Chapter 415: (2) Hey, it won't hurt you

I took a step back almost subconsciously.
For a moment, the expression on his face flashed like a candlelight that was suddenly swayed by the wind around him, but immediately restored calmness, as if the flash of Shen Ning was just my illusion.
He slowly said, "Hey, you don't have to be afraid."
"..."
"Well, it won't hurt you."
I took a deep breath and finally found my own voice. Although it was shaking too much, I still asked: "What do you want me to do?"
"……I want to see you."
"..."
"I also want to meet our daughter."
"..."
"But I know you are sick, Liu Saner sent the child to town."
"..."
I shouldn't be surprised that our lives are in his grasp. This was originally what he could do easily, but when I knew that our every move was under his surveillance, and even-I and Liu San'er's hug, intimacy, was also in his sight, and I felt scared.
However, he didn't have the slightest anger, anger, but said calmly, "You come in."
"..."
"It's cold outside."
I froze for a while, and finally walked in slowly.
The room was very warm, and there was a smoky smoke rising from the incense burner in the corner, and the nose tip could even smell a faint scent, but I didn't feel warmed at all, I just played a chill, hiding my fingertips in the sleeve Hold hard, the closer you get, the colder you feel.
He went to the table and looked back at me: "Sit down."
"..."
I slowly walked across from him and sat down.
Immediately after sitting down, a group of maids walked in from the outside holding the tray. On the tray were delicate dishes, exuding a rich, rich aroma.
While the maids were doing the dishes, he looked at me and said, "I know your health is not good, and you must not take good care of yourself after giving birth. Liu Saner-he is so poor that he cannot afford good medicines for you Tonic, so your face is so pale. "
Then, he reached over and covered the back of my hand on the table.
"The hands are so cold."
I felt like I was acupuncture and pulled my hand back.
He glanced at me, but said nothing, and the maids around him seemed to see nothing. After finishing the dishes, he gently turned towards us and turned away.
He smiled. "Eat something."
"..."
"I know, you haven't used any meal."
As he said, he had already picked up a bowl and started to make the soup. The milky, steaming soup was exuding a strong aroma. I didn't know how long it had been stewed, and I could smell several herbs just by smelling it. .
For a frail person like me, this is indeed an endless temptation.
He filled most of the bowl and put it in front of me: "Drink it."
I looked at him but didn't move.
In the face of Pei Yuanzhang, do n’t talk about eating, I can control myself not to faint, not to go crazy, not to lose my emotions in front of him, I have exhausted all my strength, if I still want to eat, I am afraid I will vomit on the spot come out.
He glanced at me, only paused, and his voice sank a bit: "Drink it."
I shook my head.
I ’m not here to meet you, or to relive your old dreams. Between me and you, I ca n’t perform the kind of affectionate drama. If this is a nightmare, then you can uncover this layer of peace as soon as possible Mask.
He looked at me silently, looked at it for a long time, and narrowed his eyes slightly. When I thought he was about to tear up the peaceful mask and was about to be furious, he suddenly came to me. Pick up the bowl of soup, sip it gently with a spoon, and blow it to my mouth: "Drink it."
"...!"
I stared at him with almost frightened eyes.
The soup had been cooled a bit. The warm soup dipped on the spoon and touched my lips lightly, but it was hot like a fire, which made me tremble a little.
He looked at me without blinking: "Would you like me to feed you or drink it yourself?"
"..."
"choose one."
"..."
I just felt uncomfortable in my chest, and he stood in front of me like this, making me unable to breathe. I froze for a moment, and finally reached out and took the soup bowl: "I drink it myself."
"..."
His face relaxed slightly, watching me pick up the spoon and take a sip of soup slowly, a slight smile appeared on his face, and then he went back to his seat and sat down, picking up the chopsticks Come and laugh: "That's right."
...
After drinking the bowl of soup under his gaze, I ate something, and each bite was like swallowing a piece of charred charcoal. I only felt that the five internal organs and the six organs seemed to be dried up, and I swallowed the last meal When I almost spit it out.
But I still exhausted my whole body and swallowed.
And sitting opposite, he looked at me with almost gentle eyes, seeing that I had eaten the contents of the bowl, and the smile on his face was deeper.
He said, "You're right this way, so that you can get better."
"..."
"I don't want to see you hurt anymore."
"..."
I looked up and looked at him pale.
what's next? How is he going?
To destroy all my life, all my dreams, just as I did before I left the palace, or-
As all kinds of terrible thoughts kept flowing in his mind, he said, "Go back and take a good rest. I'll pick you up tomorrow."
"..."
My breath suffocated.
what did he say?
He asked me to go back to rest?
Tomorrow, and tomorrow?
Seeing that he had stood up and clapped his hands, the maids immediately went into the house to pick up the things. They briskly cleaned all the cups and plates, and he and I stood on the sides of the empty round table again. Speechless relative.
I finally couldn't help but shivered and said, "What the are you doing?"
What the are you doing to me?
Under your smile and tenderness, how many weapons are hurting me?
Tell me, tell me everything!
He stood calmly on the other side of the round table. This distance was not too close. It seemed that he couldn't get close, and it seemed that he couldn't escape his nagging. I listened to his breathing for a moment and then slowly. , Long sounded. After a long time, he said, "I hope to see you tomorrow."


I was sent back to Jixiang Village by a horse-drawn carriage by his people.
Still not far from the village entrance, I got off the carriage myself, and after just two steps, I ran to a tree on the side of the road, and vomited all the food I had eaten.
With this spit, even bile was almost spit out. I was so uncomfortable that I was sweating and my eyes were a little dark.
Holding on to the tree and standing for a while, I barely stood upright, stumbled back, and as soon as I reached the village entrance, I heard a familiar voice in front of me: "Lightness!"
I looked up, and Liu Saner rushed towards me anxiously.
He walked to me and said anxiously, "Where have you been? I didn't go home alone, and asked my neighbors. They all said they didn't see you, and scared me. Where did you go?"
"..."
"You, why do you look so ugly?" He said, reaching out and touching my forehead, and was shocked at once: "So much cold sweat! What happened to you?"
"..."
"Lightness ?!"
I looked at him blankly, watching his anxious look, but for some reason, all the tension and suffocation before that all eased down at this moment.
I smiled pale at him: "I'm okay, it's just-the house is stuffy, I'll come out and walk."
"It's okay, you look so ugly!"
He said, holding my arm in one hand and holding me in my arms around the other hand: "Come with me! Your body hasn't recovered yet, how can you come out and walk around?" What if I faint? "
I was held in his arms by him, walking back step by step, feeling the hands, hot on my arm, as if on fire, although a little hot, but at this moment all the cold in my heart And fear are dispelled. I slowly raised my head, and looked at him as if he had a cold sweat, and the deep folds of his brows, everything seemed so nervous.
But I couldn't help but smile.
When I returned home, I saw that he had brought Lili back, but this girl probably had enough food and drink in the oldest sister in town, and when she got home, she started to sleep again.
I sat next to the bed, watching the child's unprepared, naive sleep, only to feel full of tenderness, almost overflowing.
At this moment, a warm mass stuck to my face. I froze for a moment and turned around, but it was Liu Saner who was helping me with a piece of warm / water Wiping his face, facing my somewhat bewildered eyes, he sighed softly and said, "You are also so big, you are all the mother of a child. Why not take care of yourself so much?"
"..."
"What if I didn't come to see you today? What if you passed out on the side of the road?"
"..."
"Where's the mother?"
"..."
Listening to him as if training a child, but with some resentful tone, I do not know why, but I just looked at him softly, the tenderness in my chest was already full, at this moment like a tide is constantly flowing, I slapped my frozen heart, and couldn't say a single rebuttal.
At the end, he poke my forehead strongly with a towel: "Don't do this again!"
"..."
"Have you heard!"
"……I heard."
I confessed like a child, so he couldn't help but smile a little, shook his head slightly, took the water basin, got up and went out.
As he walked to the door, I suddenly couldn't help but call him: "Three children--"
He stopped and looked back at me: "Huh?"
At that moment, there were too many words in my heart.
I am the emperor's woman. I used to be the emperor's woman. Our daughter is actually a royal princess.
Liu San'er, let's go together.
Leaving here, the control of this man, we go to live somewhere else!
Or, we went to Shudi, and when he got there, he could never hit me like that again!
...
All these words were rushing in my heart, but the moment I was going to tell them, I suddenly saw through the wooden door pushed by him and saw a figure outside our yard, far away Flashed.
It was only a moment, but I saw it clearly.
That was the entourage around Pei Yuanzhang.
Suddenly, a pot of cold water poured down head-to-head, which drowned me from head to toe.
I almost forgot, although I want to run away from him, but now we are completely under his control, our every move, even every word and every action is under his ears and eyes control. Perhaps he was caught by him before I escaped.
When I think of it, all words are swallowed by me.
Liu San'er stood still and spoke, but when I saw that his face sank again, he was slightly puzzled, "Lightness? What's wrong? What are you going to say?"
"..."
I hurriedly glanced at him and nodded slightly: "No, nothing."
He smiled and shook his head, and said, "If you are tired, go to rest for a while. I will call you when I wake up."
"……Ok."
"Go and rest."
I sat by the bed, watching him go out and shut the door shut.
Sunlight, like a sudden, was isolated from my world.


For the next few days, almost every day, Pei Yuanzhang would send someone to pick me up at home.
Those people came at exactly the right time, and every time Liu Saner left the town to give me medicine, they came. I know of course, because they are watching me and Liu San'er every time, they will pick me up at the best time every day and send me back at the most appropriate time.
I just don't understand, what exactly is he going to do?
If I hate me for pretending to die, hate me for marrying someone else, he is furious, and even executes Liu Saner and me. This is something he can do as the Supreme Master of the Ninth Five-Year Plan; away, or take away I, he is easy to grasp.
But he didn't.
He didn't even have any sign to showdown with Liu San'er. He just picked me up at his manor every day, or ate, drank, or sipped tea, and even listened to the drama class he invited to sing a trick.
But always, nothing looks like us.
But the more I did, the more I was scared, because I remembered clearly that when I was hoping to leave the palace with hope, how he would crush my hope step by step.
Thinking of this, my hand trembled, the cup was already warm, and even some hot medicinal wine was immediately spilled out and spilled on the back of my hand.
"what!"
I whispered, and hurriedly threw away the cup, and the back of my hand was aching.
Sitting across the table, he looked up, and immediately came up, pulled my hand, saw a large area of ​​red on it, immediately frowned, and said loudly: "Come!"
I said subconsciously: "No, I'm fine."
"No!"
He was so emotional, looking at my hand, his brows were twisted into a frown, and he turned back and said, "Not yet!"
The attendants around me had already seen it, and came over immediately. The cold water, wound ointment, and gauze were sent in a mess. Pei Yuanzhang grabbed my hand and put it in a copper basin filled with cold water. The water was cold. In such cold weather, I immediately froze, but made the hot pain on the back of my hand feel better.
And his hand, still holding my hand tightly, was also immersed in cold water.
Where the skin was touched by him was not burned by hot wine, but it was also hot.
Today, he took me to his manor again, saying that it was a good medicinal wine brought by people, and it was hot to drink, which could drive off the cold, and also relieved my chills in winter. I plan to pour in a few cups to make him satisfied, so that he can go home earlier, even if he gets home and spit out like every time before, who knows--
The place touched by him was getting hotter and hotter, and I was more and more disturbed, struggling subconsciously.
He immediately said, "Don't move!"
"..."
After a while, his hands had been whitened by the cold water, and then he took my hands. The water was dripping and his fingertips were cold. He took the towel from the servant next to him and carefully wiped it Go to water on hand.
Then apply medicine and bandage.
After doing all this, he looked up at me and said, "Does it still hurt?"
"..."
I didn't know what to say, just shook my head slightly.
He immediately smiled lightly, and the servants who were serving him, although they had always respectfully said nothing, but at this time, several people seemed to be secretly relieved.
"Let's all go down."
As soon as he spoke, they all retreated.
Only me and him were left in the large room, and the small stove in the center of the table, which was warming with wine, made a gurgling sound.
For a while, it was a little strange.
Instead of returning to his previous seat, he sat next to me, holding my injured hand without letting go, and stroking the wrapped bandage gently: "How are you, so easily injured?"
"..."
"It's always so scarred, how can I rest assured?"
My heart burst.
Looking back at the time when I came to this manor today, as soon as I entered the door, I saw those attendants busy inside and out, seeming to be packing things, and hearing his words, I seemed to feel something tremblingly.
Isn't he leaving?
After all, he is the emperor and the master of the world. It is impossible to stay in this small mountain village all the time. There are too many national affairs that need him to return to Beijing to handle.
So he's leaving!
Will he let me go?
Still have to forcibly take me with Lier?
What is he going to do?
I looked at him carefully, but when I saw him, I looked at my hand intently. The fingers not covered by gauze were exposed outside because the weather was too cold, and my fingertips were white and frozen like ice. Slowly hold my fingers tightly and protect my palms.
I shuddered, and became more cautious: "Thank you ... Emperor."
He also said, "I will leave Jiangnan for a long time after leaving this time."
"... the emperor should take national affairs as the top priority."
"It's a pity the good scenery of Jiangnan."
"The scenery of the capital is also infinitely good."
He listened, slightly twitching the corners of his lips, showing a slight smile, looking at me and saying, "Do you also miss the scenery of the capital?"