also become a dream.
Thinking of it, I hurriedly reached out and grabbed his warm big hand.
He smiled and said nothing, just led me slowly forward, and after a short walk through the long corridor, I saw a delicate courtyard in front of me, and it was quiet like night, without smell Voice.
Liu San'er said softly, "Here it is."
My palms were already full of cold sweat, and he seemed to feel it, and looked down at me.
Before we have time to say anything, the one leading the way has already stepped forward, and said outside the door: "Master, Liugong is here."
There was no sound in the room, and the guide opened the door and made a gesture at us: "Please, two people."
Liu San'er nodded and said that there was labor, then took me in.
In the room, the lights were bright. At first sight, I only saw the candlelight full of eyes, because the wind that burst into the door suddenly blasted and made noisy sounds, reflecting the room as if shaking.
The candlelight flickered, reflecting the person sitting on the left, holding a wine glass in his hand. At this time, he slowly raised his head and looked at us.
It was a familiar, but unfamiliar, handsome face, without a trace of temperature, and those deep eyes were like cold lakes, condensing the frozen ice for thousands of years, just staring at me like that.
At this moment, the top of my head seemed like a sudden thunder, and suddenly my mind was blank.
how is this possible--