Chapter 970: You are still my favorite woman

My eyebrows froze slightly: "So what happened?"
"Ok."
He nodded, and his face was a little pale: "That year ... It was strange that winter in Jiangnan came earlier, colder, and snowed than in any previous year. Lier never saw it. Xue, very excited, clamoring for us to take her out to play, so I took her out with Ruo Shi, and walked very late. Snow didn't stop, but everyone was very interested and didn't want to go home, simply Just go to the cruise ship. "
Speaking of this, his face became more and more bleak, saying: "In fact, I should also think that her body has just recovered, so how can it not be tired after a full day with us? After getting on board, her Her face has always been unsightly. I asked her if she was uncomfortable, but she said no, and only said it was a little cold ... I'll put on her fox fur. "
I asked, "What then?"
"Then something happened on the river."
"...!"
After completing this sentence, Pei Yuanxiu paused, and then said, "Suddenly, a group of people appeared to forcibly cross the river, and we found out that they were from the court."
My heart burst.
The court? That is--
He didn't look at me, only said with a pale face: "Fortunately, our people reacted very quickly and started with them. Those people didn't come much, and they were obviously not used to water warfare. Only returned to the North Shore. "
I didn't speak, I just felt that just now, my heart was beating too much, and my chest collapsed with a slight pain.
Although he didn't say much about that night, but I already understood. That night, when Pei Yuanzhang sent Du Yan and they went south to cross the river to find a child. Still forced to return.
Later, Du Yan returned to Beijing and told Shui Xiu about it. Shui Xiu also unconsciously mentioned it to me.
But at that time, I couldn't think of anything, Lier was also on the river at that time.
even--
I turned to look at Pei Yuanxiu, and my face was a little pale, and then I saw that he was disappointed and said, "At that time, if poetry, she suddenly fell."
"..."
"She's still conscious, but she can't say anything and can't move, her face pale, like snow all over the ground."
"..."
"At that time, Lier was still young. When she saw Ruo Shi's appearance, she was immediately crying. I knew it must be her relapse, but Yao Lao was not around."
"What do you do then?"
"I just hugged her, and from the river, I always carried it back to my house."
"..."
"She was bleeding all the way and her clothes were all red."
"..."
"I thought she was going to die, and she would know it at any time, but she was bleeding all the way, and her breathing became weak all the way, but she kept watching me and watching me ..."
Having said that, he glanced at me, his eyes flashing, as if he would be broken at any time.
I suddenly came to understand.
In such a cold night, in that kind of snow, a sick woman wearing his fox fur was lying paler in his arms than snow, like a man made of snow, maybe holding her strong A little, the exhaled breath is hotter, it will crush her, and it will melt her.
But she kept looking at him.
The delicate light flashing in those bright eyes and pupils may be extinguished in the cold wind at any time, but it may be exhausted, perhaps the last trace of life, always watching him, to burn his shadow into himself In life.
At this moment, I suddenly chuckled.
He seemed to be a little indulged in the past, and suddenly saw me smile, and looked at me with a shy look: "..."
I looked at him and laughed: "I suddenly felt that Miss Zitong was confined by you at first, and it was a bit wrong."
"..."
"I hope now-I didn't show up."
Seeing my eyes turning red slowly, his face suddenly sank: "Green baby ..."
Although I was still smiling, when I spoke again, my voice was inevitably choked and husky, even with a hint of utter sorrow: "If only I didn't show up."
No wonder Han Zitong is going to kill me as soon as she meets. Over the years, she has witnessed her sister and this man support each other and witnessed her sister's commitment and desire for this man, but suddenly, I appeared.
I appeared.
...
And Pei Yuanxiu seemed to be enchanted. Even in the year when I left Jinling and went to Jixiang Village to avoid him, he didn't give up at all. At the end of the night, he and I were almost reversed at the cost of life. Everything in between.
Han Zitong, how can you not hate me? How can you not want to kill me?
As for what happened after that night — I thought and laughed, the sourness came to my heart, almost driving my tears out.
Some people, and some things, are really not understandable with their own eyes.
Between them, neither is the word "past", which can be summarized.
The wrong person is me ...
Looking at the fine and faint light in my eyes, and the expression of weeping but still smiling on my face, Pei Yuanxiu's expression suddenly dropped, he stepped forward violently, grabbed my arm, and forced Hurry up: "Green baby!"
I looked at him helplessly.
Although he rushed up like that, grabbed my arms and his hands were so hot, but after calling my name, he stiffened, and looked at me even more helplessly than me.
After being silent for a long time, he said softly, "Green baby, I say this to you, not to say that it is your fault ..."
"..."
"You're not wrong, and I don't think I did it wrong."
"..."
"Green baby, my heart still hasn't changed-you are my favorite woman and still my bottom line. I won't let anyone hurt you, anyone!"
When he said this, his hand was slightly hard, and I fell into his palm as if to be crushed by him, shuddering slightly, but only looking at his firm eyes, unable to say a word.
After saying that, he was silent for another moment, and then slowly said, "I just want to tell you ..."
"..."
"If she poems--"
When he said that, he didn't seem to know how to say any more. He just looked at me hard, and his eyes were as gentle as ever, gentle like a veil gently in the water.
But at this moment, it strangled my throat and made me unable to suffocate.
I said, "Don't tell me."
I struggled a bit, and his hand was still holding me tightly, this time I gritted my teeth, almost worked my last bit of strength, broke away from his hand, and took a step back: "I, I don't want to listen. "
His hand reached me, as if still trying to catch me, and I had taken one step back and one step back, and howled almost to fall, shook his head at him: "Don't ... don't ..."
His hands froze in the air.
I watched his familiar figure standing at the door, and the vacant candlelight was shaking behind him, as if he and I could hardly calm his heart at this moment. It was even more violent than any sea storm, and it even made me confused What is right and what is wrong.
Perhaps, feelings can't tell right from wrong.
But I don't know why, I feel so painful.
I finally glanced at him, and then slowly backed away, until I left the faint light from the room, fell into the deepest, heaviest darkness, and turned away.
...
This night was a long one.
Maybe it's because after leaving from his room, I went dimly in the dark night, and from sight to breathing, I was stained with that deep black. After returning to my room, I didn't even light up And just lay down like this.
The darkness in his eyes slowly faded away as time passed by little by little, and the window was filled with milky morning light and a little coolness.
I opened my empty eyes like this, all night.
The small body in my arms squirmed, and I heard Li Er's greasy murmur, looking down at her, and seeing her messy forehead, those eyes opened slowly, first reflecting the light from the window I got up, then slowly looked up and looked at me.
The moment she met me, she was shocked.
"mother?"
"Ok."
"Don't you sleep?"
"... No."
She looked at me shyly, and didn't know what I said, "No," or "I didn't sleep. I still have to ask, I have sat up and said," You don't have to go today. Yangzhou? Then hurry up. "
She stunned again: "Mother, you promised me to go to Yangzhou?"
I smiled: "When did your mother lie to you?"
She "wow" laughed and rushed into my arms. I was already feeling dizzy when I was sitting. At this moment, she slammed up. I couldn't hold it anymore and fell down all of a sudden. The back of the head hit the bed heavily.
"Oh!" I moaned in pain.
When Lili saw me like this, he was terrified. He hurriedly stood up and hugged me, both frightened and sorry: "Mother, mother, are you okay? Does it hurt?"
I reached out and rubbed, only a slight smile: "It's all right."
She looked at me with anxiety, and I slowly sat up on the mattress. Although it only hurt when I hit it, it was the most uncomfortable mind because I didn't sleep all night. The faint pain in the back of the head, some want to vomit.
In order not to make her feel guilty, I endured the uncomfortable feeling, got out of bed with a calm smile, and then looked back at her: "Can't you? If not, their boat will not wait for you."
Lier was still worried about me, but it seemed to be OK if I smiled and calmed, so I got out of bed and put on my own clothes. Hearing the movement in our room, the waiter outside was knocking on the door a short while later, and brought in hot salt water and towels. After we finished washing, I combed her head again and used breakfast.
It was almost time, so I took her out.
Upon exiting the gate of the inner courtyard, Pei Yuanxiu was seen standing on the bridge.
Still in white, the morning mist was pervading around him, carrying his familiar figure.
Somehow, my eyes were blurry.