Chapter 978: Continue this play
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Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort
- Leng Qing Shan
- 2020 characters
- 2021-02-26 11:29:50
Faced with Lier's request, I frowned and did not speak for a moment.
She also looked at me carefully: "Mother, can you?"
"..."
I looked at her with a complicated look.
When I heard her just now, her chest was violently tense, and I didn't know whether it was palpitations or palpitations, although I knew that this request would not matter anyone in the world, even if Pei Yuanzhang came to tell me in person, I would n’t Will promise, but only leaving, only her speaking, will make me hesitate.
Because she just wants a complete home, and even, she doesn't want a complete home composed of her parents and her mother, she just wants this home to give her the feeling.
Even if it is temporary.
Tomorrow may be the only time in her life when she can reunite with her parents, so she will use that word for me.
The bitterness and sorrow in my heart were almost gushing, but my eyes were already blurred.
In the chaotic sight, she could still see her bright big eyes, looking at me with infinitely expectant light, like a half-thirsty person, praying for a bowl of water.
However, I cannot answer this question.
I am even hesitant to let her cross the river again. Pei Yuanzhang was assassinated. Fortunately, she did not hurt the innocent and did not hurt her. What if she encounters a stabbing and hurts her? do?
and--
I thought for a while, hesitantly said, "Lier, are you still going?"
She looked at me nervously and nodded immediately, as if afraid that I would not let her go again.
I frowned slightly: "But-what if your dad is in danger, what if you hurt you?"
"I'm not afraid." She immediately shook her head. "I think dad can protect me, even if it's dangerous, I'm not afraid!"
She answered so steadfastly that I couldn't speak.
Seeing me hesitating like this, she gently pinched my corner of clothes and shook it a bit: "Mother."
I looked down at her eyes, thought for a while, and asked softly, "Lier, you haven't thought about your father staying, or, you thought your father would--"
Lier seemed to have guessed what I was thinking, maybe it was also what she had thought. At this moment, her eyes were a little bit more bleak, and she dropped her head for a while, then said gently: " It's been two days, and Dad didn't want to recognize me. "
"..."
"Neither tell me."
"..."
She said, raising her eyes to look at me, her eyes were clear and cool, but at this moment she was covered with a light haze, as if something was covering her innocence, taking away her pleasure and giving her Life has added sorrow never before: "Mother said, he's going to make other people happy, I think, Dad probably doesn't want--"
I didn't wait for her to finish talking, I held her into my arms and hugged them tightly.
At this moment, the pain in my heart is no longer increasing-my daughter, she is still so small, she has not even realized that the matter of men and women is rude, but she is so slender and so sensitive, and she knows her biological father Who is there with him every day, but she does not ask questions, does not break the illusion of peace, and even when she feels that the other party is unwilling to recognize each other, she accompanies him to continue the show.
What did we, Pei Yuanzhang, do to our daughter?
How much has she suffered in these days?
I choked, and said softly, "Get away ..."
...
The night is already deep.
Lier fell asleep in my arms, but even when she fell asleep, she could see her little brows frowned slightly, and she kept whispering something gently, but she could n’t hear anything. clear.
But I can feel that her dream is not beautiful.
Sometimes, the growth of a person has to go through a long process, but sometimes, it may be just one thing, one injury, and the person grows up, and from that time, the dream is no longer pure.
This is probably what Lili is doing now.
Thinking of this, looking at her already slightly frowned brows, I lowered my head again and kissed her gently on the forehead.
It seemed that she had drawn a little strength and tenderness from this kiss, and her sleep became a little calmer.
But my mood couldn't calm down.
Too many things, everything is as if the waves are constantly rolling on the sea, surging in my heart.
Pei Yuanzhang was stabbed, which made me extremely disturbed.
It's not the assassination itself, but the hidden danger behind the assassination. Who is going to assassinate the emperor?
All I know, but a few things.
First, it is the last thing I want to see. The person who assassinated him was Jinling, that is, the forces of Pei Yuanxiu.
However, this is indeed the most likely. After all, this is the time when Pei Yuanzhang is so close to this hostile force. It is a rare opportunity. When Pei Yuanzhang dies, the Central Plains is chaotic. Someone who has the power to win the throne.
However, these days Pei Yuanxiu showed no signs like that, could it really be him?
Second, it is my family, the forces of Nishikawa.
However, I always feel that since Liu Qinghan went to Xichuan and his party, and then Wu Yanqiu went to Pei Yuanfeng's wedding, the relationship between Xichuan and the court entered a delicate stage. It is unlikely that Yan Qingchen sent someone to assassinate.
However, it is by no means impossible, and—Xi Chuan still has an influential force, and always wants to play against the court, Mrs. Yan Yan, Xue Yan.
Third, it is neither the power of Jinling nor the power of Xichuan.
This is actually the worst situation.
Although the emperor's assassination was not uncommon in all dynasties, but it can be done, and there are not many close to the emperor. This time the assassination and Pei Yuanzhang are only on the first floor, and even the minister of the ceremony, Wu Yanqiu, sweats coldly. The words "crisis" to the emperor show that the situation is serious.
And I immediately realized a group of people.
This time the implementation of the New Deal, deprived of interests, hostile gentlemen hostile to the court! They have the power, but they are being seized by Pei Yuanzhang. Just as I was worried that Jinling's forces will assassinate Pei Yuanzhang, they must also hate this ignorant emperor and want to get rid of it quickly.
Wei Ningyuan is right. These people will not be loyal to the monarch. Whoever gives them benefits will follow them. Similarly, whoever deprives them of their benefits, of course, they hate them, and even--
If it is not Jinling or Xichuan who pierced Pei Yuanzhang this time, then the situation is really as Wu Yanqiu said, it is a crisis!
Then, which side did Pei Yuanzhang encounter in this assassination?
It was almost at half asleep and half awake.
I do n’t know how long I have slept, but I feel dizzy and extraordinarily uncomfortable, but seeing the morning light outside through the window, the whole room is illuminated, and the child is also yawning, in my arms Opened his eyes.
As soon as I opened my eyes, the clear water-cutting pupils seemed to be still confused with dreams, but also had a clear desire, and immediately looked at me.
"mother……"
"I woke up, wake up and wake up soon."
I patted her face and got out of bed first.
Her hair was messy sitting on the bed, and she looked at me for a while before finally waking up. I urged her again, and she obediently changed the clothes I had prepared for her, and then got out of bed. We brought hot towels to help us wash, and set up a table early.
I didn't talk to Lier. I sat down and ate quietly. When I ate, I saw the maid who came to me with a "ventilation report" standing at the table yesterday, with an expression of stop expression, like I wanted to say something to me, but I was still worried about what I said yesterday.
I ignored her and just drank my porridge.
Because she didn't sleep well and had no appetite, drinking a small bowl was enough. I was about to put down the bowl. She couldn't wait to reach out and said, "Madam, let me."
I looked up at her and gave a slight nod.
She took the bowl and held it, and looked outside the door. No one came and whispered, "Mrs. He is not up yet."
"Oh?"
I frowned slightly.
Seeing me say "Oh", she seemed to be encouraged, and went on to say, "Last night the study room turned on the lights all night, and the son handled all the business for the whole night, and then lay tightly on the study bed when it was too late. Next. Miss Zitong has just ordered that no one be allowed to disturb the son to rest. "
I didn't speak, but as soon as I turned my head, I saw Lier holding porridge and blinking at us with big eyes.
I frowned subconsciously—this maid probably still wanted to try to cling to me, and felt that Lili was also my daughter anyway, and she could n’t get away from the battles in the government, and she was jealous. Maybe she would also participate in these things Come here, so I didn't avoid her talking, but the last thing I want is to let Lier come into contact with these things, and I don't want her to be a little stuck with these things in the future.
So my face sank, but the maid thought I was angry about the incident, and said in a hurry: "Madam, if the wife orders, the slaves will tell the son in the past. Originally the son was only going to take a break and had to accompany him. lady--"
She didn't finish talking, I have interrupted her: "No need to say."
"..."
I try not to let myself get angry, but I can't help but stiffen my tone: "The son is right to rest. Since Ms. Zitong has ordered it, don't bother him."
I've always been kind in this house, so those servants also think that I'm gentle and amiable, but now I suddenly sink my face like this, even if there is no thunder, it is enough to scare the maid.
She didn't dare to take a sigh, she stepped back and looked at us carefully.
I lowered my head again and urged Lier: "Hurry up and eat, and I will take you to the dock."
I do n’t know why I left, but when I urged me, I just nodded, and quickly drank the last few mouthfuls of porridge in the bowl.
After having breakfast and gargle, I didn't care about the maid anymore and went out with Lier.
The carriage was ready the next day, as Pei Yuanxiu ordered. It was already waiting at the door. As soon as we came out, the attendants hurried to meet us. The podium was almost the same as the previous two days. Even more people were in Followed by.
I also understand that naturally, Han Zitong also ordered.
She doesn't let Pei Yuanxiu rest. It's her own opinion, and such a small thing Pei Yuanxiu can't blame her when she wakes up, but in case something happens to me and Lier on the way, or if something goes wrong with Pei Yuanzhang, then It is totally different from not waking up Pei Yuanxiu.
Although she has a bad temper, she is not stupid.
I smiled slightly and walked away with Lier.
However, before every time I got on the carriage, Pei Yuanxiu accompanied him. He would pick up the child and get on the carriage carefully, but he would also take care of me, but without him today, we two stood in front of the carriage and paused.
At the sight of an attendant who was accompanying him, he immediately drew his mouth lightly, and took out a small wooden bench from the bottom of the car to put it in front of us, and said, "Little negligence, little damn."
I smiled, "Dammit it everywhere."
After speaking, I had to take Lier to step up, but as soon as I took a step, I heard footsteps behind me.
Lier turned back immediately.