Chapter 777: Will we both leave?

When our ship left the north shore and headed south, it rained.
The winter rain was cold even in the south of the Yangtze River. I was sitting in the cabin. Even if Su Su saw the change in my complexion and kept holding me halfway, I still couldn't restrain my slight trembling.
When the ship was docked, it was a bit late, and the whole world was covered by a silver-grey rain curtain, which seemed to be depressed and low. Su Su and Gu Ping didn't talk anymore. Both of them carefully supported me and just left. On the steps of the dock, I saw a carriage stopped there, and a white figure stood by the carriage, holding an umbrella.
As soon as he saw me, he came over immediately: "Green baby."
I raised my head a bit, looking into the familiar, gentle face. Pei Yuanxiu seemed to immediately notice my strangeness, and frowned slightly: "What's wrong with you? His face is so ugly?"
"..."
I didn't speak, I couldn't say it, just looked at him like that.
He also looked at me for a while, but didn't ask again, but reached out and took me from Su Su's arms: "Let's go back first."
I was carried in a carriage by him, and he still held me in the carriage, listening to the wheels rolling along the way, and soon returned home. When he took me to his room with an umbrella, he just walked into the Lang, I didn't look back, only a little trembling voice, "You don't have to send me, I'll go back alone."
"Green baby." His voice sounded behind him. "Don't you plan to tell me what happened today?"
"..."
"My bride is so unhappy, can't I know why?"
"..."
I stood on the promenade, and even felt the drizzle, the coolness brought by falling on my face, slowly turned around, seeing that he was still standing behind me with an umbrella, his eyes were soft and Firmly: "Don't you have anything to tell me, if you have any injuries, let me know first?"
I was watching with such gentle eyes, but it hurt.
The pain made me almost cry.
When I spoke, my voice was broken: "Are you really going to marry me?"
He stared at him: "What?"
"Don't marry me."
"Green baby!"
"People who are close to me will definitely not end well."
"Green baby!"
"I am an ominous person and I will bring disaster to those around me."
His eyes suddenly gathered, his eyes darkly looking at me: "What are you talking about!"
"I didn't bullshit."
The hot tears finally couldn't restrain the fall, and I could hardly stand. Pei Yuanxiu saw that I was about to fall down, and immediately dropped the umbrella in my hand and hugged me.
I trembled terribly in his arms, tears burst out like a broken bead, and choked, "I didn't bullshit. I killed them, and I will hurt you."
"Green baby!"
It's my fault, it's all my fault.
If it wasn't for me, Qinghan would n’t have lit the fire in Jixian Temple. If it was n’t for that fire, he would n’t have been hurt, he would n’t have been hit by a pillar and lost his memory ... and Chang Qing would not have lost her. Child!
I just remember now, when she was just pregnant, she said with no words, she had the sign of defeated stars in her life. In order to keep the fetus in her belly, there must not be a large ceremony in the palace. Especially when it comes to fireworks, she saw the fire and heard that the guard told me that I might be in Jixian Hall. Suddenly, she had abdominal pain, but even then, she kept calling someone to extinguish the fire and confirm me. If you are not in it, you can't keep it until the Royal Doctor comes!
My eyes were blurred by tears, and in the mist, I seemed to be able to see the white snow in front of the Jixian Hall. She fell in the snow with a red blood under her!
No wonder, the day when I knew she was pregnant, I saw the bush of red maple leaves in Yihua Temple, and felt like a fire, so uneasy ...
Everything is already set.
I killed her!
and also……
And light cold!
When I think of the four cursed words in Fu Bayu's mouth, I just feel that my heart has been hollowed out, but the man who hollowed out my heart no longer remembers me!
He forgot me!
He forgot me!
Seeing me trembling in his arms, listening to my choked confession, Pei Yuanxiu remained silent until I finished, he held me in his arms, the strength of his arms almost choked me, but Feeling the undulations and warmth of his chest, and his gentle voice ringing overhead--
"That's not your fault."
"..."
"you're not wrong."
"..."
"Green baby, you are kind, but you can't blame everything on yourself."
"..."
"The consequences of what others do for you cannot be borne by you, because people are human beings, not Buddhas, and cannot be without original sin. If everything is to be rooted and asked in this way, all people in this world are sinners, and no one should die . "
"..."
"Only when a person dies can he completely eradicate such sins."
"..."
"But if you die, I will feel heartache. Isn't it your sin?"
His words seemed to wake me up. I gently raised my head in his arms, looked at his eyes, and heard him say, "You reject me, but you are hurting me. Isn't it your sin again?"
"..."
This time, I finally couldn't speak and looked at him with tears only.
Although he didn't speak, he could feel that my breath was not as desperate and helpless as he was just now, but he still mourned, hugged me horizontally, hugged me back to the room, and carefully put it on the bed.
The room was very warm, and I was trembling with the coolness I had just brought from the rain. He carefully pulled the quilt to cover me, and said softly, "Don't think too much, sleep well. You are too sad now to think about everything. "
He was right, I was really sad.
I curled up in the quilt, and nodded slightly. He reached out and stroked my cheeks, brushing the hair off, and said softly, "Sleep, and wake up. I will stay with you of."
"……Ok."
In his tender eyes, I closed my eyes.
Even in the dream, I can feel his gentle eyes, it seems that this kind of eyes have dispelled those horrors in my chaos. Although there are so many chaotic scenes in the dream, I still calm down slowly. When I woke up, I felt relaxed.
When he turned his head, he was still facing that kind of gaze.
Pei Yuanxiu sat on the bed, looking down at me gently, "You're awake."
I looked at him vaguely for a while and murmured, "You, have you been here?"
"I'm afraid you have nightmares."
As he said, he helped me to get up and sit on the bedside. I did n’t know how long I had slept. Although my spirit was calm, but my body was a little soft, he turned to bring a cup of hot tea to my mouth and let me drink. Going down, people are slightly more comfortable.
"Are you better?"
I nodded slightly.
Indeed, I am too sad, some horny. Even in the past, when I was going to marry Qing Han, those village women made me filthy, and I also knew that I was just a victim, and I should n’t be stabbed because of being hurt. This time it is the same. I should not have been loved and cared for, and I would put those accidents on my head.
just--
The thought of Chang Qing's small labor still hurts. I have experienced such hurts, and it is even more clear that this is a blow to a woman, and I am not with her. I don't know how she can survive that period of time, and how painful she is.
When I think of it, even though I have figured it out, the pain in my heart can't be avoided.
Another thing that disturbs me is that Wen Fengxi seems to have revealed a message—
Regarding the Empress Xiao Chan, the most furious was the Emperor, as well as the Emperor's Yue Zhang.
There are speculations in the upper and lower levels of the North Korea. The fire was light and cold.
Therefore, Qing Han and Wen Fengxi went south this time, and Pei Yuanzhang was under a lot of pressure. From where I came, I understood a bit.
I was wondering, one hand reached over and gently rubbed my brows. As soon as I raised my eyes, I saw Pei Yuanxiu looking at me, and said softly, "Don't frown."
"..."
"No matter how miserable those things are, it's already past, and no matter how sad you are, it's just like nothing."
"..."
"Not to mention, that's the life of others."
I looked at him shyly, and saw that he held my hand to his lips and kissed gently, saying, "What you want to think about now is your own life. The biggest thing in your life is to marry me. , Shouldn't you put more thought on me? "
"..."
"Those things have passed."
I was silent for a while, and no longer said anything, just nodded.
.
Pei Yuanxiu's words also make some sense.
After all, it is a thing of the past and cannot be changed anymore. No matter how sad I am in Jiangnan, I am so anxious, and it wo n’t make Chang Qing in Beijing feel better.
And light cold ... It's a fact that I and his path have separated until now.
In front of me, Pei Yuanxiu's wedding is indeed a major event.
We crossed the river that day, and because of the appearance of Wen Fengxie, Su Su didn't choose the satisfactory fabric in the end. After a few days, when Pei Yuanxiu arranged the things at hand, she simply accompanied me across the river to choose.
I originally thought that he was doing something trivial like this. After all, in his capacity, it shouldn't be so easy to cross the river. But seeing his interesting appearance, walking into Satin Village with his hands on his back, let me forget him a bit. identity of.
"Green baby, look at this, do you like this one?"
I stunnedly returned to God, and had been dragged over by him, placing a piece of bright red silk on my body.
The shopkeeper was serving next to him, only thumbs up: "My son is really good. This piece of silk is the calm treasure of our shop. Look at this texture, this workmanship, it slides like water, and the color is incredible. It ’s true. The common man said that our shop would n’t take it out, and it would n’t be worth it. Madam, it ’s so graceful and luxurious, all over the country. If you wear clothes made of satin, they complement each other!

I looked down and saw that piece of satin that I hadn't seen the last time. It seemed that the boss also had some winks. At a glance, Pei Yuanxiu knew that his identity was not ordinary, so he took out the real good things. This piece of silk is silky and delicate, and it is not easy to dye such a pure red. It is indeed a good thing.
Pei Yuanxiu looked at me and said softly, "Do you like it?"
I nodded, and I was a little worried: "Is this color too bright?"
"Oh, look at what Madam said." The shopkeeper took the conversation in a hurry and laughed: "Don't you be happy when you're doing weddings? People aren't afraid to be gorgeous enough. Two such geniuses and beautiful girls, the combination of heaven and nature, is the red and gorgeous, the more cheerful That's fine. "
I was blushed a little by his meal, only looking down at Satin and not talking.
Pei Yuan Xiu was pleased to hear it, and then bowed his head and teased in my ear: "I said that you don't want to be so old-fashioned, we are married, you should be separated."
I looked up and glanced at him: "Will the two of us leave?"
The corners of his eyes were curved, but there was a firm light in his eyes: "I will never let you leave me in my life."