Chapter 751: "I want to see you."

It didn't take long before the Chinese New Year.
After the winter, the embroidery workshop has rarely taken over business. After a few years, the work has basically been cleared. I listened to Ruxiang's opinions. According to the usual performance of the embroidery ladies and their skills, everyone gave a red envelope. Everyone rejoices. Several embroidered women in the village also sent some aquatic products to express their gratitude.
As the second boss, in addition to the dividend at the end of the year, I also secretly gave her a big red envelope.
When I first started to hold a family, I was more concerned about money, but I accepted the gift from Uncle Ai, and added Su Su to start a house, it was a bit more relaxed; Su Su came from Yan's family, and I was treated as a young lady. Feng Li'er as Miss Sun will certainly not make our lives any more difficult. Besides, all the money that Uncle Ai gave me was a red ticket, and one of them was enough to comfort our family of three for more than ten years. What's more, that big moment seemed to be guarding a golden mountain for a small life, and naturally it was very moist.
Taking advantage of the Chinese New Year, the house was brushed again and again, and it became bright and tidy. Su Su asked other villagers to dry the aquatic products. The yard was filled with the unique salty smell of fresh rivers. God, she has prepared the materials for the New Year's Eve dinner.
Lier and I couldn't help, and she didn't let us intervene. I was very happy to leave and followed a group of friends to climb up and down, and sent the eaves to the wall. The whole village and my home were in a happy state.
In an instant, it was New Year's Eve.
Early in the morning, I had already smelled the scent of chicken soup floating over the kitchen. I got up and went out to take a look. Susu cleaned the original clean courtyard again, and saw that I was standing at the door, and my eyes were bent with a smile. Bent: "Miss!"
"Susu, you are so early."
"It's Chinese New Year!"
As she said, she lowered the broom, washed her hands and walked in. I saw that there were big bags on the table. Su Su said as she opened: "Yesterday, a goods man passed by. I looked at him and it was fine. And bought some more. "
As soon as I saw it, it was wood rhinoceros cake, snowflake candy, pine nut candy, peach cake, and smiled helplessly: "There are so many at home."
"Miss Sun loves to eat. Besides, Miss you have so many friends, it's good to put a plate on the table!"
I smiled helplessly, this girl is atmospheric. It's just too generous.
Now that I've bought it, naturally it can only be the case. I took out the dishes and put it together with her, and Lie got up. Seeing those cakes that Su Su bought, she was so happy that her eyes were almost gone. I was afraid that she had eaten too many bad teeth and stomach pain. I have n’t allowed her to eat too much sugar. Now she ’s Chinese New Year. The hardships throughout the year are just for the pleasure of these days. Naturally, she opened her belly to eat. ?
In the New Year, every family is beaming.
As soon as I went out, I saw everyone's smiles. As soon as I met, I said hello to the New Year. Some people remember that I could write, and they took the red paper to knock on the door to ask for Spring Festival couplets. It was written to everyone in the yard.
The whole small yard was lively for a while.
By the end of the trouble, it was already noon.
After lunch, a group of children ran over and rolled away the children. I gave them a piece of cake, so that they would not touch the fire in other homes, nor should they make a fool of the adults, they promised far away. Then, they ran away.
At this time, Susu has devoted herself to the New Year's Eve "dinner". The chicken soup in the large casserole is boiled thickly, and the whole small yard is permeated with aroma. She also needs to kill fish and chop meat to see her busy. But I just didn't let me do it, and I couldn't help it. I sat in the room and watched her busily go around. She just hid out and walked around.
Susu almost thanked me for leaving the door.
I smiled bitterly and shook my head slowly to the river.
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There was a lively atmosphere all over the village, but it was quiet here, only the crippling river flowing eastward with coldness.
I stood by the river, feeling the cold water and holding my arm subconsciously.
Such a chill, I remembered a year ago ...
The towering fire in Jixian Temple, the thin figure in the sea of ​​fire, and the cold river with ice and snow, everything is like dreaming. The calmness of this year almost made me forget that my life was like that Fierce.
There are others that I have not forgotten, but I dare not think about them anymore ...
What happened to his injury and where did he hurt? Is there any problem? What is the relationship with the emperor? He burned so many ancient books by Fu Bazhen. Has he ever been embarrassed by the old man?
And the last thing I dared to think about was the finger marriage.
In just one year, he and I have undergone tremendous changes.
I have been integrated into the life here, the life that once belonged to him, let me understand why even if life is so difficult, he will still save me and Queen Yin, still so stubborn and live with a smile; but I ca n’t understand Where will he go next ...
The fingertips drenched by the cold water trembled slightly, reaching for his chest.
I never knew that no one is absolutely necessary. As he said, people can die for love, and they don't have to live for love; but the pain in my heart, helplessness and emptyness, is not just one or two open words. Redeemable.
Just like my life now, calm, happiness, fulfillment, almost all the dreams of the past have become a reality. For me, it should already be-perfect.
The only drawback is--
Without him.
Without him, without the wide figure that chops wood in the yard and sweats like rain; without the tenderness of holding my hand at night, letting me fall asleep peacefully in his body temperature; without that, I often look at books and am surprised when I read the ingenious I shared, discussed, and even argued with my wise mind and agile thinking; nor did I always talk about the final, the kind of sense that I didn't need to persuade myself or force one another.
My life is very happy.
However, he was not around.
This fact has always been so clear in front of my eyes ...
I stood by the river, looking at the long river. Suddenly, the originally quiet and slowly flowing river dangled, ripples undulating with the wind, slamming to the shore, a splash of water splashed and wet the corner of my skirt.
I looked up subconsciously and saw a big ship approaching.
I do n’t know why, I forgot to react. The water waves at my feet are getting bigger and bigger. Soon the river rushes to wet my skirt corners, but I do n’t move, watching the ship that does n’t belong to Jixiang Village. The almost magnificent ship approached slowly, and the wind moved the curtain of the cabin, dangling.
Then, with one hand, the curtain opened, and a familiar, white figure came out of the cabin and stood at the bow looking at me.
There was a calm smile on his face.
He wore a gorgeous robe, and the fluffy fur on his shoulders made his smile softer and warmer, but it also added a bit of nobility. A jade belt was loosely placed on the waist, showing a little Casual and lazy, only his eyes, slightly bent, looking at me, but there is no such casual and lazy eyes.
Instead, it was as solemn as if I wanted to burn my shadow.
I lost my reaction for a moment, watched the ship docking, and he disembarked with a group of people and slowly walked in front of me: "Green baby."
"..." I looked at him blankly.
He looked at me silently and didn't say a word, but lowered his head, gently closed the palm of my hand, and immediately frowned, "So cold, have you been standing here for a long time?"
At this time, I seemed to be back to God: "My son?"
Standing in front of me was Pei Yuanxiu, as if the cold mist was still around him, but his palm was so warm that it was almost hot, which caused me a slight stun, and I looked at him with a stunned look-he How did it happen?
He smiled: "Well."
"You, why are you here?"
"I want to see you."
Such a straightforward sentence made me stingy. At this time, I felt the warmth of his palm, and it came continuously from the skin ironing. My fingertips were pinched in the palm of his hand: "You, still, That won't take care of myself. "
The people around him, the guards, the attendants, and the niece, did not hear a cough. He had folded my hands and held them up, and gently put them to his mouth and rubbed, "Is it better?"
My fingertips warmed up, and I woke up, and hurriedly pulled my hand back.
He didn't seem to feel anything, just looked at me with a smile.
For some reason, I didn't seem to dare to look up to meet his eyes.
Because I know that this kind of look is the same as the Mid-Autumn Festival night, in the dark night, crossing the river by boat, just to put that beautiful river lamp, just for the obsession of the word warmth, and refuse to give up .
Still not giving up.
Thinking of this, I was a little flustered: "Why are you here?"
He had just asked, but he was not impatient, and even heard him chuckled: "I want to see you."
"..."
"Qingying, why don't I come here just to see you."
"..."
"I think, with you and Lier, spend a year, okay?"
His gentle voice even brought the temperature of his palm. On such a winter day, he also brought the cold river. Almost no one could refuse. I looked up and didn't speak, and I heard a surprise from the side. Screamed: "Aaddy!"
He and I both turned around in unison, and saw Lie running with a group of children from the village entrance. When she saw Pei Yuanxiu, she was stunned, and immediately spread her arms and rushed over: "A Da-!"
Pei Yuanxiu also smiled, bent down, and embraced Lier, who flew over.
For a while, the two laughed together.
Lier clasped his neck tightly with his hands, as if he was afraid that he would disappear if he let go, and rubbed his neck with his cheeks intimately: "Ade, ade, you are here!"
"Lier, have you missed Dad?"
"Of course, Li Er thinks every day, Li Er really wants to see Dad!"
"Then Dad is here, are you happy to leave?"
"Of course happy!"
...
I stood on the side stupidly, almost like the group of friends who were left by Lier, but they were better than them. This group of children had not seen such a wealthy person, such a large group of servants, stunned, The atmosphere did not dare to stand far away, watching us intently.
Pei Yuanxiu held Lier and smiled again: "Chinese New Year today, Dad brought you delicious food and fireworks. Do you like it?"
"Fireworks! I like it! Lier, today I just want to watch the fireworks!"
She narrowed her eyes with a smile, then turned her head to look at me again: "Mother, Dad's fireworks are the best, beautiful and beautiful!"
"..." I was speechless for a while, looking at her as if she was seducing me, and behind her, the smile that seemed to me like a spring breeze.
After a long while, I finally smiled softly: "Okay, my mother also wants to see Lier fireworks."
"Oh!"
She almost jumped out of Pei Yuanxiu's arms with joy.
Pei Yuanxiu also smiled and looked at me. With his gentle gaze, I smiled and said calmly, "Go back first."